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I Said
My Life
I said my life
Is my life ever truly complete
I said
my life
Is my eternal time worth time
I said my eternal time
Laying alive the light of my eyes
I said
the light of my eyes
Breathing, loving my life
I said my life ...
Laughing In Tears
As All To My Mind Laughing in tears as all to my mind
I am so over
writing, over writing
So over feelings, over feelings
Over thoughts, over thinking over thoughts
Over love,
over life, over love, over life
I am so over excuses over time
Laughing in tears as all to my mind ...
Life, What Is My
Life To My Life Life, what is my life to my life I can't seem to change how I was taught
Good to learn some of the same once befores
I live
all I can to move ahead now
Move ahead now
Survival gets old day after night to stay Life, what is my life to my life Pleased by the
sound of nothing I turn into
I only hear, see the same troubles around me
I haven't much strength left to fight
anymore
I can't lose what I win to lose what I win Life, what is
my life to my life The people I love never anothers to be found
I
want to wake from this nowhere bound
To my thoughts, to my heart, to my life Life,
what is my life to my life Life, what is my life to my life ....
My Way To Think My way to think
Grey and black
Silver and gold
Good and bad
Evil rules earth
Green
and clear
White for years
Hats on tires
Wheels on chairs
Quiet for moments
Noise for sound
A
lot of little things
Just laying around
My only needs
Posted on a pillow
My way to think ...
One Hell Of A Fix One hell of a fix
Unexpected wish
Out of nowhere
Into nowhere again Beyond love
Life on earth
One next place
Lower than I feel One hell of a fix
Unexpected wish
Out of nowhere
Into nowhere again ....
Time Became Tomorrow Time became tomorrow
Never more to say
Time became tomorrow
Where was I on my way Time became tonight
I don't grow away easy
Stay where I find my life Time became today
If I hold on for love
I cry to never be away Time became tomorrow
Never more to say
Time became tomorrow
Where was I on my way Time became now
If I wait as always
Hard to make a change Time became tomorrow
Never more to say
Time became tomorrow
Where was I on my way To ....
Red, Black and
Gray Red, black and gray
Now the colors of you away
To think
of something to say
A move away from always today
Red, black and gray ...
This Moment Now
Won't Change Us This moment now won't change us
We live through
love together
In any place, any time
We find our way to each other
On any days, nights fly by
I can't
imagine our minds apart
Had we known each other
Had we not
This moment now won't change us ....
Tired Of Seeing
The Same Day Tired of seeing the same day
Over with watching the
same night Had it with hearing the same words
Locked into this
treasure to write
Is there a key to get me out Last time I thought
my own thought
Did I once think I used my mind
Different, the same, different again Tired of seeing the same day
Over with watching the same night Windows go up, windows come down
Open and close to nothing around Tired of seeing the same day
Over with watching the same night Tired of seeing the same day
Over with watching the same night ....
Whatever It Is Whatever it is
Some excuse
Whatever it is
Many reasons
Whatever it is
Play emotions Whatever it is
Whatever it is Whatever it
is
Changes thought
Whatever it is
Shadows night
Whatever it is
Touches heart Whatever it is
Whatever it is Whatever it
is
In the trees
Whatever it is
In the sun
Whatever it is
In the sea
Whatever it is
Moves
life Whatever it is
Whatever it is ...
Fill My Life With
One Last Hope Fill my life with one last hope
Answered please,
answer, answered please No more boxes and baskets
Colors of thoughts
I see
No more trying to make ends meet
Through why always rain on me Fill
my life with one last hope
Answered please, answer, answered please Dreams
are for yesterday I know
Wishes on my candles never came true
No more hands of time do I need Fill my life with one last hope
Answered please, answer, answered please ...
Saturday AfternoonSaturday afternoon
Saturday afternoon is my time to forget where
I live
Think of pleasant thoughts once mine to share
Look for a new line of words I may not have seen
Wait
for you to send something I may notice for me
Throw drama away long enough to stand on earth right
Save Saturday
night for one tune I can call ours
Make something good of the week ahead
Take yesterday in my hands to feel only
how I feel
Let my silence speak for itself within my arms to you
Enjoy everyone I miss in all of those turns I found
Until I could somehow get back to you even if only on
Saturday afternoon
Saturday afternoon is my time to forget
where I live ....
"There isn't
any reason for anyone to be lost within any place under any influence from any heart." .....
Raised
In The Greatest Of All Houses Raised in the greatest of all houses I left to miss now Memories and a want for
answers is how I live When I look through the time stamp of my years What is forgotten to appear
for need to find Who was grown for my love to
take hold with tonight Memories and a want
for questions is where I stand Touches won't
let go to keep my touch warm Feelings
are to feel sad gains a heart to understand If
I were to say anything different I would be a fool Raised
in the greatest of all houses I left to miss now The
word is believes across the hall Raised
in the greatest of all houses I left to miss now ....
You'll Never Amount To MuchYou'll never amount to much if you sit around in nothing
I sit
around in who I am as something
How I made it through to my teen years I'll never know
Who I make of myself today
after is from the same love
I held through tonight never counted how many nights
Never needed to know why, I don't
need to know now
I still hurt inside of life I can't change if I tried
You'll never amount to much if you sit around
in nothing
I sit around in who I am as something ....
If
There Was A Sky If there was a sky then I sure didn't notice one With the way you changed
my life Appeared the way I was to live Now I see a meaning deeper than a song I wouldn't be who I am had I not touched your love Only shouldn't a story come to an end though if over Why must this memory appear today before I think When I was young I didn't know youth carries on tonight For a loss may take over as where I choose to run If there was a sky then I sure didn't notice one ....
Out Of Ideas On Thoughts Out of ideas on thoughts
Used
every word I could live
Let feelings tell me how to feel
Traveled backwards then ahead
Stayed in one place
again
I still don't reason a change
How a miracle can't be real different
Unless I follow a certain hold
Doesn't seem like a miracle to me
Then on I pleasure in an old friend
I may never meet up with tonight
Those
every tonights
I was true to my song
To stay behind the world as known
In these pictures touch my heart
Save every minute as a fallen sun
Out of ideas on thoughts ....
Would
You Be Here Again I think if I was alive would you be here again Would you be here again Once is never enough with
you as I watch comedy Make the night go by before I lose my mind On memories I want true until never real But silly moments don't get me anywhere The doorbell rings with sadness I could do without Laughter of you gone takes me by surprise into tears Then I think if I was alive would you be here again Would you be here again ....
Truth Never EndsTruth never ends
Tricks of life
Love continues to send
Different pictures mend
I always thought
Of tears were wrong
I chose to look away
Until one day to
hold
When older I could see
How real friends remain
Two people can't change
Drama doesn't touch
Truth
never ends ....
After
I Have A Thought To Change
After I have a thought to change I may find it hard to say
in many ways why But I have fun with every meaning to this game Only time for some words belong to certain colors Then back to when we were friends, everyone to lend a hand You weren't a singer would come around again to understand Happy though I chose to save tonight for tomorrow Sure to those days with you true If only to remind myself of you now to read a new tune I don't dwell on how well your touch taught me I keep my door open as i live on Make my world the only world I love After
I have a thought to change .....
Will The Wonder Of Your Love Show AgainWill the wonder of your love show again
When one thing for sure
I can't be fooled on
How your shoes were worn, without socks
Better yet how I looked at you
Lines don't often
move why I read
Why I feel how I do when I see yesterday
There were only three friends I knew
I hurt so over
to lose, thoughts come to mind
I would write of from the 60s of nyc
Changed the way I lived these years
On
a long road never seems to end if I try
Who could touch me in a song let alone a video
Then those few minutes pass
through I miss
Will the wonder of your love show again ....
Back
In The 80s Again Back to the 80s again Have to look in on my life Nothing's changed to feel
different Who I gave away to speak to you This is the same How I loved
no one but you Over with dedications were
true Losses now left for the sky Hard to see only I hold real Where I sit today follows me To make a change is wrong To
hear an end of you is hard I feel everyone
is chosen to need I was chosen to want you Back to the 80s again ....
To Live Memories I LovedTo live memories I loved
I only chose to write to live memories
I loved
Get through how hard it was to lose friends
Return to find true thoughts taken away
Make days go by
faster, nights seem shorter
Hold myself with something to call my own
Enjoy a note as a song I used to sing
Take
life easy as when I was young
Hand love to who set aside love for me
Let you know who you were touched me
Try
to get to you before your time was due
My feeling was to let you sleep in peace once
Then I may be free sure you
heard
To live memories I loved
I only chose to write to live memories I loved ...
To
Accept Less Just Isn't Right To accept less just isn't right I'm not interested in a
life of pleasure giving isn't mine I give more than most think to share from their worlds A name isn't
everything to bring answer over you My time is
to find the truth had I not been pulled away Turns
I made in New York torn down without my choice I
wouldn't have the writing I do, but that's my want at work To reach the end of a long need never once explained Now I truly don't care if I become famous from my writings Again I met everyone on my mind to see I followed the only sleep I could understand was for me I'm not satisfied with a quiet can't show you near as a friend Though I wait through every sound I won't listen as real I came to the conclusion the only way back was my way true The few people I will let into my heart are the same To accept less just isn't right ....
Not The Same EyesNot the same eyes I notice won't touch yours
Never the same experience
in every reach
When I hear of time lost, needs left behind
Not the same feelings I feel today
Isn't easy to
relate to who I can't need
Set aside in the sense of the common world
Next life comes to mind some say isn't tonight
Their hearts are dirty is the reason they can't face
Their final destiny known to be that I don't heed
But on
I must travel through who I love so
Say something to keep my peace in my reality
Wait one minute for another writing
I must want
Gets me closer to where was I meant to know
I know who was answered don't even think about it
Then
this new message to read has grown old for
Not the same eyes I notice won't touch yours ....
Thieves
In The Curtains Of Cold Thieves in the curtains of cold I have my mind Can see with my eyes Hear who
hears me I don't need to know anything Came through tough runs Stand as if nothing's wrong The
wash is almost done Rinse will bring the same Sooner than later yea Well prove life is old Show
love isn't fake from alone Where rare birds
land I walked Common will never learn more Oh for the people stolen Nothing bad there right Got
to take a breath of light Cause on this planet
there is none Then try again to destroy and
own So leave me to my want I hold Thieves in the curtains of cold ....
"It's hard
to find people with the same musical mind as mine, memories in the same years from time we shared." .....
You Should Be In My ArmsYou should be in my arms
Keeps moving words around
Times
to remember I find
When I could have thought of another
My thought called from within to you
When I could have
played arenas
My arena was to first share with you
I don't regret one minute
Every writing of every friend
The on screen choice also I declined
All of the laughter I gave away
For if only one time to talk with you
again
I see the hope you shared
Many said wasn't real I knew was
So on I send my best touch
For you to
touch
You should be in my arms .....
Read
Me However You Please Read me however you please Think anything you want Be whoever you need I listen
for my own sea Don't have time to forget Use my life after the end Got to keep my reach real Love
who I do true never wrong Over with questions
of a song Finish what I started Can't look back to anyone else If for only something to do Oh well then Read me however
you please ...
8 Writings as of October 25 2018
Sifting Through This Sand Sifting through this sand
Return a friend may never be real shouldn't become emptiness Memories of precious souls from need once to understand I must lose isn't easy then
Let alone tonight as I take time to look back again as close as we were left for dead
When hope wasn't the way to understand,
life couldn't be the turn to believe in life Sifting through this sand
Return a friend may never be real shouldn't become emptiness One on one mind thought never did make much sense only a travel had to exist
Love
made to experience was love yet love was the word to speak everywhere I am
Today doesn't forget, tonight wont see tomorrow,
last time we shared our need near Sifting
through this sand
Return a friend may never be real shouldn't become emptiness ...
Real Time Appears To Come Around Real time appears to come around once in awhile to bring memory outside of world and need
So I
hold on with the days of meaning I loved most for those nights I would touch how to stay
Listen only to words I remember
as place on a reason once called for a few minutes as yours
I don't move beyond, return too far before we had the chance
to look at why want continues
Together or fallen away had I not known you, my mind and all of these places I see now
gone
Motion of forever couldn't pull talks empty eternity is to complete our song open to be nowhere
Many hours
count for this travel I still feel from your life love I reach just to get there
Experience again this true peace broken
to mend had to exist I arrange to get back through you
Often to near faint in exhaustion stranded by darkness I still
walk to express
Real time appears to come around once in awhile to bring memory outside of world and need ...
Leave
Tonight Alone And Go Where Leave tonight
alone and go where Always with time
for you in a memory alive to live once was a sweet friendship lost inside
Of life seems to call itself life doesn't know
the true meaning in life unless over heartbreaks
On my way through tomorrow hasn't found enough love I play when women
and men change Touch for truth beyond
the surface I won't let go expected I should with age after a world name
Sure I had necklaces to adorn with near any
game, colored stones grand and less than sorrow
Wasn't the fun a laugh remains old enough to walk away from my need explains
seems not Leave tonight alone and go
where Then sound calls I should listen
closer to you, where is the reason I understand today Leave tonight alone and go where
... I Wouldn't Forget You I wouldn't forget you
Hollywood and true time held with love
Though I left to save my soul
I wouldn't
forget you Every way you bring to memory
who you were
Faces make me return how to feel alive again
I think to drive by only you are a memory too Not I like to write anymore keeps today warm
Tonight cold is alone not I care
why
So the story moves along with my mind and you I wouldn't forget you
Hollywood and true time held with love
Though I left to save my soul
I
wouldn't forget you Every chance I have
to love tomorrow I wouldn't forget
you
Hollywood and true time held with love
Though I left to save my soul
I wouldn't forget you ...
Would You Care
Would you care to know life I chose to talk with you again
Stop the end of our friendship from lost in the wind
How I found strength to continue would you care to understand
I don't plan a day of silence as i write is another mystery
I don't think of why as tonight goes by would you care to explain
Would you care to speak so I could hear beyond a
song from you
Would you care to know life I chose to talk with you again ...
This Gift I Carry
This gift I carry over a memory
Driven by anger today I don't create I can't leave the very love helped me survive
Through life i didn't understand
lost in this world
When I was down and out of heart
I held on to find you Say how wrong time was to play with age on a way
We tried together torn apart
by another hurt
Forgiven within years never changed
I found to pretend real again This gift I carry over a memory
Driven by anger today I don't create I was true once remember walked as you
When the sky tried to move me outside
of you
There wasn't enough to stop me
Only set me aside until tonight Oh sure the earth is a fight
Bought and sold by the scenery feelings call This gift I carry over a memory
Driven by anger today I don't create ...
Take
A Beating For Who I Protect Take a beating
for who I protect on my journey I need comfort can't be given by anyone but me
Then asked how, why, explain myself to
who won't be part of my future I let take care of me People lose every member of friend and family, held down by any means of meaning
Look through memories
as if these are as real to take hold with warmth only exists inside
Walk on, below shown places wouldn't appear if not
for the heartache they share
Prayers every moment treasured as truth the only way to make it to no where again Take a beating for who I protect on my journey I need comfort can't be given by anyone
but me
Then asked how, why, explain myself to who won't be part of my future I let take care of me Listen to pleasures sent to imagine when all along don't belong still in my way
Expected to trust as if never was there wrong shown as the best of a hard time I live
Talk to without care how i feel
in the quiet of my own piece of space I created to love
Told stories have no place in the future I want led to believe
I can't be who I made myself of Take
a beating for who I protect on my journey I need comfort can't be given by anyone but me
Then asked how, why, explain
myself to who won't be part of my future I let take care of me ...
"i watch so many houses go by all a laugh to my eyes." ...
Take
Another Friend From My Hands Take another
friend from my hands Rain all day the
future holds
Guess i have to play with tomorrow
inside away from tonight
Spare a minute into sadness
Any
hour can disappear
Don't think I care to follow
I loved you this long in time
Why change a reason Take another friend from my hands Sliding doors open then close
I watch for a new desire
On a dry land of noise
Deep
then shallow
Can't the sky learn a different plan
Or does the wind have too much power
Thrown to touch of an
angry life
Takes another friend from my hands Take another friend from my hands ...
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