Page 49. 9 Writings

You Seem To Be My Way

You seem to be my way
To continue in life
I want to say
Could be all from you
To capture my love
Alone the same
You seem to be my way

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Remembering you
How I came to know you
Why I was with you
What we shared
I can show the time
I can hear you close
Remembering you

Remembering you
I see several places
Inside of your life
I was to wait
Til you returned
The room is vague
Remembering you

Remembering you
You handed me a key
To look the doors as I leave
To where was I going
Why were you real
Now
Remembering you

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There were bottles
A couch of truth
Darkness
There was something
You had to do
I am lost

I want to know
Just want to know
Hear an answer for my peace

I make these choices
To write my life long
Never moving on
Only back in time

I want to know
Why I chose to never return
What happened to me
What happened to you

I want to know
Just want to know
Have an answer for my peace

There were bottles
A couch of truth
Darkness
There was something
You had to do
I am lost

I want to know
Just want to know
Have an answer for my peace

I want to know
Just want to know
Hear an answer for my peace

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Always beginning with you
Why do I make these choices I find
Only writing a need I like
Always beginning with you

I'm traveling along side of you
Always traveling along side of you
Never moving
I'm never caring to change

Doesn't matter who sings
Meaning of life is missing
Turning away so many people

Always beginning with you
Why do I make these choices I find
Only writing a need I like
Always beginning with you

Love never seems real
Leaving behind my thoughts appear
Nothing I want to do comes near

Always beginning with you
Why do I make these choices I find
Only writing a need I like
Always beginning with you

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You must have saved my life
You must be the missing thought

What do I say now
Never knowing what to say

How many people leave
How many people stay

Where do I live now
You to come along again

Save my day
Save my life

You must have saved my life
You must be the missing thought

One turn after another
Needs to touch
I don't wish often
When I do
Why do I wish to return to you

You must have saved my life
You must be the missing thought

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So many branches of life
Lead me back in time
I only want to find

Until I enjoy the ride
No care to how down
I become over love
Over memories
Nothing turns around

So many branches of life
Lead me back in time
I only want to find

Inside of a new day
Holds no meaning
Inside of a new night
No need to believing

So many branches of life
Lead me back in time
I only want to find

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When I am a stranger
The further I am from you
The more I find to say of you
Could be my treasure
To watch in my writing to find you
When I am a stranger to you

The closest I can be to your love
This is the meaning to my life
Not where I may be tonight
Never once do I need more
To be sure of your love

When I am a stranger
The further I am from you
The more I find to say of you
Could be my treasure
To watch in my writing to find you
When I am a stranger to you

This thought is mine
My mind makes sense to myself
Then I listen to quiet
Where will I turn
What next will come along
I try to send
I am lost

When I am a stranger
The further I am from you
The more I find to say of you
Could be my treasure
To watch in my writing to find you
When I am a stranger to you

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A Missing Tear
A missing tear
Who wasI to hear
I struggle with
A missing tear
A memory must be real for me to feel
You carry my life as always will
Appears true when ever I find myself
A missing tear
Who was I to hear
I struggle with
A missing tear
A thought might be true for me to think
In your heart I find a world of love
Appears true where ever I find myself
A missing tear
Who was I to hear
I struggle with
A missing tear
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Something in time
Changed me around
Turned me deep inside

Love must have been lost
I can't listen to what was real
When you were in my life

Life must have been hard
For me to get through
After you were in my life

Something in time
Changed me around
Turned me deep inside

Do I only want to find today
What good is looking back
Do I only need you in tonight

Something in time
Changed me around
Turned me deep inside

Won't be an end well then here you live
On to new feelings if there are any
I have to tell you why I must continue
Where I can find a way through the day
Doesn't want to let me get back to you
So every video I play is to touch you
Don't think I need to try to understand
In the same world will always be the same
Reasons don't need a hearing again
Answers spent can't want to show again
Won't be an end well then here you live

Whatever becomes of my life
Before we leave earth for now
Make this way again within our minds
Take time to think of my love
A mound of dirt appears
I come back to you
To listen as you traveled your life
Hold on to my fave times
Would do it again so I may touch you
I will hear the truth before I give up
Turn every corner I must to live as you
I still don't feel there is an end until then
Whatever becomes of my life

I love my past more than tomorrow
Cool air holds me down when rage calls
If I see one more sand bar I may scream
I can't live on a computer all of my night
The end of the world won't be near ever
I let everyone sing around my songs
Try never to write imagined thoughts
Listen for a minute then move on
Read where some feelings are
I don't have the time to stay close
Barely enjoy the day before it's gone
My need has to say life true is who
I love my past more than tomorrow

The shape of things to come is never a promise
I don't think I could sing the same sad song
I can barely write one then to leave it alone
I played the stage a few times why again
On a feeling of you I still don't understand
Cool tonight is a shadow gets me through
I won't open my eyes as I did once with you
I lay around to only wait on a new thought
Doesn't this sound bad enough of a real life
I've see this sky so many times from a hope
Go ahead add another to my list of stars
How I even make it to today I can't belong
The shape of things to come is never a promise

I Will Return To You
I will return to you
I believe one day I will return to you
My only reason to write was to talk with you
As I see tonight after many years to try seems time to end
Only I can't find anyone I haven't tried to hear a different voice
So an ocean wave is still nothing to my need
Yea the sun goes down and rises as then
Well when will the sand storm give in
Pillars of the mind move somewhere else
Calls from inside how wrong again
Asked how do I write of you easy
Friends real can be turned into dreams once true
I will return to you
I believe one day I will return to you
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When I listen to you
I don't have to be anywhere new
I watch for feathers to fall through
Wind tries to discourage my mind
I make small spaces appear huge
Let windows crack around me
Only cry after I realize shade is cool
The sun still burns down
You aren't here, the sky isn't clear
Funny why I play word games
Watch arms of a tree sway
Nobody knows tomorrow as I do
I wanted everything as you
When I listen to you

Life on my pleasure to travel
Hurricanes are why I chose not to live in the gulf
Miami, Keys, Florida or along the eastern coast
A few tornadoes one on the street at home
Made me think again along rivers and lakes
Sat in the desert long enough to leave
Raised in ten foot snow drifts young was fun
California has a few safe havens to run through
Missed a few earth quakes to bring me down
Sure some things are gonna get someone someday
Screen doors three to five show a windy night
I was lucky to escape cause I lay in the sun
Don't need more than I have everything in you
Now this doesn't mean my share of hard times
Remind my eyes if I should change feelings
I pass to another I don't want the world take it
Life on my pleasure to travel

To rest today away
Seashells draw every kind of song to survive
Water streams houses gone I understand
Boats thrown about benches torn brown
Alligators on the run
Boardwalks to build scattered hills
Hazy future seas
A white feather falls to the ground
A pleasure for my mind
Time on my side to hear inside of how I feel
Are artistic ways truly not real
Scratched on trees deep in the leaves
I can only see who I please
Write to keep something around to read
Shattered schemes will grow again
To rest today away

Now I must leave for higher ground too
Yea I must leave for higher ground too
Yea
Yea
Is tomorrow another life or the same grown on
For I feel life around seems real as once was true
Don't call star light the only meaning to love
There are dark moments lead me clear through
Sure I rest to keep alive only then I return to think
Whereever I find I walk to hide from who I don't need
Time is more proven to understand easy why fall
Good to learn strong is as weak as can belong
If anyone believes I could forget how I learned sound
Nothing is new but what you seem to see you hold
Try four times if two doesn't get to you then breathe
Now I must leave for higher ground too
Yea I must leave for higher ground too
Yea
Yea

Your sweet heart perfect in cold
My need answered
For the memory of old new york
A word or two here and back again
I was a bit surprised to walk that call
As for you set in motion tonight
A few new writings to play until why
Our time together so short I waited
Sure you left a few more thoughts
I can expect to understand some day
Colorful hearts have a habit to return
Should a forgotten moment come along
If I do stop time we shared to view
I will send the feelings through to you
As for alone I would say why
Love may have ended in a wrong hope
I did take notice you were different
Enough to continue to listen
For your hands to my young wisdom
Your sweet heart perfect in cold
My need answered

The end in sight I want certainly won't forget
I was spoken for before I could explain
I never got to say what your friendship meant
Until every today I feel cheated in the worse way
To lead a special memory astray in our minds
As if I didn't care then along every year I lived
I turned into any song I could find to collect
Life left behind whether from you or on a sign
Rare to talk with anyone unless would return you
So often as young forced to forget your eyes
The little time we had together broken down
Tonight doesn't care though I still wont leave why
My best teen times torn into only a sky I held true
To share with a writing comes from you for you
The end in sight I want certainly won't forget

New york, england and the truth
A memory of you brought to life from you I keep new
New york, england and the truth
I just want you to read the truth at least you may know
Could be so I know you see I was real as you remembered me
How often I couldn't ditch my need to make you understand
How I cried to my father how cruel one day you will return
You're a friend never wth his hand to understand
To let go never entered my mind sure to stay on yours
I can't imagine what my father said to you would like to hear
Made you believe I didn't want to talk with you when I did
But on I live why do you remind me so in so many turns I go
Of all people why still tonight questions only answered by you
New york, england and the truth
A memory of you brought to life from you I keep new
New york, england and the truth

Sixteen flipping years then seven
Fifty stayed the same every one
If only to say I'm sorry for what my father did
Carried with me every minute I lived
Stolen of the life with you I worked so hard to enjoy
Never a window I needed to see through away from yours
Other hard hours are the ones no one knows who I was
Called in the quiet I must be lost on a star wasn't true
To me nothing is hard to believe especially my love
Though is hard to believe I trusted my mind to lead me to you
Sure of every writing one would finally wake your love again
How could I follow a want kept me so alone
Sixteen flipping years then seven
Sixteen flipping years then seven

I won't be held away from memories touched my life
I won't play games
No other could bring to light so I may write longer
Of feelings I had to get through never meant to forget
This saying no one's ever written what I claim
Well meet the first lady to challenge the world's name
If anyone thinks I won't continue let me share that mistake
One friend still absent from today on earth keeps me real
Let me correct tonight on loneliness won't bring me down
Try a different road to my need I might speak outside of songs
Try a better line than prove who I am so back to my need
Then a jacket or sweater, was it raining
After work once, only you can remind me wherever you are
I won't be held away from memories touched my life
I won't play games