37 Writings

A share of time with the wind
A look upon the sea
I hear how water waves
By the sound of thought I breath
I need not see
I need not feel a thing
Beyond my love for you

This hill I rest upon
What more I need to speak
Should I continue to write
Leave, never look again
Could I be home once
Isn't this enough to understand
How I don't ask for much
Why I don't think more to live

When My Tears Fall

Time to rest
Look at you
Think of my love
My life for you
Wonder a moment
I need not see
Hope for your happiness
Remain free

When my tears fall
Again I state

Into my anger
Hurt and pain
Where ever you are now
I must live on
Do what I can

When my tears fall
Still alone I wait

When my tears fall
Sure of you

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When Tears Are Real
When tears are real
Hurt are feelings
Loneliness is shown
Loss moves over love
There is truth
An open door now closed
The heart broken
A care missing
A want lost
A need unanswered
A worry, a wrong
A belief gone bad
A soul burnt, a spirit down
Someone is gone
As a dancer without movement
A singer without a voice
When tears are real
Emptiness has come along
Life is gone
Loss moves over love
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When The Little I Love Never Becomes Real
When the little I love never becomes real
To hand why someone broke my day
Well for my hands I never mend
Or so the sun is too hot now
There are times when the sea is too cold
Darling too is a word you never said
This just must be hard to grasp
I can't imagine by God spirit or soul
Any shine is brighter than life to experience
Our hold of heart our togetherness of need
I have been writing can never be exchange
Oh my praise too calm and angry
Is only what else could you want from me
My forever understanding I can't reason as right
When you are so wrong to forget me
Boy that's a lot to turn through my mind
To keep so inside of my fragile body
To touch you touches me the same
Oh Lord don't you get just as lonely
When the little I love never becomes real
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When The Stars Shine
When the stars shine
Eachother we are
Our hearts will continue to call
However far we fall apart
Our lives will carry on
Together never hard to understand
Our peace won't disappear
When the stars shine
Eachother we are
Our love won't become empty
Our minds won't lose thought
Tears won't leave us untrue
Our memories will never end
When the stars shine
Eachother we are
When the stars shine
Eachother we are
Our hearts will continue to call
When the stars shine
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When The Truth Shown Through Belongs
When the truth shown through belongs
Why must I continue to write this
Have you understand
Before you were known to anyone
I thought of how your love for me
I expected you to live me
Enough of your thought on mine
When the truth shown through belongs
Why must I continue to feel this
Have you speak what is right
Especially over you, my want in time
Noone could ever claim who I am
To you, the friend you were made to be
To my love, I know why
When the truth shown through belongs
I write my story as should become
When the truth shown through belongs
You answer me to hold your God
When the truth shown through belongs
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When There Isn't Anyone
When there isn't anyone
When there isn't anyone
When there isn't anyone to understand

What will you send this time
To make me feel alone
To make me cry
Day after day
When there isn't anyone
When there isn't anyone
When there isn't anyone to lend a hand
What will you make me hear
What will you make me see
What will you make me want and need
When there isn't anyone
When there isn't anyone
When there isn't anyone to understand
When there isn't anyone
When there isn't anyone
When there isn't anyone to lend a hand
When there isn't anyone to understand
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When There Isn't Yesterday Or Tomorrow
When there isn't yesterday or tomorrow
Only my feelings to know
This play of dark, mind, and body
How a line is hard to show
The truth the way it was grwon
When there isn't yesterday or tomorrow
Why could I understand, why couldn't I
Why should I understand, why shouldn't I
To long to live, never need to learn
To long to love, a forever yet to see
Should the city hold light
When there isn't yesterday or tomorrow
Why could I understand, why couldn't I
Why should I understand, why shouldn't I
In only my feelings to know
This play of dark, mind, and body
The truth the way it was grown
When there isn't yesterday or tomorrow
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When This Ocean Waves Absence
When this ocean waves absence
I don't believe I have to need anyone
When I never have wanted anyone
Though at times during my life
Age and reason at hand once
Should I not be a heart without
Should I not be a love
Should I not carry emotion
When this ocean waves absence
I don't believe less than true
I don't believe less than real
A wrong my life too lonely
Should I care for non care
Inside of a home without wish
I expected your touch
Surprized by a few others thought
When this ocean waves absence
Rugged terrain I can walk
When this ocean waves absence
And I notice you still gone
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When Those Some Days Go By
When those some days go by
Some days go by, I don't hear you
I don't try to understand why
I know who holds the love in my eyes
When those some days go by
Beyond the lonely and empty days
My look forward I continue through
Gone to sleep away from dream to wake
When those some days go by
Tears I do not watch or feel
Never to find more than you near
I only need in my own time
When those some days go by
I find easy to walk beyond hurt
I see yesterday as I should
I overlook the wrong below me
When those some days go by
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When Thoughts Move Around
When thoughts move around
I don't want to hear what everyone hears
Just the one true thought is mine
I know you know how to care
Caused by how I feel
Caused by my need
When thoughts move around
Is just the one true thought is mine
To play with broken friends
To play with clean hearts
To play with where I live
Long ago times
When thoughts move around
I don't want to hear what everyone hears
Just the one true thought is mine
Just the one true thought is mine
I know you know how to care
Caused by how I feel
When thoughts move around
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When Time Only Seems To Stare
When time only seems to stare
In this way of life I live
Where you are so far away
My love is too hard to share
The days are so hard to bear
When time only seems to stare
Though I know you will send your hand
I only must wait a little longer
There doesn't seem a change
When time only seems to stare
Here in tonights night air
What I don't know is how to feel
Should I ask for something new
Why am I all about you
When time only seems to stare
Don't I catch onto your hold
In this way of life I live
Where you are so far away
My love is too hard to share
When time only seems to stare
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When Will I Get To Speak
If I could speak
When will I get to speak
You are from God for me
I asked for you
Long ago within my writing
You are every imagining moment
Years of thought hard to understand
Why I would continue
If I could speak
When will I get to speak
Many people have lived around my need
Many turns to take I had to make
How do I explain I recognized you
I expected your love, your life
If I could speak
When will I get to speak
If I could speak
When will I get to speak
If I could speak
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When Will You Again Be True
From the way of need isn't always love
To be heard or seen
I can lose my mind without a thought
Play with life anyway I like
Doesn't make it right
When will you again be true
In the way of my day, my night
To find my kind of friendship
Is nothing more than my touch
For the way of my need to feel
My silence and peace held real
When will you again be true
Oh and for the flower, the thorns
The earths take of my alarm
Protection isn't the same for everyone
When will you again be true
In good and bad to still take you
Shown and shared with just as you
When will you again be true
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When Will You Appear
Where are you now
What do you live
Who do you love
How do you feel
When will you appear
Who will you become
Who will you touch
Who will you hold
Will you remain away
When will you appear
Who will I remember this year
Why don't you think of me
Why do I still love you
Who will I turn into
Where are you now
What do you live
Who do you love
How do you feel
When will you appear
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When Will You Hear Me
When will you hear me
Where do I go now
Do you think of me
Who will I have to love
Do you ask for my voice
If you leave
What will become of me
My very lonely dream
I am not so free
When will you hear me
What will be my reason to need
I am never much anyway
Outside of writing how I feel
I only know how to pray
Most days for you to hear me
When will you hear me
Where do I go now
Do you think of me
Who will I have to love
When will you hear me
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When Will You Notice Me
When will you notice me
When will you notice my day
See what my night lives
The quiet I hold, refuse to move
When will you notice me
When will you feel what I feel
Live my emotion, cry my tears
Enjoy where I love, I live
Sleep my peace, my need
When will you notice me
When will you understand
One minute here, where the next
Who do I wait to talk with
How stolen of I seem
How truth doesn't bring you to me
When will you notice me
When will you notice my writings
When will you notice my thoughts
When will you notice me
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When You Are Away
How can I make you believe
When you are away I miss you
A hold or a touch of you
When you are away I think of you
I want to do what I can
To keep silent, to feel for you
In who doesn't love you
How can I make you believe
When you are away I miss you
A hold or a touch of you
When you are away I think of you
Need is not unto everyone
Not unto everything to see
I want to do what I can
To keep silent, to feel for you
In who doesn't love you
How can I make you believe
When you are away I miss you
A hold or a touch of you
When you are away I think of you
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When You Come Home
When you come home
Will my prayer be heard
When you come home
When you feel for love
Need life beside you
Within your heart
When you come home
Where you pray
Where you think of me
Stay away from harm
When so much can go wrong
When you come home
When I hear you
When I see you
When you come home
Have I left earth now
When you come home
Will my prayer be heard
When you come home
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Will Airplanes Last Forever
Will airplanes last forever
You do
As I wait to hear from you
I think of life, love is true
Far beyond this hold of me, you
I walk through no shadows
Only in a last of forever
You would be here soon
I never doubted you
I never think I will
Will airplanes last forever
You do
As where you now stand
Pleased to need you
I never questioned you
For what is around the next bend
Will airplanes last forever
You do
Will airplanes last forever
You do
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Will Anyone Travel My Sea
Will I ever be thought of as who I am
In the deep of my sleep of life
Will anyone remember who I was
In the truth of my awake of love
Will anyone feel to feel how I feel
Spend one moment on the pain in my heart
The hurt I endure, the reason of my alone
What is mine to enjoy
Will I never be held in the right way
Spoken to as I should speak and of
Will anyone move one moment for me
A real moment meant for my time
No you don't hear me
Or care to understand my enoughs
In the same talk about a privacy act
The meanest of sent Godly sights
What does go on in me inside
Will not one person use silence for my peace
Will anyone travel my sea
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Will I Be More Than I Am Now
Unable to find you within the Lord
Unable to call to you with my hold
I see through this sunshine is cold
Open doors appear only not yours
To wait the same in tonight
Mornings begin to touch, I reach
The ocean carries waves, need no more
Will I be more than I am now
For you to stay on my mind
Peace of home, where is my heart
This sky was created and why
To again become dry
Stand near these emotions I recognize
Sweet feelings I feel, these seem real
Never to walk away from you
Will I be more than I am now
Unable to find you within the Lord
Unable to call to you within my hold

Will I be more than I am now

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Will I Never Again Need To Dream
Will I never again need to dream
However alone I become or stay
For home and heart
Moving through this grey sea
Watching my thoughts play
How will I feel
Will I never again need to wish
Will my spirit finally be free
Will I never again need to dream
Giving with my peace of love
Walking on my arms so empty
Luckily with melodies
Will I never again need to dream
Wanting only I do real to believe
Seemingly unless into where are you
Pleasuring this experience
Will I never again need to dream
Trying to say this one thing
Will I never again need to dream
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Will My Alive Now Decide What To Say
On years of hard tears I reach today
On time so low inside and away
I waited on only you along this sea
Could tell you every turn I had to take
On moments I could use noone
I didn't care if I would break
I knew you well enough to love me
For any heart thought I might speak
I watched houses built without, with love
I could only continue to want
Funny how I did, I didn't imagine
I just believed in you and God
On a kiss a day I recieve, I never had
I love you spoken, I remember never to hear
You my only peace near was silence
No matter to notice did I grow, I didn't
For life may meet dead end reaches as well
On you now, I don't know much more
Will my alive now decide what to say
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Will There Always Be Us
Without life, without love
Right with time, the wrong
Fortune with touch
Away from hold
Will there always be us
To thank God true for you
To think God for me
Away from human, close to us
To live in peace, happiness
Grow in need, turn in want
Find us for a meaning
Will there always be us
To thank God true for you
To think God for me
I will await your answer
To survive my meaning
To continue to care
To thank God true for you
To think God for me
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Will You
Will you
Recieve my love through your father
Will you
Read what I write as real
Will you
Understand what you left me to feel
Will you
Think where is best for us
Will you
Say this same prayer
Bring us together again
Will you
Forget who you are in this world
Will you
Remember and laugh a bit
Will you
Watch my life as true
Will you

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Winter In California
Could I write with feeling
Should I know how to explain
Would I find the time
More the mind of name
I don't know if you know
Do you live winter in California
Past in front, quiet behind
Of you I need not dream
Set down of places I once held
To notice my wait now over
How grown within the cares
My home forever empty
My heart never warm
Touched to forget years ahead
Winter in California
Love I imagined where you sit
Thought from you, never less
Only do you live winter in California
Winter in California
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Wipe Away My Pain
Save a life, return the love
Time to think, peace to want
Mentions of truth, honest heart
Home is real, together is need
Friendship chosen from above
As evil hangs with evil the same
You need to give your hands to Jesus
Wipe away my pain
All I ever tried to do
Give God to you
Keep you free forever
Away from Satans way
You feed evil angels as golden
As my silence should mean more to you
Wipe away my pain
A return to each other
All is from God above
Keep well now who you are
Who I am to you
Wipe away my pain
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Wisdom Isn't Always Used Wrong
Wisdom isn't always used wrong
To care to see you
Need of feelings
To talk with you
Hear of inside
To find a moment
For so little of life
How long will you hurt me
Wisdom isn't always used wrong
By truth unspoken
Was your need held well
When I wanted to know you
Across the earth
In love for you
Didn't I need to find you
As now, as before
Wisdom isn't always used wrong
Night doesn't stay around but returns
Days the same
Wisdom isn't always used wrong
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Wish I Could Find You Now
Wish I could find you
Where ever you are
Keep telling myself
To listen for you
Should you stay far
You will come close
Only wish I could find you now
Wish I could find you
Though tired of hearing about love
I know you will give soon
Until so many faces I see
To touch to understand
How I don't dream when I speak
I still can't live without you
Sometimes makes sense, others not so
Wish I could find you now
Wish I could find you
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Wish I Was Never Home
Wish I was never home
I may not want for now
A ride along this ocean
Lives about all and you
Countryside as people
Try about all and you
Why at times I don't find
In enough time to write
Wish I was never home
What I may never have
I see how full, empty I am
This evil world as drawn
Wish I was never home
I would, somewhere to need
Love is too crowded
I listen to think
How cold comes to mind
Wish I was never home
I would, somewhere to need
Wish I was never to dream
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Where Are You To Me
I see where you are
Where you may be
Who you love
Who you need
Who I am to you
Who I want to be
What I don't understand
Where are you to me
I see the love given
From both of us shared
I see today again
Wonders never cease
Pictures never end
Postage is cheap
Oh for the ocean breeze
The sand under my feet
I see these streets
I see this writing
Where are you to me
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Where Do Ideas Come From
Where do ideas come from
A favorite want, an understood need
A sing of a song, mean of some thing
Of why to be held, never to hold
Never to be heard though I speak
Where do ideas come from
To feel to turn a dream
For fond memories of real
Untrue daylight to imagine
Clean air and skies of silence
Where do ideas come from
No care to touch crowded wrongs
Love as beauty, beauty as love
Someones to walk with as noone
Where do ideas come from
A favorite want, an understood need
A sing of a song, mean of some thing
Of why to be held, never to hold
Never to be heard though I speak
Where do ideas come from
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Where Ever I Been I Am Not Now
Where ever I been I am not now
I do not confuse my memories
Where ever you been you are not now
How could I imagine your love without love
How would I ask for more than your heart
How should I think for more than my thought
I hold meaning beyond life is not my own
Where ever I been I am not now
I do not confuse the time and growth
I can name many places to hold feeling
I won't want stand with life very long
How could I hurt you is a funny thing
How would I speak an untrue about you
How should I need is my retreat
I hold goodness and silence with ease
Where ever you been you are not now
Where ever I been I am not now
I do not confuse honesty
I can name many trys for you, for me
Where ever you been you are not now
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Where I Come From Now
Where I come from now
I could never stop loving you
My greatest heart break
My deepest meaning of love and life
Flower on my mind
The wind along the ocean
Never live without my first tear
My only warmth of sun
Why is the sky mine now
On the night sound is missing
When I write morning to return
There is always time to want you
Alone just enough
For everyone to help me along
I could never forget how
I could never stop loving you
My greatest heart break
My deepest meaning of love and life
Flower on my mind
Where I come from now
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Where Is Life Outside Of You
Where is life outside of you
If to see this world does not move
Every time I must remember you
Where is the Lord again
This town I walk, these stars
I stop in front of many shops
Where is life outside of you
If in peace I stand with you
Follow these notes I see through
Where is the Lord again
I notice as my love for you
I drive my hands buried into you
After how many years, and now
Where is life outside of you
If in peace I stand with you
Follow these notes I see through
Where is life outside of you
If to see this world does not move
Every time I must remember you
Where is life outside of you