|
Listening
To An Old Love Song Listening to an old love song
Through reasons from my days
By reasons for my nights
Thinking of older times
When I was younger in my mind
So many changes I find
Wanting only to leave behind
Listening to an old love song ....
With
My Life To Listen To Old Memories With my life to listen
to old memories
Empty time is thrown in my way
Strangers enter my day
Once appeared as family no longer real
Born into pleasures held away from me
True times of love never true
As each generation passes through
Carry
the world of cold along to you
Hide the need, want, youth
With my life to listen to old memories ....
Rest
Is All I Sing
(To Please Myself) Rest is all I
sing
To please myself Hidden by homeward bound
Stopped by heart of love
Troubled by life
Without meaning
Around tonight Sound not warm to hear
Sight not where to be
Destroyed by young
Emotions
Burnt
by family times Rest is all I sing
To please myself Not touched with desire
On a land of no surprises
Roots of feelings torn Rest is all I sing
To please myself Rest
is all I sing
To please myself ...
To
Have
(To Hold Forever) To have
To hold forever
Live forever To have
To hold forever Greatest wishes
Wasted prayers
Biggest dreams
To go nowhere
One fur scarf
All I care
Jacket on back
Sweater to wear Covered
by dresses
Leotard stares
Boots as shoes
Never fit well
Glasses on
To see
Why I stand To have
To
hold forever
Live forever To have
To hold
forever Until now
Father lost
To this air
Found me a reason
To be real
Hair uncombed
Without love
Made to feel
There is no life Mother only
A different story
To tell To have
To hold forever
Live forever To
have
To hold forever ...
If Only To Love My Own Way
If only to love my only way
I sleep within
Ridicule, shame, punishment
For doing nothing wrong
Rage, blame, innocence
For living my life
free The page never turns
Over me
Stolen tomorrows
Without defense
Without my voice to speak If
only to love my only way
I sleep within Pain, anguish,
snickered smiles
I try to share
Planned time
For me not to belong Missing pictures
Deep in the heart
To live with
Every day sent to feel If only to love my only way
I sleep within ...
Little
Birdies Little birdies
Hear everything
Listen only
So long
Time to share
Every pain
Sent to
Live along
Every thought
Mentioned want
Meaning with
Without
Little birdies
See everything
Careful
Not to fall
Little birdies
Sweet
Gentle tweets
Around all walls
Little birdies
Careful
How to touch
May
Rule the world
Those moments
Noise
Filled rooms
When quiet
Easier to use
Little birdies
Know this too
...
I
Find Another Line In peace for over thirty years
I lived my life as I had
Shared with writing who I was
My day of how the sun would rise
In peace for over
thirty years I find another line Home wasn't easy, I made amends
Driven away from my roots
I didn't care to understand
Until older when driven away again
Now broken by family from within I find another line Makes me wonder
how I smile
Stop to think for awhile
Who follows me around
Only to bring me down
I don't agree with
How the world turns around I find another line .....
What's
Wrong With Laugh Lines What's wrong with laugh lines
The natural mind Confusion times
Turns of cold
inside
Hotter than hell feelings
Wet behind the ears What's
wrong with laugh lines
A full bottom behind What's
wrong with laugh lines
A little swearing never hurt anyone Takes
a lot to learn
To find a new way to live now
I haven't met anyone doesn't sell a song
Tie up another day of
my life to belong What's wrong with laugh lines
A
moment at play with raccoons around What's wrong with
laugh lines
The natural mind ....
Cruelty
Only Continues Cruelty only continues
Guitar days
are over
No interest left
Saddened by
Piano plays are finished
No fun to have
Travel ways left behind
Lived how I had
Left with riches
On my hands
Memories
Always to come to mind
Cruelty only continues ...
In
This Rough World Of My Missing Identity I am wanted
to share in another life
What about mine
All of the missing moments
I will never find
Never an offer to
return
Only leave behind
All of the empty thoughts
I will never live again In this rough world of my missing identity I am wanted to give in another love
What about mine
All of the endless questions
Answers won't
end
Never a hold of home
Only forget it now
All of the memories
Follow me around In this rough world of my missing identity I am wanted to smile when I need a smile
Never to see
I am only wanted to laugh
When only everyone
laughs at me
I am wanted to be
Who I was never given to be In this rough world of my missing identity ......
|
