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Fun Fun, not again
Live only
for the fun
Turn around and then
To the fun I had
Only now, only now
What do I have
Only now, only
now
The fun I had
Fun, not again .....................
Never Compassion For My Heart Never
compassion for my heart
Need after the loss
Seems to continue into the same
This same loss and then Never a peaceful moment
Never a complete rest
From day to night
Here I go again Into another thought
I didn't ask to think
Into another broken quiet
I never escape Never compassion for my heart
Need after the loss
Seems to continue into the same
This
same loss and then I choose to play absent
Away from the world
To get away from the world
If only for Never compassion for my
heart
Need after the loss
Seems to continue into the same
This same loss and then ............................................
With You This Time Around With you
This time around I would have to say yes
To you
Your love
has shown true
Real through to my heart
Of you
Your life as I watched
Could only take so much
From
you With you
This time around Never were you wrong
I knew when I was young
For you
To see into my need
Would be
my only want
To last beyond now With you
This time around With you
This time around ....................................
I Won't Touch The Loss Of You I won't
touch the loss of you
What would the price be for me to change I
sit listening to the sounds from the world pass by
Watch for signs of life, life never dies
I find the noise from
silence just as loud When it's grey outside, grey inside, blinded by
time
Moves as time was timed for time is now
Has my mind anything more than thought in rhyme I won't touch the loss of you
What would the price be for me to change Emotion won't move my heart, young or old ways
You will aways bring my next night a song
A
new tune to delight my hands to write I won't touch the loss of you
What would the price be for me to change I won't touch the loss of
you
What would the price be for me to change ...........................................
Dreaming, Only Dreaming Dreaming,
only dreaming
Of living a life I would love
Not looking
Into another's world
Reaching
For my own
day to hold
Laughing, grown laughing
From happiness I truly enjoy
Feeling only feeling
Feelings I feel
to feel
Dreaming, only dreaming
Of living a life I would love ....................................
In My Little Love For You Now In
my little love for you now
I chose to remain little
To watch you from a far
In my little love for you now I should have been born in another time and place
Fallen from the sky into another share of space
Though in how I create has emotion deep of sea
I don't know the value has been worth the life of me I am often told I need to return to hollywood
I often respond I been there, done that, now too old
To play with those streets I walked many years In my little love for
you now
I chose to remain little
To watch you from a far
In my little love for you now You were always there for me this I know
Today is no different I notice every once in awhile
To close my eyes tonight may have been different
Noone ever knows how an ending to love may fall On us now In my little love for you now
I
chose to remain little
To watch you from a far
In my little love for you now In
my little love for you now
I chose to remain little
To watch you from a far
In my little love for you now ........................................
I Would Never Hold My Joy I don't
see a pretty day anymore
Even when the sun shines
I am only a writing on the wall
I find to create to read
of life
How I would live if I could live I don't need lakes, too
many now
Laughs and cries come easy anyhow
I would like to stand tall for awhile
As my home should be easier
to find
After all I am older now Only I would never hold my joy
would I
I would never hold my joy I carry how many feelings in
one day
How many thoughts run through my mind
I can only use so many choices
What is so hard about so many
choices
I like to know Only I would never hold my joy would I
I would never hold my joy The sunshine doesn't need me around
The
sky, this planet I walk is an old drive
Along side of an ocean grown cold now
Only what could I change when I don't
rule the rain Only I would never hold my joy would I
I would never
hold my joy Only I would never hold my joy would I
I would never
hold my joy .....................................
In Petticoat SlipsIn petticoat slips full with lace skirts and sweaters I missed you
Nylons on heels grown
into the woman I was I didn't have you
Only to find the day I could find you would be my makeup blues
Do you remember
joplin on the bench in the park down the street
How about the music store, head shops, looks we gave to one another
In blue jeans, plaid pants, anything come to you about me where
Let me know one thing still touches you I haven't thought
of, holds me
My suitcase, the rooms I stayed beside yours do these words wake you
But I was the only girl ever to
be blue for you why wouldn't you
I traveled thousands of miles by myself to know you now can you hear
You asked
yourself for that hope I brought to you never lost don't leave
Better not to speak if I'm not in your heart cause mine
will break
In petticoat slips full with lace skirts and sweaters I missed you ..................................
Your Darkness Is So
Peaceful Your darkness is so peaceful why should I leave I am your one and only what do you mean could be I was sure of this first time I heard you
sing How your kiss touched
my lips from so far away I don't want to repeat my lines
so I take a breath Have to think what can I say next Or do you read my mind as well as my heart I
can be silent awhile safe to feel how I feel Time tonight will
go by but I will wake the same Try to find some kind of
life for myself Until someone wakes me from this loneliness
I like This writing game to believe you are true Your darkness is so peaceful why should I leave ....
I Just Soon Leave Earth AloneI just soon leave earth alone you may be there then
To hold someone different
would erase time I believe in
There has never been anyone to replace you, your love anyway
Not one thought, eyes
to touch then again I don't try
I am happy to miss you so I can feel my love for you
Find a new writing until you
are real again
No I won't hear the same voice, reach for the same heart
Believe I must leave you to yesterday for
anyone tonight
I don't think I ever wanted to compare who you are
I wanted you to be my special need not to share
Hide you in the time of my life I loved you won't change
When I had to leave you wasn't my choice age called
I
was too young to be with an older guy I still remember
Those days I said why is my life so wrong for you
And I won't
let society or god change me with any reason
I just soon leave earth alone you may be there then
To hold someone
different would erase time I believe in
I just soon leave earth alone you may be there then ...............................................
So Will 10,000 Writings
Touch You So will 10,000 writings touch you Lucky today what about tomorrow It's the guitar pic, love for sound Real feelings in the strings Life to want, need to enjoy A call from home
won't let go Empty time I need to make true Or I wouldn't miss you Sure every day is
different Somewhere every night changes I like this same way for you The song fits into
my love Every picture I watch Keep you in my heart So will 10,000 writings
touch you Should I continue Let me know with one musical note I can hear before
you play So will 10,000 writings touch you .....
Will There Be A New Tomorrow From YouWill there be a new tomorrow from you
How you got through my mind I wondered
But then again maybe I shouldn't ask
Just be happy I found my memory
To tell you how special you are
Why
I held on for every word
I was sure you could use I needed
Only tonight I can go no further
My search is over
feels strange
Your search to sing
I don't have to want to believe
Will there be a new tomorrow from you
I don't want to know how
I understand my life once touched yours
Will there be a new tomorrow from you
How
you got through my mind I wondered ..........................................................
Soon Enough Soon enough Something inside said keep on with what
I believe Listen
deep if I must many times until I understand Soon enough How your life touched
mine many years ago for today So I played you when I thought
to end my need I looked at you to find my high school memory Then everything around me fell into place I
held my ruby aside with my diamond as you I chose to reach
for what love means to me But then again I had some real good
friends too Never though could they get me through as you I think I always knew you would bring the answers Soon enough Something inside said keep on with
what I believe Listen deep many times until I understand Soon enough this sweet man How
your life touched mine years ago for today Soon enough ....
Whatever The End Is TomorrowWhatever the end is tomorrow
So for a moment I don't see you as mine
Doesn't
last after the way you touch me
Only not many words left to write
Though the memory with you stays
Sure is
hard to remember you some nights
Days can be just as bad but I wait
I can't leave the man who taught me of love
Talked to me when I needed you most
Fave me a thought to keep true to live
Whatever the end is tomorrow ...............................................
I Still Keep Your Heart
True I still keep your heart true Your eyes are a gift to my life Just the thought of you tonight It's good to feel emptiness Live in the time of your hold Never
say good bye to you Watch when yesterday was with you And I had to look into your eyes Touch
your hand this memory brings Then again I could have stayed So who was at fault you married again For
me to miss you as I choose Should I have fought for you Was it better I let you go your way Find
I cared more in your alone I still keep your heart true What do you think now I still keep your
heart true ...
Our Day Together Is GoneWhen will I accept our day together is gone
Our day together is gone
This
can't be true but then again years go by
Often love ends only I don't believe this
Why would I come back to you
this way
To open a story was never left behind
When will I accept our day together is gone
Even so the door
opened today how
I need the answer before I leave you
This time could finally be real again with you
Or I have
to let life follow through
Make for a better want never comes true
When will I accept our day together is gone
Our day together is gone .......................................
Just Tell Me You Didn't
Forget Me Just tell me you didn't forget me Just tell me you didn't forget me, anything to soothe my heart I hold so much love for you appears never
to leave Touched as deep
as I can feel how I do behind your eyes There are times
I can't see within you reminds me And I have to take these
memories into my heart hurt hard Not only you sing of but
where I was with you is alive again I want to share inside of
you won't be the same or are we Would together today make
up for time lost how about tomorrow Is this why I had to put
my barrier in front of you yesterday If you could answer did you
miss me as much as I missed you This may ease how many years
we have been away from each other Didn't change how I hold
so much love for you appears never to leave Just tell me you
didn't forget me Just tell me you didn't forget me, anything
to soothe my heart ...
I Don't Know How Not To Love You I don't know how not to love you
I would have
to turn away from you give up my writing life
I tried to forget the memory was too hard on me
I couldn't refuse
to watch you again to remember you
Lines chosen brought those days true again
I was right back where I found with
you need only for you
I don't know how not to love you
I see tonight how much older you were when I look at you
But as I am older now seems to be okay to hear from you right
I don't know how not to love you
I know you tried
to be a friend I wasn't allowed to hold
I can touch those talks we had won't be real now
If you only understand
I don't know how not to love you
I don't know how ...............................................
Eternity Doesn't Just
Disappear Eternity doesn't just disappear Then neither should you This is so wrong I try to say I was the one loved you every day I believed your love was mine When I thought of
life I found my reason to live Nothing feels right tonight Sure I have your
memory I can hold where you were But I must see you are no longer Only
to hear your voice far away If I could just once explain And I said this enough times I wasn't a star
to burn down You weren't just a guy to forget Seems I am born for unhappiness Appears
I am nothing in your sky Very hard to understand You don't know the whole story Then
leave our forever if you must This too is in another writing What more is there for me to share You
may come across to stop you Eternity doesn't just disappear Then neither should you ....
Forever FriendshipForever friendship is the most important of love
How to create tomorrow from any night comes
around
With thought on what may happen down the way we take
To protect the life beyond a written word says why
This is where I can be found if I couldn't read a word
My writing disappeared into an air isn't my own
No need
to speak, no care to hear, I will always be there
Heart memory never ends take a look at the world
When I leave
this earth I go how I decide
Forever friendship is the most important of love
I know what I can and can't do
Forever friendship is the most important of love ..................................
To Express My Gratitude
For Your Love To express my gratitude for your love I walk the life we shared And I know this didn't last as long as
I imagined we should Best of the travel is every thought I find of you How I looked at you then for the feelings I feel today How often this wrong doesn't let me sleep until listen to me Who can I be if I don't know who I am with you away I
can't be mistaken why you touched me once remains Then I have fun
with how words you sing yesterday touch mine tonight I continue to see
me in your eyes were for mine To express my gratitude for
your love ......
This Story About My Life Of YouThis story about my life of you
Why I grew to love you then had to leave
Who
gets me through the hard times
Where I find within you how to need
How I need you when I try to sleep
Does
this song come to an end
To be continued one day soon
This story about my life of you .....................................................
I Never Forgot Your
Hand On Mine I never forgot your hand on mine was as real as your voice is today Every new writing I come to I try to say
I live in the sixties with you Even if not true keeps me true until I move through after you I got no time to play only a song doesn't touch my heart
of you When it's time to leave then this is what I will have to
choose But I still have a few words to say to you you didn't get
to hear I need to be sure you read, don't make me take eternity
though I would I didn't know you were so much older than I,
I never thought about Until we became friends didn't change
my love only how to show love I never forgot your hand
on mine was as real as your voice is today I never forgot your
hand on mine .....
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