Five Guitars, No Strings To PlayFive guitars, no strings to play
One piano tuned my life away
Family time
lost to hate
Empty moments never end today
One lost writing spoken into water
Trust doesn't exist on earth
If you don't have what
I need to live
When you feel for
me are not my feelings
Don't you have your own feelings to feel
Return to night one born
in the winter
I am not who you become
Five
guitars, no strings to play
One piano tuned my life away
Family time lost to hate
Empty
moments never end today
All I
see are pictures to write on
Make a change of plans to ease your pain
Who made you my judge of honor
For who
is to blame
Five guitars,
no strings to play
One piano tuned my life away
Family time lost to hate
Empty moments
never end today
Five guitars,
no strings to play
One piano tuned my life away
Family time lost to hate
Empty moments
never end today
....
Only A Care To WriteOnly a care to write
Never a wish
Only a care to write
Lucky to read of love
Such as life
Fortunate to hear
This sound of tonight
Without
thought to find
I write letters
In my sleep
Look for new ways
In my awake to
say
I find boredom
An easy
place to stay
Only a care to write
Never a wish
Only a care to write
Something
to talk about
Doesn't touch me
Someone to be
For a moment of today
Somewhere to travel
Isn't my need
Only a care to write
Never a wish
Only a care to write
Only
a care to write
Never a wish
Only a care to write
...
Without My BooksWithout my books
Sad to be so alone
Find strangers as a home
Fun doesn't appear real
Life outside of true
I
don't know
I never played this way
Love on a whim appears
How to define many wills
I stay to myself
More afraid to talk
As you
may trust
Hard to imagine
How I would be open
Without my books
Sad to be so alone
Just a game
Bring sun to the day
Favor a heart
Look
through a page
Of one new sky
Will never change
Without my books
Sad to be so alone
...
Entertained By Life Never To ShareEntertained by life never to share
Places under rocks, behind
the shed
Should have never been sold away
Childhood games on childhood days
Wanted,
not wanted isn't to care
Find another hold to love once there
Very few people know how
to live
Was there a choice to take, to give
Entertained by life never to share
...
Nothing Real To LiveNothing real to live
Something different
Someone new
Sometimes old
Often true
Nothing real to live
Lost in troubles
Meaning to laugh
Watch tables turn
Around my happiness
To forget
Tonight never ends
Nothing real to live
In my eyes
I only see
Lights always on
Written
for me
Nothing real to live
...
Never Free WithinNever free within
How to explain
One long stand of day
Never went
away
Gifts, heart to friends
Never here again
Never free within
Touched alive
Thought from where
Vicious words of anger
To keep me lost, afraid
Never free within
To turn troubles
Never changes anything
No value to my life
Appears
Never free within
....
If Only I Could See MyselfIf only I could see myself
Pine trees wave in the wind
Nothing new about
today
The sun moves as if real
Nothing true for how I feel
Inland holds a bit of snow
Sand is white where I live
Night as one same year
Sure I was once there
On laughter
never to hear
If only I could see myself
If only I could see myself
...
Numbered PagesNumbered pages
Enough for my mind
Fun of life
Not precise time
Fun
of love
Not to notice love
So the year is over
Was the year real
Return to tomorrow
Fun of day
Fun of night
Numbered pages
Enough for my mind
...
So What's The Big DealSo
what's the big deal
Songs of old
Thoughts about dreams
Give me a reason
Holds
a reason as mine
Great symphonies
Only a voice of no care
Meaning is still missing
Love
is still nothing
Life only a story
Repeats itself
To my eyes
To how I hear
So what's
the big deal
One new writing
People keep living
People keep dying
Tears are dry to feel
So what's
the big deal
....
Years Pretend Won't EndYears pretend won't end
Still alive I find
How to move through today
Memories
haven't anywhere
To go to remember
Why close to home always
Holds a warm touch
Seems to include
I feel
Shared as real
Even if forgotten
Can be played as true
Only never to return
Life agrees is new
Better than not to exist
Not to reach
Years pretend won't
end
....
What Will I Do With This TodayWhat will I do with this today
Home on the hill I can never reach
At peace to only look not what I believe
Only
as my quiet breach
Everything I want given away before me
What I find to touch another
takes
Talked into defeat By some odd wake
Never with enough love
Nowhere in enough
life
Too many words without meaning
Too many rocks along my desert
Not enough to
keep water away from my sea
Missing writings pleasure to keep me empty
One more sunshine
I ask to hide away
what will I do with this today
What
will I do with this today
...
Don't
Try To Soothe Away My TodayDon't
try to soothe away my today
To
give my life away is what you want
How often to steal from my thought
Every moment you
take can never be replaced
Then you play stupid as if what should I want
How the world grows the sun of my today
Led to places I don't want to live by you
Sent words I should speak to fit in to who
No clue to my person, memory
for tomorrow
You seem to believe life is only for you
My care is far different than yours
My need far more real
If I sound angry take it I have the right
Don't try to soothe
away my today
Don't try to soothe
away my today
....
