46 Writings

With The Way I Sacrifice

With the way I sacrifice
For this love of my life
Give how I do for your name
Live within my heart true
Listen until I hear my need
Wait on you from my peace
Anger over you, never complete
To seem, my alone as always

With the way I sacrifice
For everyone around me
To hear about you
To hold my memory of you
To fight bitterness away
To watch day after day go by
Morning again now to my eyes
With the way I sacrifice
I bow down for you
Don't you think I have feelings

With the way I sacrifice

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With You

With you, I hold respect
With you, this meaning to reason
With you, why to hear
God for one or another
With you, I must sleep within
With you, no question to understand
With you, how to see
God for one and another
With you, I won't fight
With you, our together light
With you, shy as I may seem
God for one as another
With you, my home away from home
With you, my anger and my storm
With you, my peace again I feel
God for one after another
God for one or another
God for one and another
God for one as another

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With You In My Dark

Not one thought
Not one move through my yester year
For here and now I live
However I must feel
I see me enough as I read
In mood changes and sadness, tears and all

With you in my dark
How are you to be loved
The Lord between us I choose
To love why
I walked away from you now returned

With you in my dark
Far from imagination do I ask
The most joy and smiles, laughs and hows
Handsomely of your beauty
And my future is off limits

With you in my dark
For answers are still missing here
To love you why

With you in my dark

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With Your Splendid Prettiness Not I

With your splendid prettiness not I
Bring your blue into my sight
Until only our feelings to feel
Are you from you and I
To drive deep into our heart
As we reach for our nothingness
On our mind without our thought
A beauty of no one but us to share
There's nothing wrong in our emptiness
Ever so hard to move
To have you then can only remain
Then a blanket of us with our eyes
Love when you are to hold me
How real is our time
Touched with splendid prettiness
I'm not different than your life
Unless I close into us only
In only my alive
With your splendid prettiness not I
With your splendid prettiness not I

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Within Every Season To Change

Within every season to change
I know my talent well

From wherever I stand
To think of you
In whatever I need feel to want
However lonely I believe
However empty within my heart
Never a moment do I forget
In this so absence of your love
For how shy I truly live

Within every season to change
I know my talent well

I take you with me everywhere
In silent peace, angry emotion
The clouds may speak I wouldn't hear
I lay my hold down

Within every season to change
I know my talent well

Within every season to change

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Within The Life Of My Gifts

Within the life of my gifts
The door open to peace
This moment I may stand
Within the life of my gifts
Touched by love, never moved
Satisfied by sound, true tears used
Real of person, never only imagine
Spoken honest however the hurt
Empty at hold unless my writing

Within the life of my gifts
I have never fallen to stay down
I have never called in wrong
Chosen of alone easy
I have never had to wish

Within the life of my gifts
For now, however long now may be

Within the life of my gifts
The door open to peace
This moment I may stand

Within the life of my gifts

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Within This World Of My Desire

Within this world of my desire
I can't believe you will turn away
The losing of you I may see
How I spend my depth of sea
Never just another day gone by

Within this world of my desire
Held by spirit in prayer of peace
Spoken I was told to answer my hope
Reason of who I am and heart

Within this world of my desire
I can't believe you will turn away

The losing of you I may see
When though I must continue to survive
Together or without you close
To read through any pain

Within this world of my desire
I can't believe you will turn away

Within this world of my desire

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Within Your Life

Within your life is how you know I feel
Within your love, your world
How you have touched for the way I need
Longed beyond your mind, heart
I can not become any other, and you
I can not want anymore than I do
Within your hold I know so well
Within your care
Within your life is how you know I feel
Within your life

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Within Your Pain

Within your pain
Everytime I should ask for grace
I want you to be mine
Everytime I should give, receive praise
I turn into the story I write
I want you to miss me
Within my only emptiness I use
When I only want your melody
Within your pain
I only want your feelings
Your angers I like
Within my only loneliness
I need not listen
To know your next words
I need not watch you
To understand you
Within your pain
Within my only day
Within your pain I am
Within your pain

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Without A Dream To Run

Without a dream to run
Everything remains the same
To make do with small places
Get just as cold as large
Don't think there is a difference
In the touch of how
Once travelled away from the world
Then to return to look again

Without a dream to run
Everything remains the same
Today won't know what had been
Only you aware within
With or without the choice to give
As to understand
The mind can be lost anywhere
Your loves need will carry on
Trust me I been in fear
I walked on ice broken under me
Earth to crumble below me

Without a dream to run

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Without Humanity
Without mountains
Without sea
Without humanity
To reach whoever I am
How I feel, love, and need
I am not one to leave
My eyes sight, my tears
My hearts hold I live
My souls destiny I touch
Without mountains
Without sea
Without humanity
Free and home I will become
Anyone God can claim
I can run my own want
My time down, my peaceful thought
Without mountains
Without sea
Without humanity
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Without Sight Of You

For the longest time
With age, sound of your voice
For the strangest why
I find life hard to let go of you
I find love worded as I need true
I find you listen to my thought
I find you share in my prayer
I find I breathe a sigh of deep
Without sight of you
For the longest time
With age, sound of your voice
For the strangest why
I find not only a tune to hum
I find home to hold and if
I find a loss if never you close
I find an end to understand
If I never find you again
Without sight of you

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Without You Again

Without you now
Without you again

Todays rainbow appeared
I don't know why
Never to see you
I walk my only love
Along side of my thought
What are you doing now
Once you were in my tonight
Without you now

Without you again
Or only a cloud
I still wonder
A lonelinees to disappear
A hope to realize
A wonder in emptiness
Without you now

Without you again

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Without You To Look Forward To

Without you to look forward to
I won't need these next years
For on this empty avenue
I won't want my heart
In how long yet to travel

Without you to look forward to
I will only miss you again
And how so many times til now
Without my meaning to love
I won't need life

Without you to look forward to
I won't be who I am
Or who I might become
As the sky of this view
The remove of your hand from mine
Never to see you as real
How I thought of you

Without you to look forward to

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Why

Why must I explain
Alive of my own memories
Why must I say anything
A take of my own feelings
Why must I reason
Reason my need of true
A listen at my door
What was I to know
What was I to see
These days I find
The wins, the losses
Why must I explain
Alive of my own memories
Why must I say anything
A take of my own feelings
Why must I reason
Reason my need of true
A listen at my door
Why must I explain
Why must I explain of you

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Why Are We Apart
If my writing is only to be you
Why are we apart
Why are we apart
In I know what mind can do
Remember life and love I understand
To reach my hand to you
Should I need ask again
In my writing only my way
To hold what is yours for me
Send only of how true
To know you have gotten through
If my writing is only to be you
Why are we apart
How of my writing only for you
My writing only to you
My writing only of you
If my writing is to be only you
Why are we apart
If my writing is to be only you
Why are we apart
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Why Aren't You Close Now
Why aren't you close now
Why do you continue to seem unreal
I know though you are true
Tomorrow just isn't here yet
When will I never write again
About you away
My heart is with yours
My life can't live like this
Always so hurt and alone
Why aren't you close now
How ever long I spend on you
Never to think I must forget you
True feelings never leave behind
The need of now again
These years have not changed me
In whatever seen, waited on
I still miss you
I will continue to miss you
Why aren't you close now
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Why Aren't You Here Now
Why aren't you here now through all
My friend says as I feel true
Love tears at why hearts are torn
Life was given to you to share with mine
Why aren't you here now
You think wrong to speak different
You hide behind the world, not God
The Lord writes all, this is his song
Made by the real of your house
Why aren't you here now
You think deep inside is a dream
There is nothing about a dream with me
You think I over come every hurt
You need to take a closer look
Now I don't mind most of time
By tomorrow these words will be gone
Only you exist as more than a man
Remember you carry your spirit in your hands
Why aren't you here now through all
Why aren't you here now
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Why Bright, Why Dim
Why bright, why dim
Don't explain again
Why bright, why dim
Some love grows old
What is to tell
How to feel
When to wear
Some love replaced
Change doesn't change
Love can be replaced
Why bright, why dim
Don't explain again
Why bright, why dim
I try, I tried
Freedom still reigns
To forget has been
How alive is alive
Why bright, why dim
Don't explain again
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Why Can't I Be Heard
Why can't I be heard
I could not ask for more
I don't want to live in the crowd
My mind calls for peace within your love
Before today and after tomorrow
I like purity to learn
I like how your touch remains
I don't need a new laugh
I am happy in my heart
Why can't I be heard
I could not ask for more
In you I have everything
My thought to remain of you
From your way into my memory
With ease in my quiet
I don't need anything more
Why can't I be heard
I could not ask for more
Why can't I be heard
I could not ask for more
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Why Can't You Love Me
You can make me walk miles alone
You can make me feel down
Do your best to change me
Then why can't you love me
You ask me to live for anyone but me
Ask me to settle for less than I am
Make me think anything I want
Then why can't you love me
You forget I live
You forget I want
You forget I love
You forget I get cold
Some days so hot
You forget the little I believe is mine
But then why can't you love me
You can stop my happiness so easy
You can stand in front of me smiling
Until you never cease to amaze me
Then why can't you love me
Why can't you love me
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Why Crying
Talk to me from heart
From the Lords eyes
Without name, fame, and luck
Peace to survive
Friends love eachother
I need not write more
Why crying
Belief in a prayer never answered
Who to know true
How to understand
Holding on or letting go
Why crying
How cold houses are
How to listen, to find listening for
Love, truly now
Life, truly how
Who will you become
Why crying
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Why Did, Nobody Could Care
When I listen for care
Why did, nobody could care
Only to come through
On a child without choice
On a want to wait
On this assure of you again
In these feelings I find
In this love to stay within
Within this peace of my mind
As I hold this life
This room of not much around
But a laugh of my hurt
Taken awhile to show all
Good about the right touch
When I listen for care
Why did, nobody could care
Only to come through
On a child without choice
On a want to wait
On this assure of you again
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Why Do I Admire You
Be gentle now
Do I listen to what you say
Or who you are to me
Do I hold your love
Never with too much to see
Why do I admire you
Day in and day again
Life is this why
My want do you send
Nothing more I need
Do you break my silence
Why do I admire you
Do you bring fantasy real
Do you make hard seem easy
Night not so cold
And my one way to turn
For the good man you are
Do you show my true feelings
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Why Do I Have To Miss You
Why do I have to miss you
With grey skys I am not home again
When I feel to try to make you see
How does my day pass
When planets aren't my dream for life
Deep ocean travels tonight
What is the true heart of a melody
Real words of a song I seek
Why do I have to miss you
Real stars no care to rain or shine
I don't hear you seems wrong
Shouldn't you be my thought now
Underground or above
For distasteful this wait continues
But I am the one worn down by loss
I am your sun I asked to receive
Why do I have to miss you
With grey skies I am not home again
Why do I have to miss you
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Why Do I Live My Life
Never warm in your arms
Never touched by your hands
Never real to your mind
Why do I live my life
I ask so many times
I only hold my writing
To send how I feel
Why do I live my life
Always in this loneliness I sit
Withdrawn in my love for you
What is wrong with you loving me
What is wrong with you being mine
What is wrong in this morning again
Why do I live my life
Quiet to lay in peace
But never with you near me
Why do I live my life
I ask so many times
Why do I live my life
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Why Do I Long For My Friend

Are you in my day every day
Do you sleep in my night every night
Do you move my eyes, my body
Then why do I long for my friend
Why do I have a mind to live
How do you understand how I feel
What inside moves my world
When I speak I need do you listen
Why do I long for my friend
Are you wrong when you believe right
Turn then to reach for me
How does sorrow never soothe my pain
Why do I long for my friend
You say you know me so well
Then why do I sit here now
Why do I have a mind to live
Why do I long for my friend
Why do I long for my friend
Why do I have a mind to live
Why do I long for my friend

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Why Do I Reach To You Again

Why do I reach to you again

With only want to have your love
With only life to live for you
In my everyday time and need
For how wrong you are still to be gone

Haven't I said this before
Haven't I shed enough tears
Haven't I written of my feelings
In oh so many ways

Why do I reach to you again

Do I not plan to dream different
Do I never plan to understand
Will I always remain the same

I have tried everything I can
I have been true
I have listened for you
I have waited through everything

Why do I reach to you again
For how wrong you are still to be gone

Why do I reach to you again

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Why Do I Still Wonder Of You

Why do I still wonder of you
So sure of you to feel
How do I always know you
Your laugh, your cry, your appeal
For love, life, happiness
Eyes in beauty, time in wish
Dream, want for need
Body, mind in hands
Person, place, and thing
Name only another of attention
Interest, music, write, play, or sing
Act, dance, to never move today
Words, thoughts, meanings real
Never dim in my light
With truth as much as pain to heal
Past as now, future, and the will
Why do I still wonder of you
So sure you carry me to feel
How do I always know you
Your laugh, your cry, your appeal

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Why Do I Write

Why do I write
Why do I think
Why must every word speak
What must every word say
What do I reach for
What do I try to explain
What do I want
What do I need
Why do I write
What do I look for
When I read of you
What do I see
How do I listen
How do I understand
What meaning in you
What reason of me
What is now
What could be
What once was to me

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Why Do People Not Believe Me

Why do people not believe me
Every time I look back into my life
I read the so many thoughts I write
The memories I walk, a dreams world
A nightmares way, a loves want
Every time I sit down to watch
How far I in you have grown along
How true you have to word answered
Every change chosen, melody the same
Why do people not believe me
How once again you silence my mind
Only in how many more times
Every time I laugh about dieing inside
Your hurt I enjoy
When I move what next will be
Should I hold this writing aside
As the so many I yet to complete
About you, about me, to understand why
To try to explain
Why do people not believe me

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Why Do People Sing Sad Songs

Why do people sing sad songs
Touch the hearts of hurt souls
Bring old pain to life

Why do people sing sad songs
Carry on unreal emotions
Throw away love from God
Leave home for house
Cry to laugh, laugh to cry

Why do people sing sad songs
Touch the hearts of hurt souls
Bring old pain to life

Why do people sing sad songs
Believe in a share of time
Pray to raise with a wrong

Why do people sing sad songs
Touch the hearts of hurt souls
Bring old pain to life

Why do people sing sad songs

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Why Do You Like To See Me Cry

I don't bring you to tears wrong

Why do you like to see me cry
Send me away from my home

For every time I begin to live my life
You take from me as I am no one
You lead my spirit onto a foreign sea
I never asked or need dream of

Why do you like to see me cry
I don't bring you to tears wrong

Why do you like to see me cry
Send me away from my home
Raised is for warmth in heart
Not cold and bitter thought
To write from loneliness is a gift
More to share with my forever love
A false closeness is not good to hold

Why do you like to see me cry
I don't bring tears to you wrong

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Why Don't I Find You

Who is loving who here
Until when disappears
I still don't see my love appear
To stand aside of anywhere
To look into anyone
I never seem to find
How is it I never find you

Why don't I find you
Should I live this earth
Without my peace in you
For the hold cares

Care for me as I do
I only long to understand
How is it I never find you

Why don't I find you
Should I live this way for always
In this world is so untrue
How is it I never find you

Why don't I find you

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Why Don't You Belong To Anyone

Should you ask of me a star to swing upon
Ask for any need you please to shine along
Ask to imagine but love or life time
Why don't you know what to see
Why don't you belong to anyone
Should you ask to take a feeling
Make it true make it your own
I know you want today to be yours
Ask for as well your way to move around
Have not a thought to send you down
Have not a right then isn't your own
Why don't you know what to hear
Why don't you belong to anyone
For I can't seem to find you always
Always left out and alone
Are you sure you are meant to be wrong
Why don't you know what to read
Why don't you belong to anyone
Why don't you know where to be
Why don't you belong to anyone

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Why Don't You Laugh

Why don't you laugh
Can you not find a funny thought
Can you not notice a funny sight

Why don't you laugh
Can you not hold a funny woman
Can you not touch a funny man

Why don't you laugh
Can you not hear a funny sound
Can you not feel a funny feeling

Why don't you laugh
Why don't you laugh

Can you not be a real person
Can you not be a false heart
Can you not example one moment
Can you not be your child

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Why Don't You Want To Be True

Why don't you want to be true
All words are a jumbled mess
Feelings of choices stolen away
A gift of lonely less than a fried
Don't speak of memories
The loss of life and family
Love gone by, time, want, need
After the rain and season
Every year I come to this
Why don't you want to be true
Let the Lord move my heart
Your thanks never reaches my hands
I realize all can't be that bad
Why don't you want to be true
All words are a jumbled mess
Feelings of choices stolen away
A gift of lonely less than a friend
Why don't you want to be true
Let the Lord move my heart
Your thanks never reaches my hands

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Why Have I Thought

Why I believed, why have I wanted
Why I needed, I remained so alone
Why have I thought
At the end of my writing you would be along
But my writing continues on
More and more if for you
Or is there you on this earth
Is there you I tell myself
How wondering have I become
Where do these ideas come from
To follow through to enjoy or not
All from love, why have I thought
Why I believed, why have I wanted
Why I needed, I remained so alone
Why have I thought
Or is there you on this earth
Is there you I tell myself
Or is there you on this earth
Or is there you, why have I thought
Why have I thought

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Why Is There A Sky Of Free

How wrong I understand I must see
To deeply want, to deeply need
In thought to hear, in not to feel
Cling true, stand real
My place for peace
My only windows opening
My door to close, my only sea
What is the sound behind me
Why is there a sky of free
Slowly driven lost, known of my right
Your spirit from my heart with life
Is there no more to touch
No more to take with me
Only ours to share, now or later
What is this sound in front of me
What is this sound around
My spirit from your heart with love
What is this sound I believe
Why is there a sky of free

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Why Live Behind Me

In much needed love from you I hold
Though I can say this in imagination
Only I know how far I have grown
And who has been near for me
Then today would be my new thought
Of the old in true reminiscence
As I had a dream once when a child
I now carry this with me
But why live behind me, why live behind me
Or should I have life to change tonight
When I understand so many reasonings
How I spend my now and wants
Hell or heaven, high water over me
But eventually I see you the same
Then why live behind me, why
Even choiceless here if I may seen
Why live behind me, why live behind me
And I could also quote phrases of many ways
But why live behind me, why become different
Why live behind me, why live behind me

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Why Lose Another Year

Why lose another year
Why freeze outside in nevers
Why believe in anyone over
And if I held a far need
Why love just to believe
What good is thought free to enjoy
I never receive in return good or wrong
I fight with life better than live
Until thanks then I wait long to hear
My only town has always been you
Killing more is honest truth
And safer alone grows easier
Or an earth for my eyes sound ahead
But rest I may belong to no other
To agree with something I feel
Or in this too hard to care
As you aren't sitting here
Well it's no fun being different
Why lose another year

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Why Must I Cry

How to write, to feel
Where to live, now lives
A move of heart, of home
I can't understand
Why must I cry
To share, wonder, how empty
Express important to myself
To miss you, touching
Sight on thought of you
Busy with love to fall
I can't listen to all
Far and only a thought view
A work of hard for you
How to write, to feel
What I need, I wish
Don't think it matters to you
Now to spend silence true
Why must I cry at all
Let me know one day soon

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Why Not

Why not live the right life
Remove the evil from your mind
Ask for peace and live peace
Cause pain where pain belongs
Why not love the right love
Give your thanks the right way
In quiet and alone with me
Without a tell of how
Why not hold freedom right
Choose each day with a smile
Carry heart with clean hands
Before you wash your frown
Why not turn within your truth
Not all truth feels of togetherness
Why not explain without telling me
Why not live the right life
Remove the evil from your mind
Ask for peace and live peace
Cause pain where pain belongs

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Why Not Tell All

For sorrow to the hurt
This may never be enough
For I don't know the sun
I don't know the moon
Some days I don't know the earth
Through imaginable sense
Of my choice to live
How to believe against the untrue
I earned my stolen childhood end
Stayed alive to see my life now
What love is to speak for
Everyone uses sex
Make me listen to what I need to hear
To treasure the air I breath
My trust in you has always remained
Why not tell all
For sorrow to the hurt
This may never be enough
Why not tell all

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Why Should I Love You Father

Why should I care
Why should I love you father
Why should I call you
You ask to believe you love me
But I don't feel your touch
Maybe it is true
I am still too young
But all I need from you
You never give enough
My life isn't very much
I understand your birth of me
Only you ask I believe in you
I learn more when I don't
I understand protection
Then why should I love you father
Why should I care
Why should I love you father
Why should I call you
Why should I love you father

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Why Sing The Song

Why sing the song
For the joy of why sing the song

Why sing the song

Is every true wrong paid for
Every true hurt mentioned
Every single move made honest
Manner of heart uncared for where gone
Slain by mind or body

Then why sing the song
For the joy of why sing the song

Why sing the song
Is every tomorrow remembered
When the memory forgets as unending
Is every payment on stone as who, what
A perception I must express

Then why sing the song
For the joy of why sing the song

Why sing the song

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Why To Touch Me Again

Everyone remembers memories true and real
No care to who you are, what you have
Everyone within my life, spoken or not
Often silence is the better way out
Unless to tell every side of love
I will listen to recognize you

Why to touch me again
I have feelings and honesty
To tell every side of life
Everyone knows how to try, give right
Everyone unless out to fool you wrong
Everyone remembers memories true and real
No care to what you are, when you wake
Everyone sleeps dreams, nightmares to make
Often silence is the better way in
Unless to tell every side of time
I will listen to recognize you
Why to touch me again