19 Writings

You sent me back to the 70s
I followed to see you there
Don't know it means so much to me
Unless you are here

Can't imagine will change anything
Outside of thought to appear
So I brace myself for what could be

Am I to only think
You will come too far to forget
I don't blame you
But my mind is done with imagining

Can't imagine will change anything
Outside of thought to appear
So I brace myself for what could be

As I read these writings today
Remind me of love for you
Last night I found to ask you
What happened to you

As I read these writings tonight
I see you again without answer
You don't know do you
Why we had to explain

With so few words
Chosen by love to look for
Compelled to close our door
To life would be no more
Still won't

As I read these writings today
Remind me of love for you
Last night I found to ask you
What happened to you

As I read this writing to you
Was there a better way
Seems we held on to imagine
There is no other play

As I read these writings today
Remind me of love for you
Last night I found to ask you
What happened to you

Enough to hear
Enough to see
Enough to say
Enough to play

Enough to portray
Enough to feel
Enough to think
Enough to remember

Only your shadow remains

Enough to forget
Enough to love
Enough to live
Enough to understand

Of sky today
Thrown to my night
Born to ask you
Sing to me again

Only your shadow remains

Turn my peace into rest
When I walk through
Your arms now gone

Only your shadow remains

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I don't plan to share how I feel
A tune comes to mind from you
The way you held how I cared

Silent within you
Those precious days you were real
I was true

I could never turn my life around
I sit silent in you

The best loves I found
Written for me to love
Now on with you gone

Silent within you
Those precious days you were real
I was true

I have a tough mind to understand
A bit too rough to understand
As I show my space to your land

Silent within you
Those precious days you were real
I was true

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Where I was one night
To stand on my only light
I couldn't follow you
What more could I do

To talk about days past
A waste of my days to last
Unless makes for a tune I love
In my mind

To travel away from home
I have all I need in my arms
How to touch a jewel as you
Listen through who I am

Where I was one night
To stand on my only light
I couldn't follow you
What more could I do

Make sure I am heard
By my little birds
Stop by to feel my feelings

If you dont understand the truth
I have a bit of lies to share
Will cover your want
On my honor of heart

Where I was one night
To stand on my only light
I couldn't follow you
What more could I do

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Freedom in my prayers last night
Rare to use
You become how real I was
My last steps true

I wish I could touch you again
Be with you my old friend
Hard to leave you in the past
Everywhere I turn

You won't be here again
Everyone I see won't be you
Will be you
I can't let go of you

Freedom in my prayers last night
Rare to use
You become how real I was
My last steps true

On the face of this earth
There must be more of you
My favorite love in this world
Always new

I know maybe is never right
If another word too huge
I would have saved your heart
Had you asked me to

Freedom in my prayers last night
Rare to use
You become how real I was
My last steps true

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Your love I hear from you
Your life

I will never leave your side
Hold on to you my way
With the dust of your life
Your love as was brave

To share with your arms
Forever will be warm
Only touch my heart
As I touch yours

Your love I hear from you
Your life

I will never trust alive
Unless with you
Never forgive tonight
When today passes true

Only care for you
As you cared for me
Deep in the world you made me

Your love I hear from you
Your life

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The only love for me
No longer lives on this earth
Alive was once to be
Taken by the hand
No longer holds my hand

How you noticed me

This end to a year is once again

How you noticed me

I can read time easy
I can see love
I can feel feelings
If I want

How you noticed me

This end to a year is once again

How you noticed me

The only heart for my heart
Shared your world with me
Only treasures are in tomorrow
For my understanding

How you noticed me

This end to a year is once again

How you noticed me

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How could I lose you
Leave earth to the world
How could I lose you

Places of song
Faces of tune
Once written wrong
Became true

Hands held warm
I touch from you
Pleasures from your life

How could I lose you
Leave earth to the world
How could I lose you

I walked along
Watched from within you
Followed by day never light

How could I lose you
Leave earth to the world
How could I lose you

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I wasn't to disappear with the sun
Rays on my thoughts today
You were to be alive today
I gave my life for you

When I was told about you gone
Years later after looking through songs
My morning is over before I choose

As once in awhile
I would look through you
For that one twinkle in your eye

I wasn't to disappear with the sun
Rays on my thoughts today
You were to be alive today
I gave my life for you

I should have followed you around the world
To watch after you
So the helicopter ride would never be enough
To change where you are tonight

I wasn't to disappear with the sun
Rays on my thoughts today
You were to be alive today
I gave my life for you

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I Know The Rule Of Word Association

Oh I know the rule of word association
I break the rule for sound I enjoy
As everyone is sure of perfection
I love the imperfect of a song
If there isn't anyone to listen to me
I am fine in my own need to hear
I'm not going anywhere anyway
So I know the rule of word association

Precious Friend
Precious friend
I slow down on writing now
Seems the end is close
To why always an extra step
So not one word, one move
Not one sound
Precious friend
I had some great teachers
Real mellow feelings
I know you love me
Your lessons the better of all
Can tell when I think
See my fascinating life from you
Precious friend
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Couldn't Tie Myself Down

Grown now, moved away
Those same memories
I carry today
Never to let go astray

Couldn't tie myself down
To another life
Wouldn't let the stars
Own my hold

Offered all of these words
Still didn't find you here
But everyone weaves a web
Yours fits in with my love

Couldn't tie myself down
To another life
Wouldn't let the stars
Own my hold

Grown now, moved away
Those same memories
I carry today
Never to let go astray

Couldn't tie myself down
To another life
Wouldn't let the stars
Own my hold

Oh I'm Still Here
Oh I'm still here
On just a dream made to hold
Keep a song as you
Came through town a few days a year
Until I realized I wouldn't see you again
When we were still unsure of ourselves
You shouldn't have thought I wasn't yours
I walked with a friend nothing else
But on the streets of hollywood
Everyone was lost in appearance
Oh I'm still here
On just a dream made to hold
Keep a song as you
I think of coming through this morning
Why waste my time this year
Will you be there now
Better I write you weren't to be true
But I'm still here
On just a dream made to hold
Keep a song as you
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Nowhere
Nowhere
Beat down by your love
Laden in your mind
I can't reach today
Low on life
Just about out of my love
I take rest in my mind
To read where will you be
I may call real I see
Only back and forth
Through skies don't exist
Illusions to appear at peace
Feelings to feel to seem alive
But nothing is everywhere
Anywhere continues true
To listen for nowhere
Nowhere
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Guitar Is Sacred At This Time

Guitar is sacred at this time
I don't find anything I love there new
Piano is still fun in different times
To play my night through
Darkness I create to see
I could write a symphony for life to hear
Only key to key to myself seems real
So silence and I will exchange ideas
Then send the notes for you to decide
Is this tune something you like
Then again it's just as sign from tonight
Once I found to exist
Are there any other words you want to read
I will wait for your request from within me
Guitar is sacred at this time

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