written
of Michael 6 19 2009
before stated death
In Memory Of You, Us
To like you once again
To talk with you from then
When our friendship was lost
To people in thought of me
To bring wrong, misunderstood
When our need was strong
In memory of you, us
A heart felt wonder
A way to continue
When our way was us
Light and easy
I often leave to
You
and I
In memory of you, us
In memory of you, us
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Move This Minute Along
Move this minute
along
Stays too hard on my mind
Never with change I need
Never
with feeling I feel
Move this minute along
Must I carry so much love
Life after earth, life now
Never with life in now
Never with my touch
Move this minute along
This wind never blows right
However
I ask
Whatever I learn
Too much hurt on my time
Move this
minute along
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A Ride Along This Ocean
A ride along this
ocean
Lives, about all and you
Countryside as people
Try about all and you
Why at times I don't find
In enough time to write
I see how full, empty I am
A ride along this ocean
Lives, about all and you
What
I may never have
I may not want for now
Decide for me, I will listen
Too crowded to think
Wish I was never home
Try about all and you
To have somewhere, need
A ride along this ocean
Lives,
about all and you
A ride along this ocean
Lives, about all and
you
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Waiting To Hear From You
Waiting to hear
from you
Feeling down this way I do
Thinking of you as true
Watching
you away then close
When will you be here
Waiting to hear from
you
Feeling down this way I do
Thinking of you as true
Walking
just to walk real
Following my heart I touch
Within my love, my life
Waiting to hear from you
Feeling down this way I do
Thinking of you as true
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A Life We Live
Together
A life we live together
A love we share apart
A truth
we hold for each other
A forever we carry within our hearts
A tune
once could have been
Reason never my own to use
Choice became my decision
Another place to roam into
One call never allowed answered
Alone became my affair
Left to who I have to hear
A life we live together
A love we share apart
A truth we hold for each other
A forever we carry within
our hearts
With this sun to warm this planet
I walk along with
you
A sky to see for empty time
How long is my wait to feel
A
life we live together
A love we share apart
A truth we hold for each other
A forever we carry within our hearts
thinking of Michael
6 14 09
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Why Am I Not Understood
Why am I not understood
My life once as you
I feel I can't say only once
My love never changed
What those old days meant to me
Your time close with mine
Why am I not understood again
I don't
only write for anything to say
I have a need or two left
These weren't answered one day
My story remains
Why am I not understood
My life once as you
I feel I can't say only once
My love never changed
What those old days meant to me
Your time close with mine
Why am I not understood again
Without real end between us
I lost everything I was living for
Every thought I return through
Turn
anyway I move with you
I lost everything I was living for
With you
How crowded my mind truly is
You were not to be forgotten
Why
am I not understood
My life once as you
I feel I can't say only once
My love never changed
What those
old days meant to me
Your time close with mine
Why am I not understood again
4 14 10
writing of Michael
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A Few Minutes Before Daylight
A few minutes
before daylight
I hurt, do you hear me
I want to speak true
I run away from the world every night
Family broken, torn, uncaring
In front of eyes so young
Lives destroyed
for no better known
Sing a song, share a feeling
A few minutes
before daylight
I hurt, do you hear me
My only reason for today
I see
Love I continue to want
Words to need, to find easy
To understand good meant to be
Low at heart,
the deepest hurt
I hurt, do you hear me
A few minutes before daylight
I hurt, do you hear me
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My Thoughts Always Stop On You
If you send
the one glow never burns away
The smallest light as you so great
Never less than true, never lost
I can't turn
my love away unreal
Growing deeper into you where I stand
Would
you walk past this sea and sand
As long as you are near would you understand
My thoughts always stop on you
If there could be a warmer place
Into my desert again with you I land
Just asking the wind I know you hear
Remember this was written years before
today
My thoughts always stop on you
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Along Side
Of This Road
Along side of this road
How does the heart grow
For life to live and love
For every one person unheld
Along side
of this road
I know why I sit here now
Once a writer always one
In
awards or none
In need til death do I find
If I am satisfied
Given of want, this is true
Given I was young
once
Along side of this road
I know why I sit here now
Once
a writer always one
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I Still Believe In You
Creating a picture
of numbers
For my eyes to see
To try to erase my loneliness
Erase my emptiness away
These memories aren't pretty
Unless I think a moment of you
Then I move a touch, I feel love
You meant a lot to me
A lot to my writing
My life seemed so real
I still believe in you
Brightness for my day
I never found
elsewhere
Usually the sun is dull
Sky too old of a scenery
My
imagination becomes distant
Words to express, a sound to exist
My wish of you has been my heart
I can't ask
my dream to end
I still believe in you
These memories aren't pretty
Unless I think a moment of you
Then I move a touch, I feel love
You meant a lot to me
A lot to my writing
My life seemed so real
I still believe in you
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