40 Writings

Close to the rain
Quiet with the wind
I watch grey move in
Out of the lue
White with my silence

Nowhere new
Nothing new
Heart torn in want
Need never sure
Held with tears of day

We save the best love for last
We play our lives into the past
We hold our time, love for last
We keep our treasures within

We walk games through our heads
We run memories a drift
We happen through days by chance
We leave tomorrow, will to trust

We test our hearts every night
We capture stars for our light
We throw this world away
The world returns in our way

We know who will be around
In the end of our beginning
We ask this every sleep we take

You live in sadness and loss
I love in thought and loneliness
You walk in mind and heart
I walk in time real and long
You hold feelings never to leave
I hold feelings I couldn't believe
You find peace in your arms
I find peace you are happy again

You say how long must you wait
I wait for years to hear good from you
You say these moments around
These disappear one day
I can't wait for the change
This change at hand to end

You say this begins again
No doubt the universe meets
Negative to another somewhere
Whatever you say I can match, try again
I need not prove to anyone who I am
So where you are as where I am

I will wait in the shade of brown
With silent thunder change
An orange hue for my time

I don't choose this scene often
When wonder overcomes me of you
Then this is where I write for

I feel below the sea untrue
Lightening could begin
Calm remains within
Water warmed today for you
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Problem With Me

My writing seems more than anything
When I don't want to write
I hold other needs and wants

Problem with me

Out of control
Meant to live with me through old

Problem with me

I could be lost in life
I could never touch love

Problem with me

So many ways to move
So many days to use

Problem with me

Lights from anywhere
The air I breath
Lay me to rest with my ink

My writing means more than anything

Problem with me

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Pacified

Pacified by my wait
Pacified I would win
Pacified of your lean on me
Pacified without fear

This has been my life
In spoken of as noone
In the same meaning as someone
I would never leave my own love

My spanish touched from you, pacified
My english I had grown on, pacified

For one sound I would only want
In hurt feelings I don't need

Never would I forget my time
Never would I end my search

I would reach through your mind
I would bring your writing light

If everything I would have to cry for

Pacified, I would believe, pacified
I would win, I would become
Pacified, pacified

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Pacified Or Unheld

Pacified or unheld
Along side, inbetween what to do
With all faith to live
No trust to envision
Inside of you never to leave
Never to make you see me
Rationed by a book to read
Only air to breath

Pacified or unheld
Bred to be astray of home today
Nurtured fresh to feel good
With love you always no want
With hurt stranded behind you
To look at you from afar
How close does deep become

Pacified or unheld
To lie in my peace, kindness shrills of joy
My need will, won't break apart

Pacified or unheld by you

Pacified or unheld

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Pacifying Time

On the west coast
Never in thought to leave
These feelings I feel
Pacifying time

Never forgotten of you
Once on the east
In love the same with you
Pacifying time

To continue to love you
I don't know how long
Never to live different
Pacifying time

Here to stay awhile
Pacifying time

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Page Describe My Impression
Page describe my impression
Stopped on you to ask am I
Held by world and a thought
Heard when I sit silent
Are you near for your love
Sold by heart without wisdom
Shown no stone to uncover
Grown for life can't be found
Mind and body on together
Intrigued I truly lie
To entertain my memory aloud
Too with you in my arms
With my only love to survive
Page describe my impression
Worn by turning why
Page describe my impression
All to see you now
Page describe my impression
Page describe my impression
What makes me see daylight
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Paid By Song Of My Way
I want my heart free
I want your heart free
Paid by song of my way
I don't need anything more
From you between us
Our love of thought
Our place of please
I want my heart free
I want your heart free
Paid by song of my way
Minutes of the good after earth
Stars on the course meant for us
Happy one day for all I sent
What to know, do away with
Picture thanks meant to seek
Protect my emptiness true
Enjoy my hold of you
I want my heart free
I want your heart free
Paid by song of my way
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Paid To Hurt Someone
Paid to hurt someone
No need to laugh
A joke, an accident
A lay of the head
Outside of this city
To grow to the streets
Far from a day
Paid to hurt someone
A bring of love overlooked
I thought of life
A count on time
A step into the mind
No need to look back
Impressed to end
The manners taken from within
From a smile
From a tear
Paid to hurt someone
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Pain
Pain can be motivating in a good way
Pain can be continual and hurt with pain
The mind is a strong meaning to live
Life and love, needs always to give pain
Only pain can be tiring every day
Never to sleep, never to wake, calm away
Careful to understand, young to old
Pain can be hard on body and soul
Some things, people more never to replace
Pain has it's notice without choice
Life and love needs, always to give pain
Sure accidents happen, cautions, and voids
Noise to create for awhile to exchange
Never to sleep, never to wake, calm away
Only pain can be tiring every day
Life and love, needs always to give pain
Pain can be tiring every day
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Pain Caused By Fear And Owner

I can't tell you how much time spent
On feelings for love, your life I meant
The childhood dream of storm, a door
The quiet around, the never ending noise
I can't tell you everything I know
On a mind small, strength in anger
How one thing to touch me most of all
Pain caused by fear and owner
I can't tell you how or why tears
Rain falls of natural awares
The grown person I become as now
How I live here, where of all
I can tell you my choices are real
I can tell you my confusions raised
My hurts the same, my happy moments
I run against this world most always
Most of my time is a writing
What then I need to survive
Most of my way has always been alone

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Paper Airplane What Do I Believe

Paper airplane what do I believe
In thirty years and you still aren't here
At forty will I still to dream
I don't know to change a time
Come til I may feel
Then I see to find my way to you

Paper airplane what do I believe
A simple life was for someone but not me
I may not know a place
For you how do I think

Paper airplane where do I believe
Together without our want as life
Appear but not a heart of love
Speak but not a turn into
Never will I be understood
Your friendship I won't hold

Paper airplane how do I believe

Paper airplane what do I believe
Now I can't live for you
I can't live you for me

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Pardon Me
In your life shown to believe
Gift with ease paid memory
When I may seen wrong but not
I only call to be heard
I only call to be free
Pardon me
To soothe your ache in day
To seize your through the night
To be sure you see your morning light
I may seem wrong but not
Pardon me
Your love means everything to me
Your life shown to believe
I know you seem complete
I can't change you so easily
Pardon me
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Patience Is Clear
I don't need to understand why
Why I must use my time
To wait to sometimes hear
To listen until given
Patience is clear
When I know what I should see
Watch for within you, within me
Nothing is too hard to wonder
Quiet can be silenced as true
To give another day for you
Patience is clear
I don't want what isn't mine
I would never be happy
I won't touch what I can't find
Between us to be real
Held to believe too many times
I don't care how long
Patience is clear
I only call to keep you free
Only you your life shown to believe
Gift with ease paid memory
Pardon me
Patience is clear
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Paved With Rhyme

Paved with rhyme isn't color
Paved with rhyme isn't light
Paved with rhyme isn't love
Here isn't room here isn't warmth

Paved with rhyme isn't feeling
Paved with rhyme isn't laughing
Paved with rhyme isn't world
In all of one day to wish

Why don't you see sense for sense

Paved with rhyme isn't aware

Language for language soothed with crying

Paved with rhyme isn't touch

In limit or limitless

Ring in the new bring round the old

Paved with rhyme holds no shoulder
Paved with rhyme is troubled care
Here is only only there
Only there to be lonely again

Paved with rhyme is motionless

Paved with rhyme is meaningless

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Peace Inside

Peace inside, my most treasured gift
In deep and true thought when real
Not of time to believe to forget
My cry of right to experience

If only to be silent, one idea of love
More to understand to come along
How should I want to spend my day

Peace inside, my most treasured gift
In deep and true thought when real
Not of time to believe to forget
My cry of right to experience

Night may seem at quiet
This is only pretend
To return to the world again

Peace inside, my most treasured gift
In deep and true thought when real
Not of time to believe to forget
My cry of right to experience

If only to be silent, one idea of love

Peace inside, my most treasured gift

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People Don't Bother Me

When I hide in this small person
When I stay within my darkness
When I listen within my thought

People don't bother me

When I am unknown to my love
When I am with my life
When I don't tell of me

People don't bother me

I may hold onto you
I may enjoy my alone
I may wake when I feel I may sleep

People don't bother me

When I speak my peace
When I respect my wishes
To bring my next word
To send my next moment to write

People don't bother me

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People With Love From Inside

People with love from inside
Never to cause harm in life
Though hard to endure clean and free

At peace to sit underneath a tree
Never to make me into you
Leave me to turn within me

People with love from inside
For every day feeling to believe

In wrong deep known how wrong
In everyone known of something
Though time over never disappears
As you may see

Favorite hands to touch
How much longer will I wait
For people like me

People with love from inside

People with love from inside
No need to use warning signs
A picture easy to take
Of people with love from inside

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People Without Shame
Gifts are of pain
Gifts are from pain
Never to learn
People without shame
Careless of heart
Never would I be so cruel
Wrong in loves thought
Use of life lost
People without shame
Feelings not of one
Along with the earth
Gifts are of pain
Gifts are for pain
People without shame
Never to earn
Only cover their names
Evil in soul
Spirit no place
People without shame
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Perfect Man To Want

Perfect man to want
In perfect music to live
From perfect music to love
With so perfect eyes and thought
With so a soul and heart
So a perfect man you are
Worth much more than you sing
Held by more than you believe
Moved by greater than you wish
Touched by more than I may tell you
Perfect music will never be replaced
Perfect man however I try
Perfect man to want however I ask why
Perfect you must have heard
You must now care true
For I have finally surfaced in you
Perfect man to want
In perfect music to live

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Person Inside Of Why

Person inside of why
Undecided I try

To talk on for days
For my one bit of life
Arm on my hand
At the end of my ride
Unanswered I yet feel
Would I become real

Stand to lay down
Thank you or how
Learn in my way
Thank my childs love
Look well aware
Dim when I must

Person inside of why
Or my love

What do I recognize
Who do I become

Person inside of why
Undecided I try

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Personally Speaking

I don't see any way to touch
You won't know the meaning
I don't feel anyone to want
More than only a dream
I don't get over this laugh
Could I imagine I could be

Personally speaking
My quiet and I are at peace
Personally speaking

Love is more than make believe
Togethers have been someones
Let alone the reasons
Never to matter what is good
Depends on the seasons
I think for my own answers
I seem to be alive fine

Personally speaking
My writing and I are fine
Personally speaking

Again tonight

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Photos Without Presence

Photos without presence
How is this wrong

To have grown
Beyond and into sight unfound
I didn't say the memories were gone
I know thought alone
I watch believe to become
Love of a welcome only a kind one
Need and its' very move

Photos without presence
How is this wrong

I walk along I hear
Beautiful lover for my truth
In my wait is a song
I may see how you don't
To feel change
How is this wrong
To live to begin right to win

Photos without presence
How is this wrong

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Prayer Carried Well

Music fits the car
Person fits the music
Words fit the thoughts
Meanings for the reasons

Prayer carried well

Together hits the apart
Heart breaks into whole
Time turns the true

Prayer carried well

Hands touch the hold
Holds wear the soul

Prayer carried well

Questions find answer
Depth fulfills the shallow
Work worth the cure
Real by God

Prayer carried well

Feelings from you

Prayer carried well

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Prayers Used On You

You don't know love to stay
Anything about my writing world
My darkness heart, my light of life
One common example from the Lord
Prayers used on you
The Lords hand I called
For your future of spirit, forget soul
You barely touch ground with time
Let alone take the time to hear
I have turned in tears tore me down
All for you to one day stand free
Easy for you to walk away
I read, I listen, I watch all notes to play
For prayers used on you, experience my today
How many years, birthday give aways
Every remembering I keep

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Purity Of Hope I Use

I don't need sadness to wake today
My alone and writing, my home always
My love does not need for love
I reach enough hurt to see
A lonely view in the truth
Along side of my silence
I have any melody I want
To listen never to another story

Purity of hope I use

Only the sincere warm hearts

I don't watch for anyone more
Near or at a distance
I don't need to fit in anywhere
I reach enough hurt to see
A lonely view in the truth
Along side of my silence
I have any melody I want
To listen never to another story

Purity of hope I use at heart

Every untrue I must carry

Purity of hope I use

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Placed Here, Settled There
Placed here, settled there
To send life, received or not
Placed here, settled there
Rest your mind, who to ride upon

Must I live through more emotion from you
To then notice feeling of why is there mention
Though, I do like these locked doors of you
In thought before and after you

Placed here, settled there
When never to dream of you
When now to watch you
Only, I love you my way as I should

Placed here, settled there
To send life, received or not
Placed here, settled there
Rest your mind, who to ride upon
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Places For Everyone
Places for everyone
Thought the same
How we move
Where we change
Places for everyone
Thought the same
Wonders willed
We never cease
Places for everyone
Thought the same
Hope in the heart
With or without pain
Highness and low
Quiet as real
Places for everyone
Thought the same
Places for everyone
Thought the same
Places for everyone
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Played Of Many Meanings In Time
Played of many meanings in time
What isn't bright then dull
Been a witness of my soul and why
Touched into my hardest cry
Now how would you know I miss you so
A present for me to enjoy
To listen to God, my heart
Your very hold of life and love
However do I need your want
My thought is it true
How over you
Oh, must I remember your absence
Played of piano, of guitar
I wouldn't be mistaken
A feeling to me is real
Daily I rely on your changes to mine
Played of many meanings in time
To understand, to learn to be polite
What isn't yours isn't mine
Played of many bodies of sound
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Please Accept Me Now
I been trying to speak of who I am
How so many songs are of me
Why is a friendship never broken
Hoewever spoken, unheld today
I been trying to say
How I was listened to real
By who I reach for every step
I would never be removed from heart
Of the most important life I carry
I been trying to speak who I am
For some who truly believed me
I will always thank
Now, I must move on as I please
To receive the love meant for me
However hurt anyone may be
I, at times know pain the same
I can not turn around
The words will come along to show
Please accept me now
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Please Don't Say Goodbye
Please don't say goodbye
I need you so to pass time
You keep my prayer alive
Until I find my love
To have you as my friend
You allow my world life
To want you holds me so tight
Truly I will never have more to need
Than maybe the Lord to tell you of me
Please don't say goodbye
For how missing you really are
How saving you have become
How handsome and warm in your car around
So easily I recognize you
You are the greatest guy I will meet
So, please don't say goodbye
Please don't say goodbye
This will devastate me inside
Again, this will devastate me inside
Please don't say goodbye

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Please Don't Say I Don't Love You
For who is here behind my life
Only a little while of love not good enough
For from you what is the way I should feel
Don't I use every night right
Don't I call to you enough to lay awake
Isn't your thought what I want
Don't you know how I should be held
Haven't you spoken to me already
Haven't you touched me beyond make believe
Who has meaning more to me
Who more could I thank for you
For all I now ask from you
Silently watching unable to move you
How can I be nothing to you
So please don't say I don't love you
Please in these many ways I see you
I know noone with more in my remembering
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Please My Apple Tree
You could lend me your hand
As you do the breeze
Lend your life to me
Send me to your love
Please my apple tree
You know miles away from you
Walk on a frown of peace
Never enough for you to live
For how I hear from you
Now please my apple tree
The world is small
The world is big
Am I to care
Am I to see
Why am I to need you
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Please Read
I thought I found my real friend
Not just a sound of a dream
How real I speak
Not a day to leave behind
I earned my love deep
Not just a song to hum
Not just a life to walk
I think I prayed good enough
Not just a throw into heaven
A shot into hell
Not just another word about world
I thought our togetherness sincere
No thankyou, yes thankyou, silently
I thought my show of faith
Your nature of free
Open to read by everyone now
My trust you would never break
I thought by our thoughts
Our warm home to reach
Let me try again, please read
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Please Stop This Abuse
God is going to give you
Only so many chances
To get your life good with him
Don't let those go by
Don't find an excuse
As youth can only be used so long
As any other tried reason
Please stop this abuse
You allow to my heart
Who I am with regards
God is only going to give you
Only so many chances
To get your life good with him
To your musical use in word
To your silence
Down to the people surround you
Noone is worth covering a lie
God is going to give you
Only so many chances
To get your life good with him
Lend me your hand
As you do the breeze
Lend your life to me
Please stop this abuse
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Pleased To Believe In You
Pleased to believe in you
For the time I leave this earth
With thought in the only way I understand
For this day to become real
Pleased to believe in you
Beside my yesterdays again I stand
As I must be heard from who I am
This is my hand I have to give
I know what I could have
Could have had or could have been
Whatever may be said to me
If I can make this life as mine
Pleased to believe in you
From you this is a gift enough
I will wait once more
Pleased to believe in you
Pleased to believe in you
For the time I leave this earth
With thought in the only way I understand
Pleased to believe in you
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Peace Is A Line In A Frame
Why spend time on a moment
Why count time for life
For truth, for any name
Peace is a line in a frame
What do I want to hear
What do I want to say
Peace is a line in a frame
I thought I once existed
I thought I once cared
Honest is real not hidden
What do I want to value
What do I want to love
Peace is a line in a frame
What happened to Mothers day
What happened to you
What happened to me
Peace is a line in a frame
What do I want to find
What do I want to play
Peace is a line in a frame

I know growing
I know why
I know hardship
I know grace
I am learning of your pain
More and more thank you

I know longing
I know value
I know sadness
Can we move along
Problem here
Can we forgive and forget why

Problem again
Blessed has always been you and now
I am only this one heart
Even with you around