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Now Never Home (Attributes To My Life) Now never home
My time on earth
By age, experience
My father's genuine love
Luck
of travels I found
To resist religion was easy
Flee conditions of mind
Lack of imagination My Hollywood time
Broken guitars
Old pianos without chords
No self esteem
Shy,
withdrawn, frightened
From young stays alive
Missing photos
Stolen pages from my life Now never home
Unhappiness, loneliness
I never hope for much
I expect very little
A lot of present time
Nothing better to live
Exhausted of the world Horrible people made me cry
Lack of money
My best friend memories
Everyone
I
found as real My father's coal cellar
My father's
war shelter
My father's outside water well
My father's house Now never home
One blue velvet dress I wore
Roses are red, violets no more
Missing future in
front of me
Feelings, emotions never spoken
Without a song to sing
Without a thought to share
Without
losing my mind Now never home Now never home (Attributes to
my life) ...
No Thought To Find No
thought to find
For sound, wonder around
No thought to find
Always looks better
On another side of life
No reason just time
Ruler of my mind
Change too much
Too little for now
Love stays as love was
No
thought to find
For sound, wonder around
No thought to find ...
From One Day Songs Appeared Real From one day songs appeared real
All of life is lost to the wind
Hasn't any reason to change
Love continues to dance around me
Brings a laugh to my eyes From
one day songs appeared real
Will never be true to feel
By all means choose how to care
There won't be a river
anywhere
I haven't crossed myself From one day
songs appeared real ....
One Touch From Home Keeps Me Real Temples of life will always appear
Throughout forever anywhere
Today only another way to
get there
Tonight settles in for the stories Of
memories hidden to become aware
Nothing will change only grow different
Move into how was your love to feel
Any
character turns laughter into tears One touch from home
keeps me real Now I must settle into my own memories
Too many to stand only in one place
Thrown by hatred in my younger years One touch from home keeps me real One
touch from home keeps me real ....
Safe Only In The Comfort Of My Arms Safe only in the comfort of my arms
I turned away from many stories in my life
Threw in
the towel when things didn't seem right
Chose to love writing as my only way to live
Seemed much safer to remain
within myself
Made my time a laugh away of tears
Learned every memory a new answer for home
Begin with day
one to walk through all shit
Layed on my heart without thought for me
Satisfied after I read my last book
Into
another to take a closer look
Who held me tight, who let me go at night
Safe only in the comfort of my arms ...
Show Me The Truth Now One person kisses a cross
Another kisses a star
One person kisses the sun
Another
kisses a car
One person kisses a wife
Another kisses a dog
One person holds a bead
Another touches a seed Show me the truth now
I am not allowed to see One person hugs a book
Another the ground to walk
One person cares for life
Another doesn't
give a damn
One person believes in love
Another doesn't know how
One person answers to a gun
Another wouldn't
try Show me the truth now
I am not allowed to see One person plays with hope
Another plays with charity
One persons keeps anything
Another
keeps everything
One person is a child
Another aged so wonderful
One person wears a smile
Another is within
a frown Show me the truth now
I am not allowed
to see Show me the truth now
I am not allowed to
see ..
Good Luck Spoken From A Bitter World Good luck spoken from a bitter world
I could never be happy
Fantasy games I don't care
to play A little bit of everything in life
A teacher
for all there is to love
Left alone to be who I become
I see from around me
More than within who I want Army blankets to keep me warm
I never understood the meaning of
Canteens until I was older
Pain suffered for my smile Good luck spoken from a
bitter world
I could never be happy
Fantasy games I don't care to play Pushed around as a dog on the run
Family never handed me down anything right
I notice
how I read of why
Could I just hold what I decide as mine There
is always some answer makes no sense
When I don't ask to hear how another feels Good luck spoken from a bitter world
I could never be happy
Fantasy games I don't care
to play One arm strong, one arm weak
The latest
thoughts to create Good luck spoken from a bitter world
I could never be happy
Fantasy games I don't care to play ......
To Bring You Alive Today To bring you alive today
Long forgotten days
Love we once played
Life we shared to
stay
Never thought would go away
Whereever you may be
Love, miss you deeply
Wish we could live together
Return into our innocent ways
Happiness ended without goodbye
Warm to touch only in my eyes
Sure I got to
touch the sky
Fortune I carried with me
Would give away
To bring you alive today ..
Strangers For Sunshine Strangers for sunshine
Clouds for a lifetime
Quests for today, tonight
Cared for love
without hope
Driven skies into age one
If to understand my fun
Strangers for sunshine
Calls without answer's
want
Strangers for sunshine ..
10. Drop
Down Rooms Drop down rooms
Thoughts over love
Drop down rooms
Log after log cut down
To keep myself warm
I don't need now
My want has grown cold
How to see
From another side
Of life I won't live
Soon to flee
Drop down rooms
Thoughts over love
Drop down rooms
Never Any Money For Me I heard the stairs move my feet
On the couch so many times
Home missing my need for home
alive More time held down by now
My crystal ball
thrown to the lions Never any money for me Strong touch nights to read my book
Lost life days to sleep on my place
With fire coming
from this fireplace How I hated who I was made to see Never any money for me I heard
the stairs move my feet
Those open doors for air to breath
Every pillar grown too high to reach I hear the stairs move my feet Never
any money for me ...
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