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My Life Depends On Tonight Of My Memories Not one word I have
No interest to hear
Not one thought, feeling, sight My life depends on tonight of my memories
Ones I never got to enjoy taken by
others Not one mention of who I should
be
Not one desire isn't mine, how today is
My life depends on tonight I started a travel of my memories
Ones I never got to enjoy taken by others Not one care, not one beware, no sorrow
Not one song I don't want to find
My life depends on tonight I started
a travel of my memories
Ones I never got to enjoy taken by others My life depends on tonight of my memories
Ones I never got to enjoy taken by others Not one word I have
No interest to hear
Not one thought, feeling, sight My life depends on tonight of my memories
Ones I never got to enjoy taken by
others My life depends on tonight of
my memories
Ones I never got to enjoy taken by others .....
To Talk To
You Not Near
To talk to you not
near
True is a rough road
Real can kill me inside
I can't repeat any more lines
My notes have broken down
I can't mourn for you anymore
Can't watch
as today is gone
I said all I can think
To follow through with tonight I must walk along now
I will play guitar to forget you
I will rely on twenty two years
ago
For awhile until more years surface To
talk to you not near
True is a rough road
Real can kill me inside
I can't repeat any more lines
My notes
have broken down I have to strengthen myself
somehow
I don't want to write this writing
From hope you may read one day
Is all to keep me awake To talk to you not near To talk to you not near
True is a rough road
Real can kill me inside
I can't repeat any more
lines
My notes have broken down To talk
to you not near
True is a rough road
Real can kill me inside
I can't repeat any more lines
My notes have
broken down ....
Give Me A Reason To Talk Missing years,
lost days
Old feelings, timed recordings
I never cared for more Guys, dolls, goodbye
Whoever there was around hello
I never cared for more Raised cold
Llistened to emptiness
All of my life Give me a reason to talk When my eyes turn from brown to blue
I look for why
I never cared for more Long intros, short thoughts
Forever directions
Single notes of love
Touchless touch, hearts of what Give
me a reason to talk Missing years, lost
days
Old feelings, timed recordings
I never cared for more Guys, dolls, goodbye
Whoever there was around hello
I never cared for more Raised cold
Llistened to emptiness
All of my life Give me a reason to talk ...
Love Wasn't To Be Lost
Thirty
years ago becomes today
Planets play as if time won't go away
Seasons of interests touch for life Don't know creation is an own want
Beyond hope is to live need
For tonight
doesn't mean anything Changes never
to complete
On the red planet of me
Every turn may be found Love wasn't to be lost
I never thought love was
Why forget how yesterday came alive I consider feelings everlasting
Always with eyes are my windows
Reflect
my sun through you Love wasn't to be
lost
I never thought love was
Why forget how yesterday came alive If I can make a real minute appear
I yet to see one minute as real
On the cloth of
paint in the stars Changes never to
complete
On the red planet of me
Every turn may be found Love wasn't to be lost
I never thought love was
Why forget how yesterday came alive Love wasn't to be lost
I never thought love was
Why forget how yesterday
came alive .....
You Will Be With Me Some Day Only sure
of the many travels through Los Angeles
Along the ways of Hollywood to Beverly Hills
How I found my writing as the
meaning of my existence Only in remembrance
of the love I used to survive
Special feelings became real I could touch as true
I still don't care about anything
else You will be somewhere with me some
day I play with my days as if these
will end before I wake
Send my prayers without need for response
Turn into the world as if the world doesn't exist My trust is limited to who I believe I should trust
Earth claims my eyes to
trees for I'm not satisfied
Every town hasn't come together as one, every state You will be somewhere with me some day My trust is limited to who I believe I should trust
Earth claims my eyes to
trees for I'm not satisfied
Every town hasn't come together as one, every state You will be somewhere with me some day You will be somewhere with me some day ....
Quiet In The World Of My Desire Hard
to take the country out of the city
Harder to take the city out of the country
In and out of artists lives like
water
Never found how to be alive Quiet
in the world of my desire I found peace
in my own closed eyes
Why would I need to see in another
You walked your way, I walked mine Quiet in the world of my desire One thought to keep me true to love
Turned from many holds I could have wanted
How
to share with you was only my writing
Timed by life I never cared to understand Quiet in the world of my desire I found peace in my own closed eyes
Why would I need to see in another
You walked your
way, I walked mine Quiet in the world
of my desire One thought to keep me
true to love
Turned from many holds I could have wanted
How to share with you was only my writing
Timed by
life I never cared to understand Quiet
in the world of my desire I found peace
in my own closed eyes
Why would I need to see in another
You walked your way, I walked mine Quiet in the world of my desire Quiet in the world of my desire ...
Answers To Love Aren't Always Heard
Answers to love aren't always heard
Until the very need calls
In my worn out day today The end of my rainbow has come
Icing on a thought of disbelief
Followed
by how turns in life arrive The open
strum of my way
Held on for the sun to speak
I don't stop on one heart line Answers to love aren't always heard
Until the very need calls
In my worn
out day today There lays a new place
to seek
Eyes blue once brown seem lost
On truth of notes won't be found Answers to love aren't always heard
Until the very need calls
In my worn
out day today Answers to love aren't
always heard
Until the very need calls
In my worn out day today ......
I Could Never Try To Escape Passing fancies
of many thoughts
Bring me back to write to you
More sadness to win me over Passing love returns as true
The deep black sea
Happiness never forgotten I could never try to escape Passing troubles sent to view
Our youth once real together
More days to treasure I could never try to escape Passing fancies of many thoughts
Bring me back to write to you
More sadness to win
me over Passing love returns as true
The deep black sea
Happiness never forgotten I could never try to escape I
could never try to escape ....
Frankly
Without My Guitar I Am Naked Sad to lose someone
love belongs to
Friendship on the run of life memories
Planets of centuries together over
Feelings thrown away
as never in existence Frankly without
my guitar I am naked
Without a thought to send to you I am empty
As I roam around the universe of my want
Care
has a place to settle I care to be I
look to the future as you hear me
Never notice worlds of different energy
Age changes with need to play only today Frankly without my guitar I am naked
Without a thought to send to you I am empty
As I roam around the universe of my want
Care has a place to settle I care to be Take night as a new beginning for sadness
Make time appear real to create happiness
Listen to years I didn't listen to you
If to escape why is meaning as me in you Frankly without my guitar I am naked
Without a thought to send to you I am empty
As I roam around the universe of my want
Care has a place to settle I care to be Frankly without my guitar I am naked
Without a thought to send to you I am empty
As I roam around the universe of my want
Care has a place to settle I care to be ...
I Will Stand On My Own World Somewhere From
ease of song to lost in the mind
One with a way to forget you
Until I realize day is real, you are true
For
the sky will disappear one night I will
stand on my own world somewhere From
emptiness to pleasure in the world
Who asked for a difficult journey
Paced by love for you only through words
For the sun will burn away I will
stand on my own world somewhere From
how chords run through who I am
Notes never end, I can't refuse to listen
I notice everything about you again
For how you will touch to me I will
stand on my own world somewhere I will
stand on my own world somewhere From
ease of song to lost in the mind
One with a way to forget you
Until I realize day is real, you are true
For
the sky will disappear one night I will
stand on my own world somewhere I will
stand on my own world somewhere .....
Held Away The Angry Turns Caught up on
every thought I could find of you
Sent every message I had to share with you
Stopped along my drives to write to
you When my need noticed you close for
my touch
I never missed one day of hope to you
Collected all of the feelings made in life for you Held away the angry turns with my love for you
Agreed in my next life then I
will understand you
Once was going to forever say goodbye
I decided eternity can't be that long to reach After all every night is a want for you
I won't miss anything I could have,
had everything
Walked around this planet isn't different than another Held away the angry turns with my love for you
Agreed in my next life then I will understand
you
Once was going to forever say goodbye
I decided eternity can't be that long to reach After all every night is a want for you
I won't miss anything I could have,
had everything
Walked around this planet isn't different than another Held away the angry turns with my love for you
Agreed in my next life then I will understand
you
Once was going to forever say goodbye
I decided eternity can't be that long to reach Held away the angry turns with my love for you
Agreed in my next life then I
will understand you
Once was going to forever say goodbye
I decided eternity can't be that long to reach ...
I Still Believe In You I still believe
in the tallest tree life sits within reach
Not taught to see as wisdom, song, planets come together
Within the need
of love beyond the sun and stars I still
believe in you Amazing touches belong
to you and I greater than thought
When we were young imagined to share hadn't grown yet
Now are real, wishes didn't
care, earth had to be here I still believe
in you I still believe in every word
I write tells of my love
Wasn't learned between us broke away in our youth of heart
We didn't understand how to
hurt for each other then We noticed
home between us, dream lines surrounded us
Set aside for greater want after these little games played
I still believe
in you the universe can't dissolve away I
still believe in you I still believe
in you ...
As You Walk Through Your Universe As
you walk through your universe
I will find a new thought to send
Lay the idea in front of you
Is this the way
you are to live Live on in my own world
With the sun behind me for strength
Would you return to earth to be with me again Timed by life between us is this all there is
We find how we started to love
Forgotten are the turns away we held As
you walk through your universe
I will find a new thought to send
Lay the idea in front of you
Is this the way
you are to live As you walk through
your universe
Keep me in your eyes
As you walk through your universe As you walk through your universe
I will find a new thought to send
Lay
the idea in front of you
Is this the way you are to live As you walk through your universe
I will find a new thought to send
Lay the idea in front
of you
Is this the way you are to live ....
I Must Rest Now I must rest now, been a long day
Hope you found my messages
Along your
life way
Memory tomorrow will keep me true
Flags fly in the wind Whatever becomes of me
I have faith in you
Gave my reasons to the sky
To watch over Hope justice serves
you well
In every step you choose
A blessed heart
The greatest touch of love
Empty stars are meaningless I must rest now, been a long day
Hope you found my messages
Along your
life way
Memory tomorrow will keep me true
Flags fly in the wind I can't tell you how I feel
Sure you understand
I know you will be okay I must rest now, been a long day I must rest now been a long day
Hope you found my messages
Along your life way
Memory
tomorrow will keep me true
Flags fly in the wind I must rest now been a long day
Hope you found my messages
Along your life way
Memory tomorrow
will keep me true
Flags fly in the wind ...
8 Writings as of May 10 2018
"I don't live
my life to play with games of illusions." 5 10 2018 ....
Our Garden GrowsOur garden grows from the tears we share
Not by a day or a year
Not the emptiness of
alone again
Hurt and missing each other hasn't a care Never interested in the sound of strings
I then take my place in yesterday
Save my heart from
a break on life Walk tomorrow through
best way i know
Find a feeling to keep strong my love
Wherever that feeling may hold today Our garden grows from the tears we share
Not by a day or a year
Not the
emptiness of alone again
Hurt and missing each other hasn't a care Emotion doesn't interest my need only truth
Symphony music doesn't hear my call
i am
a very quiet to myself kind of girl Our
garden grows from the tears we share
Not by a day or a year
Not the emptiness of alone again
Hurt and missing
each other hasn't a care ....
There Are No New Prayers To ShareI don't want to write anymore you should be here
There are no new prayers to
share
I didn't want more yesterday
I don't ask for more today I haven't changed
Your youth as my life why more
words again
With this paper and pen
If I refuse I still don't hear from you
I'd like to break this world in
two to talk with you
I sure hope there is a good reason we aren't together
Because I don't feel like understanding
I will not let fifty years and more of hard time to find you
I went through hard time to find you
I don't want
to write anymore you should be here
There are no new prayers to share .....
Consolidation PrizesConsolidation prizes window surprises
No one tells me who to love
Rhythm players i
reason as something
Just don't know why i care to try
To live for anyone but you isn't real
No one tells me
how to feel
There may come a day
You make your way back to me
On another continent doesn't change
Today
or yesterday don't forget yesterday
May save your life tomorrow
No one tells me how to arrange time
i never
thought you didn't love me
Actually i was sure you do
Consolidation prizes window surprises ...
20182018 another wasted year of writing
Trying to say something you hear as you
Now i didn't
feel to end how i feel
Only never imagined how long it may take
To reach through to you
Another week gone like
i don't live
2018 another wasted year of writing ....
To Yesterday I Turn AgainTo yesterday i turn again for today is a waste of my wind
Memories are run down
with nothing new to care
Don't really want to write but nothing more to enjoy
So i look into why I continued on
to you to find no one
i have no interest in composing a song
I write to keep my mind moving along
Though of
you i won't let you or anyone break my heart
To yesterday I turn again for today is a waste of my mind ....
Point Of ReasonPoint of reason please again for a return to you
As I walk around those amplifiers I sat
on
With young guys who loved who I was
Taught me how to hold a guitar as my own love
So talk to me as if I
haven't been around awhile
Didn't know anyone in a small garage hold
Wasn't born to know you say this bet you can't
But leaving all of that behind for a few minutes
Just what do i want out of this life I see today
A lot more than
a stranger may think to need
And names of so many players what's it mean
Nothing before i came into your life why
now
Remember who I am you may enjoy the memory
If you don't oh well I also turn a few away at times
Then on
your song remains for another to write mine
Point of reason please again for a return to you ....
A Few Minutes Of Long Ago MemoriesA few minutes of long ago memories i touch for a minute
Don't know why just
happens to come by so i play within
As I send a few thoughts into your heart as if you feel
There may be a meaning
to live between us continues to need
Then i question the reason anything exists to explain
Was today written to
follow my way to you
is there really tomorrow or sleep is a make believe want to see
A few minutes of long ago memories
i touch for a minute ....
Now It's Time To End This SongNow it's time to end this song on a sweet note of mind with you to begin again for
you
Look at ways i tried to explain then walk away into you hear from within you i am real
Play with life as the
only life I have to hold until you choose to let me hold you
Content I was alive once touched by you favored as your
greatest memory I feel
Find happiness in the words given to tell of my many treasures to love you
Now it's time
to end this song on a sweet note of mind with you to begin again for you ....
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