17 Writings

I can't desert a friend loyal to the end
I don't want to know a reason
Why minutes appear to move
In different changes from thought

Won't need to hear why the sky looks blue
How some people can lie never with a care
Others chalk it up to young still to understand

Pine trees love the winter, palms for the south
North has covered windows as much as hope
Is the earth flat isn't on my mind tonight
Society will continue in every world

Until the last melody I want to play
I should free you of wrong
I should free you of harm

I hear you, see you, feel you close
If I don't I still seem to be like you
I think as you, forget you awhile
You return with another smile

Alive with you, under the weather
Memory of you doesn't leave
Captures my sun for warmth

Until the last melody I want to play
I should free you of wrong
I should free you of harm

I understand you, love from you
Made my life as yesterday a need
Find how I chose to believe
Never to move on

Until the last melody I want to play
I should free you of wrong
I should free you of harm

Be Me

The only good came out of my bad
The memories I created, I create now

To say what is real
Right what is true
Listen to your love
Hear today in peace

Be me

The only good came out of my good
The memories I created, I create now

To say what is real
Right what is true
Listen to your love
Hear today in peace

Be me

Another as yourself is not me
The memories I created, I create now

To say what is real
Right what is true
Listen to your love
Hear today in peace

Be me

To say what is real
Right what is true
Listen to your love
Hear today in peace

Be me

How Many Ways Follow Me

How many ways follow me
Living on change of minutes
Walking on change of hours
Running from day to night
When it's cold outside
For my life of warm thought
In the summer I can remember
My next feeling to feel
Creating my feelings always
Hiding from the sun
Playing with writings
How many ways follow me

My False Reach For Love

My false reach for love

With love only in a distance
Always only in front of me
A false reach for love

A false reach for the sky
A false reach for the stars

My false reach for love

For days until tomorrow stops by
Only to slow time for change
Into life never will change

For how many cares should I live
Could I live one I enjoy
Just one care I ask for

My false reach for love

With love only in a distance
Always only in front of me
A false reach for love

A false reach for the sky
A false reach for the stars

My false reach for love

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My Love Of Life For My Writing

I was never vocal
Unless I wanted to be heard
Takes a lot for me to speak
In anger at the world
Most of my life
I spend with my writing

My love of life for my writing

I never ask for much
Only let me think free
Let me find the real truth
Around anywhere I stand
If I sit all night
Waiting on a writing

My love of life for my writing

I don't look to be seen by anybody
I don't listen for only anybody

Only

My love of life for my writing

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My Wait On You Is Fun

My wait on you is fun
My thought is true
I never feel down
My wait on you is fun

For this moment
I reach into old days
People to hear for me
For this night
I reach into old times

I know where I was
I don't always remember
I have to survive
To survive isn't always alive

My wait on you is fun
My thought is true
I never feel down
My wait on you is fun

Then when I am lost
I like my way to be found
To write

My wait on you is fun
My thought is true
I never feel down
My wait on you is fun

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Get Over I Have The Right

Get over I have the right
Any song can return a memory to mind
Good or bad I will choose the song I find
To get me through the next writing of my life
Get over I have the right

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To Leave No Love Behind

To leave no love behind
An unwanted child
From the day I was born
Brittle, broken
Left for the cold
Trampled by feelings
I couldn't hold
Never to speak
Until I was told
Hidden inside
Of an angry home
Taken from heart
As if there is none
Led to the end of life
Before I lived
Handed a touch
I couldn't understand
Lied to, lied about
In any way found
Under the carpet
Of my time
With one lovely woman
In want to be heard
One lovely child
I couldn't become
Covered with dressing
Of beauty on days
Bare under the covers
Of fear in nights
A will I wandered into
To leave no love behind

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Seems All I Live

Seems all I live

To imagine how
To imagine why
To imagine where am I

To then enjoy
Nothing new to find
Only play with now

Seems all I live

To think of want
To think of need
To wish for where I am

Seems all I live

To understand then
This is all I can be
To live where I am

Seems all I live

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There Are Days Only For Me

There are days I can't think
I don't want to hear where I am
I don't need to find my memory
There are days I won't see

There are days only for me

There are days I won't look for
I won't notice warm or cool
I don't live with cares anymore
There are days only for me

There are days only for me

There are days my anger rules
I won't stand to walk this world
I won't decide to change
There are days my silence reigns

There are days only for me

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Never Will This World Turn Around

Every day is a day for thought
Every day is a day for change
Some people use time to love
Other people tear time apart

Never will this world turn around
Only keep going down and down
Until there is no world left
Only to return around

Every night has something to find
Every night will be yours or mine
Some people color night bright
Other people grim as light

Never will this world turn around
Only keep going down and down
Until there is no world left
Only to return around

Every year is new then old
Memory time warm then cold
Every tear shows through
What laughs are made to choose

Never will this world turn around
Only keep going down and down
Until there is no world left
Only to return around

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The best years of my life were times of you
Walk away from to return then write how I feel
Finish a new page of thoughts from this pen
Even as night moves in to darken this world I live
Tired of how crime is called a business plan
To find no one cares as long as they may get a feel
Of every dream true hasn't a care to another's love
But to forget all of this I lighten my mind on easy tunes
Made a few days stay down in a change of weather heals
Wonder what will become of left behind needs right
Turned over wrong not worth humanity to know I shared
So your next sleepless toss could be because of me
The best years of my life were times of you

Today the same, tonight
I always questioned reality as was spoken
Appeared lied to from any old way aware
Nothing is as important as something I said
Can't have one without the other
Life, death, trade of time if true returns
I would look at the sky as empty
A picture shown from somewhere
Tv show ahead of me before I could think
However I was born doesn't mean much
Who I become an influence from people I love
But to explain against a stage set to understand
I went on with my wishes answered
Today the same, tonight
I always questioned reality as was spoken

Only now one world clock is near
It's hard to say good bye to a friend
I don't care what we shared within
Our lives of age, time, place
Together was a shame to disappear
I understand I may not have my writings
If my life was to follow a different way
Thoughts could feel before a feeling is real
We all meet tomorrow again will owe the end
How to hide away today see who saves you
Only now one world clock is near

How much truly is false tonight
Truth without a hidden hold
Death never a moment to learn
Forget these tests of time
Meanings to the mind
I think of life as a pleasure
Then a waste of life
Creation to examine
Most of reason is wrong
The fun of laughter for change
Tell how long deception carries on
After tomorrow comes along
Does a sun rise in front of your eyes
How much truly is false tonight