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Join The List Of Earth Escapes

Join the list of earth escapes
Good to live away from the world
Sent messages life to understand
To understand I don't need
I need not hear
Read, see of you
Will quit time, stop any shame
I only hang around
For the ending between us
Once held by a beginning we shared
Join the list of earth escapes

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Too Many Designs To Choose
As beauty a thought I hold
When writing pulls me into true
My travel away reasons
How love flows from within
Too many designs to choose
When my one design was you
Too many designs to choose
Fascinated by how time moves
How lost I truly live
How breaks in the mind never mend
How lives walk around me then
Too many designs to choose
When my one design was you
Too many designs to choose
How you could be now
How you changed somehow
How you always read of me
Send my new need
Too many designs to choose
When my one design was you
Too many designs to choose
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During My Night
During my night
I find my cold
I live to hold
My needed world
I don't much see
Outside of me
I understand
Is not my life
I wake when I must
Look for my house
Pulled away often
Never to change
During my night
I find my cold
I live to hold
My needed world
I am no one truly
To anyone I hear
Unless I listen for you
I am no one with care
During my night
I find my cold
I live to hold
My needed world
During my night
I find my cold
I live to hold
My needed world
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I Find My Way Through
Every song meaning of you
Every thought of yours came true
I find my way through
What more could I do
Every silenced word I held
Every want to speak I set free
Every time I said
Should have been me
Every memory
I find my way through
What more could I do
Every now I see true
Here comes now again
What happened to my old friend
Never to stop looking for you
I find my way through
What more could I do
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How Do You
How do you
Fall into wrong
So easy
I'm never loving more than you
Waiting on you
Listening to fun times
Thinking you near
Holding your day true
Wanting to understand
How do you
Fall into wrong
So easy
I'm never loving more than you
Crossing our ways
Trying to hear the answer
Singing my name
Into once agains
So easy
How do you
Fall into wrong
So easy
I'm never loving more than you
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I Know
I know my life line
Beige flowers
Broken hurts
Great friendships
Missing
Little turns
Whitened barrels
Full of thoughts
Laughs
Along my mountains
My hills of time
Hanging around winters
Summers now gone
Clear blue days
Cloudy as the sun
Now the sun doesn't shine
I know my life line
Beige flowers
Broken hurts
I know
I know more
Than my love knows more
He acts
His way around my life
I know who loves me
I know my life line
Beige flowers
Broken hurts
I know
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Next Writing Please
I don't need eyes to see you
Never needed ears to hear you
I can tell when you are close
I don't need to read of you near
I don't need to stand beside you
I never needed to want you
Next writing please
I don't need a statue
Not a beginning, not an ending
Not even an inbetween true
One day was ours, one night
Next writing please
I don't need to know what is real
What was real
What may be real, old or new
Next writing please
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To Love Me
To love me
To know me
You must read of me
To live me
To love me
This earth and I
Been together a long time
This sea and I
The sand
To love me
To know me
You must read of me
To live me
To love me
Love my daughter
Love my mind
My mind is deep inside
Of a life I once left behind
Not many could understand
Never made for me
As you and I, my guy
Don't let me change you
Move only where you please
To love me
To know me
You must read of me
To live me
To love me
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To Know You As I Know You
Can't be an end to you
I would be unreal, untrue
To know you as I know you
Wont stop to think of you
To know you as I know you
Last time I heard from you
Will be the next turn I choose
My colorful love for you
When I look away
I only find you in my way
To know you as I know you
Won't stop to think of you
To know you as I know you
I never forget you listen
Can't be an end to you
I would be unreal, untrue
To know you as I know you
Won't stop to think of you
To know you as I know you
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I Trust In You Too Much
I trust in you too much
Making room for march
Feelings and thoughts
I change a word or two
Leaving february behind
Over now, I turn away
No value to my world
Have I a song to hum
Gets me through tonight
Will I be more
I trust in you too much
Making room for march
Feelings and thoughts
Red seems to color me
Poor never sets me free
Your love always finds me
Real is as real must be
I trust in you too much
Making room for march
Feelings and thoughts
I trust in you too much
Making room for march
Feelings and thoughts
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Only To Write To You
Who I am isn't easy
Staying away from everyone
Covering my blues
With a new thought
Only to write to you
Taking the life I live
Holding only how I feel
Nothing I do makes sense
Some days, some nights
Only to write to you
Watching, listening, hearing
Forgetting, remembering,
Sharing
How many years now
Only you and I could know
Only to write to you
Must have been my friend
Pretty boxes could never end
Only to write to you
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To Be Alone
To think of your love
Bring how real you were
My loss deep until
My win a new writing
To feel for you again
To try to change my day
Night as well remains the same
To be alone
I send life away
To be alone
My share of scenery
Noone belongs with me anyway
To say something new
Reach through you
New and old
Doesn't mean night isn't dark
To find why
Tells in my lines of you
I make love with the light above me
To be alone
I send life away
To be alone
My share of scenery
Noone belongs with me anyway
Could be wrong
Isn't my care
Different than earth and sea below me
To be alone
I send life away
To be alone
My share of scenery
Noone belongs with me anyway
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Wait Til Tomorrow
Wait til tomorrow
Troubled only by why
I upset my own sky
I haven't lived real yet
Wait til tomorrow
I write near every day
I say what I feel
Show you my care
Then leave for night
To bring more thought
I listen when I want
The tunes must be right
I make my way
I am a bit hard to explain
Wait til tomorrow
Troubled only by why
I upset my own sky
I haven't lived real yet
Wait til tomorrow
On my ocean liner docks
On my sure of you always
On my darkness true
Noone moves me away from you
Wait til tomorrow
Troubled only by why
I upset my own sky
I haven't lived real yet
Wait til tomorrow
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Everyone has an opinion
Thought of another's wisdom
Questions of memory
No different than mine
Want to understand
Read something of faith
Live once again
With a lost friend
Talk of reasons
Reminisce
Look at time without end
Feel those same feelings
Return to try again
Hold tomorrow's end
Open a surprise door
Never hurt to be alone
Everyone has an opinion

On through another night
Won't seem right
Until we are together again
Only I find life to play
As if our love was never apart
Catch a new picture
From your mind I know so well
You taught me of
Seems to take longer than should
To notice how your memory holds me
I take as a test I must pass
If you are to continue with me alone
Still amazed at how I wait
For the way you find your day one time
Don't break the links to your past
These were your life with mine
Means a world to me
Should have never left our arms
I wouldn't live as I do
Had it not been for you
On through another night

I'll Never Understand
I'll never understand what my father was thinking
When I listened to his love
I read some of my writings
Tells me how he moved my life around
What did he know I find tonight
Or a guess from his own time on earth
The only way to understand
Live again the past in my hands
I see happiness with one friend
Struggle over a different end
A lot of empty days left for me to share with you again
For once I should have gone against his wishes
Would a change had come
Or am I to sit here in these words of feelings never lost
I'll never understand what my father was thinking
When I listened to his love
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I searched for the truth near 50 years
Only to find tonight tells me the same thought
All because my father I loved so much forgot I lived
How he learned I was to understand
So on I remember for I won't forget you
Hold forever in front of him to share his sorrow
Thank him for every day I found from his care to my heart
I wouldn't be anyone to myself, would I be anyone to you
I searched for the truth near 50 years

You must hear from me before you move on in your life
Wherever this may be, any person you may find
You need to know for your heart memory lives on
Only a few loves got me through tonight
Don't move your mind until it's time
I'm not sure I can take my world apart
Never found the way returned every time
I'm not sure you thought of me though most likely did
Left with wrong ideas just isn't right
Now I used my life the best way I enjoyed
Alone with writings as my hold
I laughed at yesterday doesn't go anywhere
I wouldn't let you down
You must hear from me before you move on in your life

Friends are the hardest to say good bye to
When a story comes true shouldn't been true
Keeps the love growing by time calls again
Shows how hard life can be to beat down
For life tries to run the day ahead of mine
So I left some memories for tonight
What's so bad about how I chose to write
As long as the memories are true
If I count the minutes I miss
Where I began begin again why is this wrong
Should I answer to another for my fate on earth
Why would I care about more than tomorrow
Today is over can't change the hours passed
I must look ahead into who am I tonight
Isn't always the happiest space I find
I touch for who cared for me on the floor of us
You held my friendship in your hands I keep real
Then I notice air hasn't moved around me
I see nothing different than my own need
Friends are the hardest to say good bye to

How did you then disappear again
How did you then disappear
How would I forget you tonight
How would I forget you now
No need to tell me reason
I got enough of your life
From the time I could speak
I talked of your love
Looked at as how was I so tall
To see over your hold
You smiled once then shook my hand
I heard you as the world I walked
Time passed continued to follow me
Watch out for the way prayer wants
Don't make a wish easy
So sure there are deep hard times
Go along as if tomorrow is always
Anything else I wanted you shared
My favorite thoughts oh hello escapes
Great losses turn into better wins
Next let us be quiet
How did you then disappear again
How did you then disappear
How would I forget you tonight
How would I forget you now

Don't forget how I feel
What it was like to feel
Don't forget how I feel
What it was like to feel
Only you could have ended this puzzle
Of the last fifty years in my wonder
Though I remembered was hazy
I came through with alone as my way
Said the story will open to me soon
Talk of life can't turn into the sky
One line of a thousand still to find
Tonight I see the last in my mind
Hope the sun doesn't shine soon
I don't need to hear of love once real
Won't return for the next fifty worlds
And don't forget how I feel
What it was like to feel
Don't forget how I feel
What it was like to feel

Today on you
Where I wait on words
As if words share the meaning of us
Why brown, yellow, green comes to mind
White sunlight, ping pong and pool
Half of a world here with you
Wants too hard to let go
Songs lost in the show
What does time know
Where next to grow
Today on you
Where I wait on words
As if words share the meaning of us

Why go there when I hold you
Why
Offered more than imagined
Turned down to talk with you again
How often in front of a wall
Unsure of an answer
Until I reach you
To see you, to hear you
Twin sisters, troubled brothers
Can't find the clues I know
I have to laugh at the sky
Blue isn't you like time
Do you hope you live in peace
Why go there when I hold you
Why

There isn't anyone I want to meet
As I talk to a moment of you
I'm sure sorry to still love you
Only that's the way it goes
If I could change time
Would I be real to you
So obvious is how I think
I would play today safe
Make saturday feel like sunday
I don't need to understand
Too much need isn't healthy
Life appears true isn't healthy
Life appears true often isn't life
Same with love
Is a beautiful day you
After a long night never new
There isn't anyone I want to meet