I Become Confused

I become overwhelmed by you

Too much wealth, too much truth
How real of life you are
How right of love
I don't know what to choose
Who to think of, who to see
Who to believe in anymore
I become driven by peace
Then in the same by pain
I always feel small
Smaller than everyone
I become unsure, then I know
I know everything I should do
I become overwhelmed by you
I am a simple person
Too much heart, too much need
Too much want for you
How true of time you are
How wrong of love

I become confused

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I Been Alive A Long Time

I been alive a long time
In my music a long time
Only alive to find mine

The best to play for my lonely time
To be amazed a few good times
To be entertained well
Would never change my need now

Don't think I want to begin how
Won't move my feelings along
Don't ask me why
I will answer my prayer alive

Taught by the greatest of minds
Entrusted for my heart
Given to hold my memory right
As in place here now
God will win every time

I been alive a long time
In the same for may I
I been alive a long time

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I Been More Than Patient

You would be here today
I see this is untrue
A face in the way of life
A gift to the Lord for why
In town or not, without reason
How hard love is to climb

I been more than patient
To earn your heart as I should
I watch airplains fly, seems fine
On nothing wrong with my mind
It's clear to me you live
What do I pay to cry

I been more than patient
I see people close all of the time
Then in God again do I try

I been more than patient
Then anyone wouldn't be mine
You would be more real
I been more than patient

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I Beg To God Above

Some people love one man
Others many, all things of world
Grown on one touch
Empty when not warm
In need of each other
Feelings to run
Alive to remember
Hands met or not

I beg to God above
In my way to look at life

To find God in you for me
Have my mercy on your heart
Walk my only hill
This loneliness for you is real

I beg to God above

Sunlight is true
Down in my thought
Especial to home

I beg to God above

I beg to God above

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I Begged Of You, I Begged For You

I begged of you, I begged for you

For me to disappear, move me from here
The madness of sin, turned around downs
To leave my so frightened arms
My prayers into your heart
I worded these, I begged for you

Throw a true veil around my need
I could not take anymore
I would not understand unless you answered me
I would not listen unless you silenced me

I begged of you, I begged to my father

I thanked for all I had and honest
Only laughter isn't always love
I touched for you, I begged of you
As my peace to grow into I begged for you

I begged of you, I begged for you
I begged of you and I still do
You are so much of my survival
You are my so very life

I begged of you, I beg for you

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I Believe There Must Be More

A new nowhere asks to be known
But seems only of the world
Walking solely through my show
Sunning warmth into my peace
What is real appears
What is heard of deep inside
A need to grow a peace to hold
I believe there must be more

I am not left lonely building of blue
Open heart of my tomorrow full
I know there are millions as I
Many to find my same life
Speaking of love thinking of time
But I believe there must be more

I don't know a new nowhere
Wanting to ask why, to want, how
Only seems so of the world
I don't know a new nowhere
I believe there must be more

I believe there must be more
 

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I Believed In You Without Why

I don't know what to say to you

I believed in you without why

Only I write good feelings
From once you being around
Could be you didn't mean to hurt me
Should be you cried
Given the thoughts we have been through
I just don't want to know now
I don't want to see if we weren't together

You leave me with God knows all
Don't you think I have heard enough
There can't be eachother without our love
I trusted you with all my heart
As you understood your side of our life
From deep down and inside
I never led you wrong not once

I believed in you without why

From your hold to mine

Friendship to be the best

I believed in you without why

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I Bet You My Forever

I bet you my forever
You know inside of you
If you forget me
You have forgotten the Lord again

I bet you my forever
You will only follow through
With me as I please of you
Touched as I need you

I bet you my forever
I will never be the common to you
From your distance
Never heard of song from you

I bet you my forever
My trust in you is true
I was to want you
To remember not to forget you

I bet you my forever
Tied to my wind
Everything I am made to ask for is you
I bet you my forever

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I Can Call Reason To You

I can call reason to you

Opened by so many doors
To my mind choosing who
The turns of loving close to find
When you would finally make your way
Because you had your side to speak
Your time couldn't be different


I can call reason to you

For I try to believe you are untrue
But I don't seem to make a day through
Unless I set aside my living for you
As noone had to tell me you

I can call reason to you

Though the silence at times I can't take
I decide I better to explain
Though I find offers to exchange
I complete today on you
The hurt you suffer drives through

I can call reason to you
I can call reason to you

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I Can Create Beauty

I can create beauty
I can create hate
I can try to explain
Or never speak

On whatever planet, of time
What I may believe found
High or low in feeling
Want or I won't, always to know
Why I won't change

I can create beauty
I can create hate
I can try to explain
Or never speak

The color of your eyes
Your laughter of my years
On my search for trust for you

I can create beauty
I can create hate
I can try to explain
Or never speak

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I Can Do No More

Don't know how you could be so wrong
How you would not speak
There is only truth, only lie
When the day lights, nights dark
Home at heart minds
To understand is not the mention
For how cruel you are

But continue to sell your soul
Show attention to evil
Continue on without the Lord
I can do no more

Don't know how you could be so lost
How you would not believe
There is only one God
When after earth, fly through the sea
Of many hiding places only
For your carry on of hurt

Don't know why I tried, won't now
I can do no more

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I Can Eat My Life Away

I can eat my life away
I am a very insecure woman
A lot of shyness within
I am not an attention getter
Never have, like to write is all
Had a few friends I still love
Have a love of my heart
Have the Lord in my thought
I am also a loner in many ways
Never speak of home much
Can stay indoors for days
Can forget about forever
I can eat my life away

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I Can Explain

I can explain

What would my living have been
Had I not asked to save you from sin
You will never dare beleive different
For every hour, every day, minute spent

My wait for you to grow older
My prayer, oh for my prayer
Often in the same I may not speak
Beyond you I wouldn't love

I expected you for my grown need
I expected you, Hollywood, and me
I expected you and until today

I can explain

Worldly or spiritual game

I can explain

I can't keep every page written
But a few remain

I can explain

What is my living again

I can explain

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I Can Give No More

I tried, you let evil win
I can give no more

Into each one uses an own way
A belief, a truth, a lie to speak
Entertained moments, cries, laughs
I have spoken mine

Now I will continue on
In my peace and silence
In less of excuse you take

Cleansed as well as I may become
Never to turn around to you again

I tried to build a faith in you
I can give no more

Broken trust is the cause
Loss of defense for God
The deepest of a heart has hurt

I tried, you let evil win
I can give no more

I can give no more

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I Can Not Regret

I can not regret

Returned to Hollywood, Beverly Hills
Ones of a homes on my miracles
Along this coast, the people known, everyone
How deeply touched with love, understanding
How greatly gifted, how easy to remember

Welcome in await of my next day
The thanks I must send, the quiet then
For how hard my life, how lost
For how easy, my want, my need
Never with a care to find why again
My love for you I must write

Returned to Vegas and back again
Outside of the desert, country feelings

I can not regret

Time passing I don't miss
Any ways I met, any thrown away
I must continue now

I can not regret

I can not regret

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I Can Only Pray Again

I can only pray again, reach best I have

With every new step there is a question
A hard to take or leave of mention
A return of the best or not to know
Thought of a feeling to pass by
To live my life as I find right
With every new hurt, birth, time
Evil never likes to lose in pain

You may speak, you may hide, not believe
We are only players in a holy story
Out of hand, run by wrong, down on gift
A new win, a great cherish, pleasure
To be used by the Lord an honor, truth
With every new loss, missing friend

Then as I watch for as long as I must
As I listen as long as I hear, aware
I can only pray again, reach best I have

I can only pray again as I believe

I can only pray again, pray again

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I Can Still Find To Forgive You

For every picture I throw away
The changes I find, my create
For every time I think of you
How many people I look through
This silence tonight unbearable
Sleep something I hardly do
For every no reason from you

I can still find to forgive you

You think my life is easy
You laugh when I cry
You believe my love is always
Real, never less inside

I know what is next of you
Before I hear, before I see you


I can still find to forgive you

You think my life is easy
You laugh when I cry
You believe my love is always
Real, never less inside

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I Care

Why can't you live home
Where mail receives attention
When time is to need true
When love has to be from you

I care about your life
I care about your love

Why can't you understand
What life is beyond world
What the sun warms
What future means to you

I care about your life
I care about your love

Why can't you hold the sky
Tell me your reason
Tell me your song
I need not hear anymore

I care about your life
I care about your love

I care about your life

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I Can't Believe You

I can't believe how you treat love

Devotion and heart, thought for life
This world should be gone
Regardless of the meaning to time

I can't believe for pain inside

For lessons learned from the same
This earth of beauty ruled by evil
Regardless of how and where

I can't believe, I don't need to see

Don't want your witness over me
To trust in faith, pure and complete
Innocence abused by beauty

I can't believe you would turn my way

To harm or hurt anyone within my day
For all I've done, given to you
Goes to show the turn of truth

I can't believe you care for anyone

I can't believe you look at anything wrong

I can't believe you anymore, I can't believe

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I Can't Compete For Your Love

Don't want to speak, won't try
Need not listen, need not understand
Won't watch for you, won't explain
When life is over, when we are gone
Love is the same, love moves along
To continue to care, onto somewhere
A loss of feeling, a win of why

I can't compete for your love

With your way, within my own
The people you hold, I know
The people you touch, I don't
I tried to give, I tried to share
Show through the rain, clouds
Shine as our sun, our day
Meant to become, meant to leave

Now I must be alone, I can't complete

I can't compete for your love

I can't compete for your love

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I Can't Find My Heartache

I can't find my heartache
I can't find my deepest wish
My real life
My true feelings
My every day want
Though I lay here often
I sense him close
I can't find my deepest thought
I can't find my deepest dream
In all I have or had
Long to live
My favorite show of pet
Why I love, who I am
I can't find my heartache
I can't find my deepest wish
I can't find my deepest need
I can't find my deepest hold
I can't find my heartache
I can't find my deepest wish

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I Can't Hear Myself

If I can't reach and touch
To where your love lives for me
If I can't hear you
I can't hear myself
If I can't see you, feel you
What do I live
What do I give, what do I keep
If inside of you isn't me
The Lord brings all I understand
But where does God fit in
If I can't need to want
If I can't need to need
If I can't hear you
I can't hear myself
If I can't find my love in you
How am I to find my love
How am I to make life true
If I can't hear you
I can't hear myself

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I Can't Lose My Song

I can't lose my song
My way to grow along

I hear my want
I need my real feelings
To look inside of where I am
I can't turn wrong
However I must live

I can't lose my song
My way to grow along

Why I don't look at you
As most women do
I don't hold for you the same
When I must be silent
I give to you
Don't make me show you
Some secrets must remain quiet

Just remember I can't lose my song
My way to grow along

I can't lose my song
My way to grow along

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I Can't Move

I don't know what to say to you
From afar or close
In presence or thought I can't move

I wouldn't know how to feel
In how silent I have now become
Listening to you as I do
Listening for you as I want
For as long as I have waited
For one moment with you
For how hard my life has been
How will you sound true

I am frightened more than I know fear
Until I don't know what to hear

I can't move, I can't move
I can't stop shaking, breath

How often will I write this

When I don't know what to say to you
From afar or close
In presence or thought I can't move

I can't move

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I Can't Understand You Away

I can understand some things not liked
Some days and nights never going right
Feelings low, feelings high
Life held in time, love missing
A place of anythings, want not to grow
I can't understand you away

Lurking of people, openings of closed doors
Clean air, easy dirt hard to breath
Scares of imagine, even real things
Leave alones to remember, others to forget
I can't understand you away

Gone for a little while, a writing, a smile
Gone until you return again
Changes to go through, rooms to walk
Loneliness never seems to end
I can't understand you away

Pleasure to send, emotions to carry
When you don't understand I understand
But I can't understand you away

I can't understand you away

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I Work Around The Rain

I work around the rain
I work around the pain

I listen for life true
I watch for love from you
I remember my yesterdays
I learn then turn away
I wonder for a bit of time
I move again when I must

I work around the rain
I work around the pain

I try to be silent over you
I win if meant for you
I love if not to hurt you
I ask to notice how you change
I cry unfair again tonight then
Why must I work around the rain
I work around the rain
I work around the pain


I work around the rain
I work around the pain (of you gone) again

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I Chose This Chance To Decide

I chose this chance to decide

For years now to believe
One real person cared for me
On my sound to fit free
To have asked for your love
Until within through all I have learned
Along what a need is to grow

Life isn't just life to me
To speak I don't use my voice
I count on lost in my expression
My peace as well isn't always so easy
As I may give my thought

I chose this chance to decide

For years now to believe
One real person cared for me
For (many) years now
To read and enjoy my writings

I chose this chance to decide

One real person knows me inside

I chose this chance to decide

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I Continued To Wait On You

Through the greatest of minds
Nothing missing, nothing untrue
The best of hurts, the angers
The wonders, the years
I continued to wait on you

Only to understand you
Find from you, your love for me
When not one song from you played
When the days never seemed to end
I continued to wait on you

I continued to wait on you

To send every right word
In my breaking of peace
In my emptiness of reach
My loss of you, thought
My so very lonely walks
Held together by only prayer again
I continued to wait on you

I continued to wait on you

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I Could Be Needed To Live

I could be needed to live

But so many people live just to hurt me
For when I step outside of my door
As if those first steps as a baby
To watch these feelings made to feel
So wrong to be imaginable but real
My touch is only to cry seems to me
Until instead of criticized loved

I could be needed to live

Longing for you continually could end
Not need in this same worthless way
Lied to, lied about, might as well lie
You take what I make and throw it down
You take who I am the same
But instead of criticized loved

I could be needed to live

I should be needed to live

But shouldn't this end soon someday
Instead of criticized loved

I could be needed to live

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I Could Have Anyone

Why do you mean so much to me
Why do I choose to love you
Why do I choose to need you

I could have anyone
I could hold anyone
I could touch anyone

To keep you in my heart
I don't understand
Why do I want you to talk with

I could have anyone
I could hold anyone
I could touch anyone

Why do I call on you
Why do I wait on you
Why am I so sure of you

When could I have anyone
When could I hold anyone
When could I touch anyone

I could have anyone

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I Could Leave Earth Forever I Said

I could leave earth forever I said
I wouldn't be nice to intend anything less

With only one thing left
I can't imagine my life unless you
When I know you read when I know you hear
Until you could imagine how I feel

So little is more than all I have
To look through life where is there love
I yet to find
What then is on my mind

I could leave earth forever I said
I wouldn't be nice to intend anything less

With only one thing left
I can't imagine my life unless you
When I know you read when I know you hear
Until you could imagine how I feel

I could leave earth forever I said
I wouldn't be nice to intend anything less

I could leave earth forever I said
I wouldn't be right to intend anything else

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I Could Never Hate You

Though there are times I hurt over you

I could never hate you

Fortunate for me I have language
Discipline of meaning and my love
I still own my heart
I still live for my life
I can transcend where many never will
Knowing as well what not, to say
For real together never separates
The graves I may walk and how
The silence hears everything

Still I could never hate you


Though I watch your eyes
I read your mind with lips
I still own my heart
I still live for my life
I can transcend where many never will
Knowing as well what not, to say

Still I could never hate you

I could never hate you

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I Could Never Leave My Writing

I could never leave my writing
This is my heart of life
When I watch yatchs out riding
I sit in my watch
I believe in my postcard scene
I am fine to feel
Could be I enjoy a different hill

I could never leave my writing
As today to find a new color
Slowly placed within my thought
Delicate as a flower
I didn't notice until was time
This is my spirit of love
To remain in need to live
To continue in why to cry

I could never leave my writing
Why to laugh
My why to sigh
My why to want a night

I could never leave my writing

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I Couldn't Be Anyone Else

For years I held my love
To receive when I need
From you always complete
I couldn't be anyone else

For years to understand my life
To receive when I want
The way I leave or stay
Born with your touch
The thought of you
The ocean I seek
I couldn't be anyone else

How I would agree, to think
How ever strange I may seem
For years on your peace
Never more than enough
As today the same
One word wrong, to change
I couldn't be anyone else
If I tried

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I Can't Pray Any Longer

Over with this today
Through with another
Had it with life this way
Love of any color
What time is left
As this world

I can't pray any longer
I receive less than wonder
Better not to be so caring
Lucky would be a surprize

I give my heart for the Lord
I share my hand from the Lord
I find the more I work in the Lord
Appreciation is missing

I can't pray any longer
I receive less than wonder
Better not to be so caring
How do I grow older

Over with this today
Through with another
Had it with life this way
Love of any colore
What time is left
As this world

I can't pray any longer
I receive less than wonder
Better not to be so caring
Lucky would be a surprize

I can't pray any longer
I receive less than wonder
Better not to be so caring
How do I grow older

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I Couldn't Care For More Than You

For the past ten years to today, maybe more
From Hollywood to Malibu, east and somehow
My northern life, southern shore, my want
From the first day to see you once then again
Until all memories and life I held and now
I wait silently writing my thoughts of you
Stay alone to turn into my way then to share

I couldn't speak, I couldn't care for more
I couldn't care for more than you

No deeper loneliness would I hear
Torn on some feelings, others made me strong
Called everything yet in my greatest joy
Safe I could wake with, no worth to my world
Not so famous to stay beyond famed by reason
Not so real to many, often what did I believe
Always though sure you would reach me
With a chosen few touches in tune my moments

I couldn't speak, I couldn't care for more
I couldn't care for more than you

I couldn't care for more than you

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I Do Watch People Smile

I do watch people smile

For a place to need
A place to want
Away from world awhile
In so much the same
A place to find a new mind

A miss of love
A thought of life to come by
A leave alone of why
A home to understand
Noone never to be around

I do watch people smile

For a friendship to believe I have
To read of your feelings
To choose anothers hold of how

I do watch people smile

For another year to close
To keep an open long ago

I do watch people smile

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I Do Not Walk Pampered

Let me share a secret with you
In my only way of thought
My promise of love I keep within
Just as a prayer to the Lord deep
Silent until I can no longer
In my wait I live

I do not walk pampered

I listen for only mine to hear
When others touch to understand
My feet get dirty, so do my hands
Christmas often means less
Only thankful today I have a few friends

I do not walk pampered

I use every memory to stand strong
Every single bit of my heart
When I was young, who I am now
I was never raised to be successful

I do not walk pampered

And at times I cry deep within

I do not walk pampered

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I Work Around The Rain

I work around the rain
I work around the pain

I listen for life true
I watch for love from you
I remember my yesterdays
I learn then turn away
I wonder for a bit of time
I move again when I must

I work around the rain
I work around the pain

 I try to be silent over you
I win if meant for you
I love if not to hurt you
I ask to notice how you change
I cry unfair again tonight then
Why must I work around the rain

I work around the rain
I work around the pain
I work around the rain
I work around the pain (of you gone) again

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I Don't Care

Music isn't everything
To a day
Night is so full of evil
I walk around
Honesty needs prayer
Not many care
Water falls dirty
As the air
I don't care
Judge me for anything
What are words
What does time matter
I will learn after earth
Laugh as you will
I can't change you
Love as you feel
Understand or no
See me though
I don't care

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I Don't Cry

When I watch the moonlight
I don't cry
About the sun, about the sky
I look through your eyes
But I don't cry
See life from within my love
I bring beauty to the shore
Feel taller than you are
I don't cry
When I watch the moonlight
I don't cry
I don't seem lost, unsure
I don't cry
I walk beside you every night
I don't cry
When I watch the moonlight
I don't cry
When I watch the moonlight

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I Don't Draw Your Pictures Anymore

I don't draw your pictures anymore

To look at everywhere I lived
To think over my feelings
Selfish at times, you could know
I found writing of many people
To use my touch to understand
Many ways to travel

I don't draw your pictures anymore

How I would listen, how I wouldn't
There may be nothing hidden
For you, for anyone known
Many needs I give care
To sleep never with you near

I don't draw pictures of you anymore

As to play a dream I can
To love a dream is different
Between us would be real
You would tell

I don't draw your pictures anymore

I don't draw your pictures anymore

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I Don't Enjoy My Melody Anymore

The life and love I feel as my own
As night here in silence
A place I wait to lay alone
I don't enjoy my melody anymore

In my peace to my minds time
Warm and happy with my care
My touch isn't for anywhere
I don't enjoy my melody anymore

I ask to be alive in my alive
My trust not to be broken
An end to care around this next corner
I never enjoy my melody anymore

Used to be in my emptiness
Used to be in my sadness
Used to be in my travels
Now I don't enjoy my melody anymore

The life I love and feel as my own
As night here in silence
A place I wait to lay alone
I don't enjoy my melody anymore

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 I Don't Feel For Love

When I as an angel, I don't feel for love

I don't feel for love

Inspiration from you will continue
Silent far from you or silent close
You will somehow know what I need
Without thought of how
For what must I say
My life with you isn't a fantasy

Should I picture you, if I won't
To look not to move
To want not to see you
Through hands I won't refuse

When I as an angel, I don't feel for love

I don't feel for love

On this earth so a long time
Places bring some of the reason
I venture beyond space of you true
Where does this send you

When I as an angel, I don't feel for love

I don't feel for love

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I Don't Feel Like Laughing

Should your love not be mine
Why spend the time on laughing
When my life is then gone by
I don't feel like laughing

Though I don't have the answer
For a crying shame about now
I don't feel like laughing

To rest in peace
I don't feel like laughing

To prove how I see
I don't feel like laughing

Unless with you
I touched for you
Every day of my love
I don't feel like laughing

Should your love not be mine
Why spend the time on laughing
When my life is then gone by
I don't feel like laughing

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I Don't Fish, I Don't Sail

I don't fish, I don't sail
Watch birds or care for whales

In memories too painful to remember
Where are you now
It's too hard to imagine
Think for me now
Do I sing free, do I swim
Stay alive to live through

I don't fish, I don't sail
Watch birds or care for whales

In memories too painful to remember
Where are you now
I breath air by force
Under false trust from God
I do everything for others
When I reach myself where am I
It's too hard to imagine
Think for me now

I don't fish, I don't sail

I don't fish, I don't sail

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I Don't Know Who I Am Today

I know attention in need

I don't know who I am today

I know you want to read my words
New thoughts I might find to send
I could forget words exist
Often never want to read again
I know this world uses emotion
Waste of time should you ask
Once here then gone, I leave behind

Notes of wonder and change
Only real to break ways

I don't know who I am today

I know you think my life easy
Contrary belief I must say
I don't want anyone like me
Bored enough for my day
Never a stretch of imagination
Only wrong to breach love

I don't know who I am today

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I Don't Give Dollars For Love

I don't give dollars for love
Only remain true within
These feelings for you

When I can only dream
I know why, what I see
Where I sit for peace

Nice day today, do I need
To now watch months last
Tears to fall, no further yets
Yesterday agains at my door

I still don't give dollars for love
Only remains true within
These feelings for you

Song can be a hard life
Words a hard thought
Easy to leave never through

I don't give dollars for love
Only remains true within
These feelings for you

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I Don't Know Anymore

For five minutes of peace
Thoughts of five a week
My own time to breath
A quiet I seek

I don't know anymore

For hard days I live
Troubled calls I hear
The battle for earth

I don't know anymore

For a look at the ocean
Do I want to see
Or only a place
Nowhere else I may be
To fulfill you away
I learned to understand

I don't know anymore
What is expected of me
The role I now play

I don't know anymore

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I Don't Know How I Live

I don't know how I live
Some days how I live

When I find feeling for anyone
If never in what I need
I only listen for what I want
Understanding old, less than the worth

From homes of so many
One more to lose
On lies from the deepest of hearts
On lies from the strongest of trust
To make a night more than it is

I don't know how I live
Some days how I love

I don't know to speak
Any words don't change anything
In tire of reading old lines
In tire of hearing old times

I don't know how I live
I don't know how I love

I don't know how I live

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I Don't Know I Care To Know

I don't know to change time is an answer

To love missing, life alone, thought down
I don't know choice is always to listen
To find my friend, need of right
I don't know rain is the motion
To stop this loss of wrong
To follow want, fall upon a heart

Man made meanings to reason

I don't know anything tonight
I don't know I care to know
I don't know remark of my person
Will change anything good for my life
Read of me, within me, wear my clothes
I know I am different than most

I know I begin at the end of a song
Do explainations have many ways to go
I don't know, should the world know me
I don't know anything tonight

I don't know I care to know

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I Don't Know What Else To Say

Old photos had to go
I had to move along
Writing of feelings I need
Break through yesterday thoughts
Why to remove myself
From those times in picture
My mind is hard to attention
Hard to focus of now

I don't know what else to say

At times I want an explaination
Why I must be who I am
Change everything around me
To carry on with what I mean
At times I don't tend to easy
In the way easy should be
But I am who I can only move
Grown by my every todays
Sadness to hold my fun happy to create

I don't know what else to say

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I Don't Know What I'm Living For

I don't know what I'm living for

You aren't here to help me live
When I need together with you

I don't know what I'm living for

I know everything you send is meant well

I don't know what I'm living for

I carry on every day alone
The years never to share with you
However I should care for my tears

I don't know what I'm living for

In spirit one forever away
When all I can do is hope to pray
My writings in exchange for you
Is this my price to pay

I don't know what I'm living for

God when will tonight end

I don't know what I'm living for

I know everything you send is meant well

I don't know what I'm living for

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I Don't Know What To Sleep

I don't know what to sleep
I don't know what to wake

I don't know what to write
A thought, a feeling, a want to see
Of you, of life, love, of me

I don't know what to hear
Your answer I now understand
My need, yours, a dream or a wish

I don't know what to sleep
I don't know what to wake

Outside of my imagination and you
I would not believe to move
Compassion from a friend for strength
I would not turn away

I don't know what to read
Not another could be me
Not another could be you

I don't know what to sleep
I don't know what to wake

I don't know what to sleep

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I Don't Know What To Write

I don't know what to write
I haven't written to you
I don't know what to say
I haven't spoken to you
I don't know what to feel
I haven't been in feelings for you
I don't know what to think
My thoughts haven't changed for you
I don't know what to give
I haven't given to you
I don't know where to go
Where haven't I been with you
I don't know how to move
What can't be moved in you
I don't know how to care
When not cared for by you
And I don't know how to be real
If you aren't real to me
I don't know what to write
I haven't written of you

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I Enjoy The Entire Story

Sure a line is to read
Only not always the life need
Sure a line may lead
A line may follow to complete
Only not always the love real

I enjoy the entire story

In the time to listen
The way to watch true
Never ending and new
And I know
To interest myself

If I won't enjoy the meaning
If I wasn't meant to write
If I won't enjoy the reason
I wasn't meant to want
And never do I compare
Why or how
Only I feel together

To enjoy the entire story

I enjoy the entire song

I enyoy the entire story

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I Don't Like Gates

I don't like gates
Fences and dates
Hardly closed doors

In as much as I love you
These stairs have been hard
Prayers seemingly the worse
For the time, the feelings

Take photos away, take songs
Take means to belong

I don't like gates
Gates stand between us
Between those hearts made for one

Life controlled by sorrow
Turned into turned aways
To know what has been real
Never easy the same

I don't like gates
Held in one house
Around any place

I don't like gates

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I Don't Live To Want This Cheap City

Commercials, tv, the world
Evil time, portrayal, or real
Money from stolen needs
I don't live to want this cheap city

Now art, dance, music true
From love, life within I will hear
But be sure every word I ask
Every tune I may hold my peace

Politics, countries, people, hurt so deep
Truth from dirt poor to filthy rich
My identity is who I create
Within my quiet I will write

Old memories, new, now, today
Empty only by false meanings
Feelings I drive, thought, and heart
Power throw arounds I won't touch

Commercials, tv, the world
Evil time, portrayal, or real
Money from stolen needs
I don't live to want this cheap city

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I Don't Need A New Day

I don't need to be
Anyone greater than another
I don't need a thought louder
I don't need time to remember
From you I hold all of these
As I don't need a new day
I don't need a new night
I don't need a plight, I have one
I have an ocean to walk along
I have a shore to believe on
I have a way to follow
I don't need a quest, I have one
I know the Lord well and God
Old turns to take, new to find
I don't need a new day
I don't need a new night
I don't need a future to ask for
I don't need a new day
I don't need a new night
I don't need a new day

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I Don't Need Another Weekend Without You

I don't need another weekend without you

I don't need another hand on my shoulder

Two people are together this is all

I watch everything I love
Fall from my hands
I don't see anyone
To make a difference to my life
Then I look at you
To never feel more
I lay my body down
If just to sing inside

I don't need another weekend without you

I don't need another hand on my shoulder

Two people are together this is all

Every sound moves against me
Then I stand high
Nothing on this earth seems right

I don't need another weekend without you

I don't need another hand on my shoulder

Two people are together this is all

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I Don't Need Everything

I don't need everything
Only what I need

I live without love
Closed away from life
Never to speak
About how I feel

I don't need everything
Only what I need

To be held to touch
My emotion to keep growing
In my way to show

I don't need everything
Only what I need

When to hear
Not told to me
How to walk, how to see

I don't need everything
Only what I need

I don't need everything
Only what I need

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I Don't Need To Plant Flowers Again

What could there possibly stand
A growing need or to be rid

I don't need to plant flowers again

In what haven't I written
What haven't I said
How haven't I lived
What could there possibly stand
A growing need or to be rid

I don't need to plant flowers again

In memory of a cruel manly way
A warm experience of today
An understanding

What haven't I sent
What haven't I touched
What haven't I been through
What could there possibly stand
A growing need or to be rid

I don't need to plant flowers

I don't need to plant flowers

I don't need to plant flowers again

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I Don't Need Today

I don't need today
I don't need to find tomorrow

I don't need today, I don't need to measure my life
By another way, another time

I don't need to hear how love moves
Blinded or of clear eyes

I don't need a thought
Not my own, not of my heart

I don't need today
I don't need to understand

I don't need today

The differences between a woman, a man

I don't need a sermon of want
A noise I just won't like

I don't need to carry the world on my way
The earth on my turns

I don't need today
I don't need to find tomorrow

I don't need today

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Making Rain

 

Making rain this is all I know
Trying to find understanding's road 
Making rain paying with my heart
Once protected by you

 

 

Making rain in my sleep
Win this world one time
Making rain I never said goodbye
How time plays with my eyes

 

Making rain is my life

 

I speak to no one though I try
Holding reason alive for a song
Just to carry feelings along
I'll follow you after the sun

 

Making rain is my life

Making rain it's my life

 

I speak to no one though I try
Holding reason alive for a song
Just to carry feelings along
I'll follow you after the sun

 

Making rain is my life

Making rain it's my life

Making rain is my life

Making rain it's my life


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In a dirty old room
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Only one light
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Only one light
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Only one light
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