12 Writings

Five Guitars, No Strings To Play
Five guitars, no strings to play
One piano tuned my life away
Family time lost to hate
Empty moments never end today
One lost writing spoken into water
Trust doesn't exist on earth
If you don't have what I need to live
When you feel for me are not my feelings
Don't you have your own feelings to feel
Return to night one born in the winter
I am not who you become
Five guitars, no strings to play
One piano tuned my life away
Family time lost to hate
Empty moments never end today
All I see are pictures to write on
Make a change of plans to ease your pain
Who made you my judge of honor
For who is to blame
Five guitars, no strings to play
One piano tuned my life away
Family time lost to hate
Empty moments never end today
Five guitars, no strings to play
One piano tuned my life away
Family time lost to hate
Empty moments never end today
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Only A Care To Write
Only a care to write
Never a wish
Only a care to write
Lucky to read of love
Such as life
Fortunate to hear
This sound of tonight
Without thought to find
I write letters
In my sleep
Look for new ways
In my awake to say
I find boredom
An easy place to stay
Only a care to write
Never a wish
Only a care to write
Something to talk about
Doesn't touch me
Someone to be
For a moment of today
Somewhere to travel
Isn't my need
Only a care to write
Never a wish
Only a care to write
Only a care to write
Never a wish
Only a care to write
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Without My Books
Without my books
Sad to be so alone
Find strangers as a home
Fun doesn't appear real
Life outside of true
I don't know
I never played this way
Love on a whim appears
How to define many wills
I stay to myself
More afraid to talk
As you may trust
Hard to imagine
How I would be open

Without my books
Sad to be so alone
Just a game
Bring sun to the day
Favor a heart
Look through a page
Of one new sky
Will never change
Without my books
Sad to be so alone
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Entertained By Life Never To Share
Entertained by life never to share
Places under rocks, behind the shed
Should have never been sold away
Childhood games on childhood days
Wanted, not wanted isn't to care
Find another hold to love once there
Very few people know how to live
Was there a choice to take, to give
Entertained by life never to share
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Nothing Real To Live
Nothing real to live
Something different
Someone new
Sometimes old
Often true
Nothing real to live
Lost in troubles
Meaning to laugh
Watch tables turn
Around my happiness
To forget
Tonight never ends
Nothing real to live
In my eyes
I only see
Lights always on
Written for me
Nothing real to live
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Never Free Within
Never free within
How to explain
One long stand of day
Never went away
Gifts, heart to friends
Never here again
Never free within
Touched alive
Thought from where
Vicious words of anger
To keep me lost, afraid
Never free within
To turn troubles
Never changes anything
No value to my life
Appears
Never free within
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If Only I Could See Myself
If only I could see myself
Pine trees wave in the wind
Nothing new about today
The sun moves as if real
Nothing true for how I feel
Inland holds a bit of snow
Sand is white where I live
Night as one same year
Sure I was once there
On laughter never to hear
If only I could see myself
If only I could see myself
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Numbered Pages
Numbered pages
Enough for my mind
Fun of life
Not precise time
Fun of love
Not to notice love
So the year is over
Was the year real
Return to tomorrow
Fun of day
Fun of night
Numbered pages
Enough for my mind
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So What's The Big Deal
So what's the big deal
Songs of old
Thoughts about dreams
Give me a reason
Holds a reason as mine
Great symphonies
Only a voice of no care
Meaning is still missing
Love is still nothing
Life only a story
Repeats itself
To my eyes
To how I hear
So what's the big deal
One new writing
People keep living
People keep dying
Tears are dry to feel
So what's the big deal
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Years Pretend Won't End
Years pretend won't end
Still alive I find
How to move through today
Memories haven't anywhere
To go to remember
Why close to home always
Holds a warm touch
Seems to include I feel
Shared as real
Even if forgotten
Can be played as true
Only never to return
Life agrees is new
Better than not to exist
Not to reach
Years pretend won't end
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What Will I Do With This Today
What will I do with this today
Home on the hill I can never reach
At peace to only look not what I believe
Only as my quiet breach
Everything I want given away before me
What I find to touch another takes
Talked into defeat By some odd wake
Never with enough love
Nowhere in enough life
Too many words without meaning
Too many rocks along my desert
Not enough to keep water away from my sea
Missing writings pleasure to keep me empty
One more sunshine I ask to hide away
what will I do with this today
What will I do with this today
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Don't Try To Soothe Away My Today
Don't try to soothe away my today
To give my life away is what you want
How often to steal from my thought
Every moment you take can never be replaced
Then you play stupid as if what should I want
How the world grows the sun of my today
Led to places I don't want to live by you
Sent words I should speak to fit in to who
No clue to my person, memory for tomorrow
You seem to believe life is only for you
My care is far different than yours
My need far more real
If I sound angry take it I have the right
Don't try to soothe away my today
Don't try to soothe away my today
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Making rain this is all I know

Trying to find understanding's road

Making rain paying with my heart

Once protected by you

Making rain in my sleep

Win this world one time

Making rain I never said goodbye

How time plays with my eyes

I speak to no one though I try

Holding reason alive for a song

Just to carry feelings along

I'll follow you after the sun

I speak to no one though I try

Holding reason alive for a song

Just to carry feelings along

I'll follow you after the sun

Only One Light

On a broken old chair
In a dirty old room
With only one light
Only one light
To see my way
Only one light
To shine on me
Only one light
I can't understand
I can't hear why
Only one light
On a broken old chair
In a dirty old room
With only one light

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Still trying to remember who wrote roses are red in my yearbook. A few guesses come to mind.  If anyone remembers please contact me 949-351-5740
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Still trying to find one high school picture blue top, hair sixties style from 1969-1970, my high school picture, junior high picture.  Does anyone remember these? please contact me 949-351-5740
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