16 Writings

Where I Need To Live

I just want to look back as little as I can
Without forgetting everything I lived

I don't run from bad memories
I have too many good to hold me around

Where I need to live
I find comfort in those old days
Where I need to live
I can't bring true, only think of you now

I don't ask for a symphony I have land to walk
I have to stay in today if I can find today
Is there today away from hurt

Where I need to live
I find comfort in those old days
Where I need to live
I can't bring true, only think of you now

Warm appears only stays cool
Trust calls only I won't hear
Dark rules until I ask for light again
I don't know, I don't care
I don't care I care, I don't care

Where I need to live
I find comfort in those old days
Where I need to live
I can't bring true, only think of you now

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As you sing through my tears
I could never be strong to hear
I could never see through these years

I stay away from my own peace of heart
My own way of life, way of love
My mind isn't over you

I don't want to know tomorrow
Don't show me another tomorrow
Where I must understand

I stay away from my own peace of heart
My own way of life, way of love
My mind isn't over you

Timed By Hurt From The Outside

Stop the world from walking on me
Moving at a pace I don't need to see
How the same days come around
When I know the wrong going down

Timed by hurt from the outside
Trying to get in
On my peace on the inside
Of myself

Twenty four hours disappear
Into I don't care
When I care doesn't change anywhere
To sit here living my own sound
I'm not bothering anyone

Timed by hurt from the outside
Trying to get in
On my peace on the inside
Of myself

Sure I could use a little more of life
Why I stay within love I understand
Sure I often wait on my own thought
I know thought will meet me soon

Timed by hurt from the outside
Trying to get in
On my peace on the inside
Of myself

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Tears Can't Rule My Life

Tears can't rule my life

Old writing tears
New writing tears
Where I once lived tears
Where I live tears

Who I loved
Who loved me tears
Who I love tears
I don't love tears

Tears can't rule my life

How I came to now tears
Always real tears
Never there tears

Tears I don't think
Tears I don't find
Tears once were around
Tears of now

Tears can't rule my life

Happy tears, sad tears
Any tears, missing tears
Frozen tears, years of tears

Tears can't rule my life

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Sitting Around Waiting On A Writing

Sitting around waiting on a writing
Thinking of was on my way to you
Waiting for life to be more than world
Watching how I feel, feeling how I do

Noticing movement from everyone
Surrounding me is only greenery
Taking many stories as throw aways
Keeping yours where I belong

Sitting around waiting on a writing
Thinking of was on my way to you
Waiting for life to be more than world
Watching how I feel, feeling how I do

Showing myself how I grow into
Counting leaves, trees, rocks are cool
Flowers still don't become me
Should I move into tomorrow to see

Sitting around waiting on a writing
Thinking of was on my way to you
Waiting for life to be more than world
Watching how I feel, feeling how I do

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Prayers On My Memory For You

Prayers on my memory for you

I don't want to write common love
Life within human time from world
I look for a greater home is mine

Prayers on my memory for you

Never limited to only how to see
Listen with you always in mind
Never away from missing why
The sky is grey today

Prayers on my memory for you

Who can I be anyway

Prayers on my memory for you

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I Won't Hear This Song Again

I heard about you today
I had to look away
I won't play star games
I never could understand
I was a child, I wasn't then

I won't hear this song again
I was hurt in my own youth
Then to be hurt by you
I won't hear this song again

I understand we all grow older
We leave behind yesterdays
We walk away from each others
We care, we don't, we are alone

I won't hear this song again
I was hurt in my own youth
Then to be hurt by you
I won't hear this song again

I feel enough feelings
I don't need anymore feelings for you

Love in my memory
I still carry with you
How I write now
Without losing my mind
I won't lose my mind again to you

I won't hear this song again
I was hurt in my own youth
Then to be hurt by you
I won't hear this song again

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I Love My Writing Heart True

A tough heart is hard to hold onto
A rough heart is hard to smooth
A big heart is used without care
To a broken heart hard to understand

A cold heart is unhappy within
A warm heart in want to feel
A new heart for my life disappears
From my old heart of you

I love my writing heart true

A real heart is a gift of strength
A slow heart doesn't need to live again
A fast heart wants life over now
An empty heart laughs into the clouds
What is a heart for anyhow

I love my writing heart true

What if I could change my heart
What if I could rule all hearts
I still wouldn't have a full heart unless

I love my writing heart true

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Enough of prayers
I need not say more....

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I Am Not Impossible

I am not impossible
I am real
I don't ask for too much
Only what I need
I live life as I can
Love only who I want
I am not impossible
I am real

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How To Believe Doesn't Prove Love

How to believe doesn't prove love
Just another universe to see through
Watch the different sights of sound
Around another bend of understanding
How to find a new way I haven't learned
With always someone wants to own everything
Happens anywhere life is found
Stories after stories will be mentioned
How to believe doesn't prove love

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For Years I Only Want To Be Free

For years I only want to be free
I call to who do I call to understands
For years I only want to be free

I look beyond this year will be over
The end of time won't find me
On an only different day I see
Won't be night until day is free

For words to write anyway I like
For my thoughts are mine truly
I don't need to know more than I know
How life turns outside of who I want to be

For years I only want to be free
I call to who do I call to understands
For years I only want to be free

I hear through sounds only around me
In everyone makes their own ways
Try to find their destiny places
Do I walk through mine pleasantly

For words to write anyway I like
For my thoughts are mine truly
I don't need to know more than I know
How life turns outside of who I want to be

For years I only want to be free
I call to who do I call to understands
For years I only want to be free

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For My Forever Life

For my forever life
My meaning to day, meaning to night
For my forever life

New companies come and go
Colors of buildings to think to know
Once was an old friend within my thought
Had I not traveled you
Where would I be now

Locked into do I ever become who I want
Do I scream get the hell off of my touch
I try in peace to move through my own way
Stop with the words I am told to say
Belief isn't everything to alive

For my forever life
My meaning to day, meaning to night
For my forever life

This world is too pushy
Higher power too strong
Down on the will of my own to belong
Then old places return me to
Where was I going
Too many cars on the road to decide

For my forever life
My meaning to day, meaning to night
For my forever life

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Fate Will Always Rule

Fate will always rule
This earth is old
Eternity reigns
Fate will always rule

No history repeats
No same days
Sends life changes
Never to change
Always nights

Words with so many meanings
Turns with so many reasons

Fate will always rule
This earth is old
Eternity reigns
Fate will always rule

I learn my way
Cold is real
Hot is real
How to care

Fate will always rule
This earth is old
Eternity reigns
Fate will always rule

Words with so many meanings
Turns with so many reasons

Fate will always rule
This earth is old
Eternity reigns
Fate will always rule

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Eternity Belongs In Everyone

One mistake you made
To forget me
Was the only mistake
To forget me
Will be the only mistake
To forget me

Life goes round, love hangs on
Time doesn't care
Right or wrong
I said it every year
Don't forget me

Eternity belongs
In everyone
Eternity baby

Doesn't matter what you think
How you believe
Where you are, where you will be
Try to forget me

Eternity belongs in everyone
Eternity baby

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Along My Way

Along my way

I get tired of this game of life
I write of every time I wake
More tired than you in the heart
Catch me on every tomorrow yet to see

Along my way

I know I am not a beauty queen
Could have been, may have been
This is not who I see

Only I do have a mind to think
I have a memory full of thoughts
I can lay in front of you
Truth noone will ever use

Along my way

I get tired of this game of life
I write of every time I wake
More tired than you in the heart
Catch me on every tomorrow yet to see

Along my way

I may be hurt on some days
Some nights never go away
Who is to say how far I walked

If I count acre after acre of reason
Hold onto every turn within my seasons

I hear more than you need to imagine
I can play music if I please
I can sing, I can scream
I can be silent for another step

Along my way

I get tired of this game of life
I write of every time I wake
More tired than you in the heart
Catch me on every tomorrow yet to see

Along my way

I get tired of this game of life
I write of every time I wake
More tired than you in the heart
Catch me on every tomorrow yet to see

Along my way

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I Sit Silent In My Thought

I sit silent in my thought
When I could talk with anyone
I sit silent in my thought

In the winter I am known
In the spring I return
In the summer I am home
In the autumn I know noone

In the day when I notice day
In the night of change I find

I sit silent in my thought
When I could talk with anyone
I sit silent in my thought

How empty can I become
What will loneliness bring
This year around

In my ideas of love
In the many truths of life

I sit silent in my thought
When I could talk with anyone
I sit silent in my thought

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