How Real Is Why
In what language, anger on peace bare
Clothed or in a distance
True feelings to feel or understanding
Alive, delighted, no desire
Answer me something, how real is why
To think again or only once
Play or not a music box
Use day how, in love or none
Find need for tears because
To walk away from there
How real is why, how real is how
And God, Oh My God
The trouble with this world
Should I change this line
Answer me something,
how real is why
How real is why
How
real is why, how real is how
And to
speak or be silent
How real are you and I
How real is why
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How To Perceive
I understand thee are times to read
Times to listen, ways
of peace
Time for thought, thanks to friends
However I may feel
For the love I need, from
In the name
of the Lord or not
How to perceive
Held
of your hand or in prayer for
To leave in never, reach forevers
I understand I am free
By spirit in emotions
of all
After all of these songs given
Face to face or never seen
How to perceive
Blessings from everything
I understand how to remain the same
In quiet
or with noise
I understand there are times to read
How to perceive
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How Ugly Of The World, Beautiful Again
I think about the memories I hold
How valuable, however young or old
I
think about the lies I have heard
I think about the ones I have told
I think about the places I love
The people
I know, the right and the wrong
The ways I turn, the thoughts I choose
How ugly of the world, beautiful again
My days of life, the feelings I long to use
I think about the changing of my
needs
What home means silent and in noise
I think about the hope of my joys
Trust, faith, and peace, living
down inside
My wait to continue to hurt again
So many nights to find of my alone
My writings and the value
they become
How ugly of the world, beautiful again
How ugly of the world, beautiful again
How critical it is within
How ugly of the world, beautiful
again
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How Will I Tell This Time
Guess it was me
Guess it
was you
Guess this friendship was true
However angry I feel
Guess I must be who I was
But how will I tell this time
Though I know real again
How will I tell
this time
For one thing doesn't fit
in
The recording I once held
Just you and nothing else
How will I tell this time
Though I know
How will I tell this time
No world, no place to please
Or are these memories now
Only memories to
put away
But how will I tell this time
Though I know
How will I tell this time
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How Will You Respond
I know a name isn't always the meaning
From within is the beauty found
I know I shouldn't fear love
I should only fear God
How will you respond
Some days I become weak
Been a long time of want for you
I know to feel
real is right
I could have anything I ask
I keep silent to touch you
How will this move you
Thought from a long time of need
Who next in you to become
I know one room
of many hopes
Many rooms without
Will you understand, I know you have
I know I shouldn't fear love
I should
only fear God
How will you respond
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How Wrong
How wrong to treat me without life
How wrong to touch me without love
How unreal do you think I live
Do I hold need in your hands
Of who
do you believe I should be
What of who I am
Wouldn't I know why I feel
Couldn't I have a mind of my own
For silence the greatest of peace
The right sound of time to come along
How do I beat my own heart
Do I reach from within myself
Do I see from
within me
Or do I ask of the Lord
When do I deserve my hope
Is the sun, why my light today
Where is it
written empty of sea
Uncared for you are of God
How wrong to treat me without life
How wrong to touch me without love
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How Wrong Of Your Heart
How wrong of your heart
When I am called away from my peace
To listen to you or think
I know when you are near
What you want, how you need
I don't mind, I am never the
same
I become more, more depressed by you
How wrong of your heart
In where I live and how I rest
Should I become solo or sad
Both together
or near tears or smiles
The person who loves me the most
He understands and cares how I breath
If you don't
this is selfish I believe
To ask for attention then just leave
How wrong of your heart don't you think
As though I owe my life to you
As you touch
me, but do you though
Inspiration or none how wrong you are
How wrong of your heart, how wrong you are
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How Wrong You Live
How wrong you live
How wrong you live is true
How
wrong you live could come back on you
I
see myself in your corner
I see myself on your wall
I ask for your love I need near
I ask for your life I love
I try to make you listen
I try to make you understand
How wrong you live
How wrong you live is true
How wrong you live could come back on you
My eyes look to your ceiling
My thought screams inside
God he isn't watching
after his day and night
It's so hard for me
For how wrong you live
How wrong you live is true
How wrong you live could come back on you
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How Long Have I Been In Love With You
In defense of my heart for life
You to play my picture sent
Never to let anyone touch my feelings
Handed the time to ask from you
It takes
a lot for me to remain silent
When I reach to hear you understand
Only you are not near, I never to speak
How many words have I counted
Written by my thought for you
With the world
absent to my mind
Places travelled now absent to my eyes
How long have I been in love with you
In defense of my heart for life
You to play my picture sent
Never to let anyone touch my feelings
No other could imagine my quiet
You would read my emotion, notice
How long have I been in love with you
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How Many Bitter Hearts To Survive
Where will I be at Christmas
Where will
I be on my birthday
How many bitter hearts to survive
What will I find this year
To lead me away from my love
In everything I try to write
The
short of time, the hurt
The way of life as I grow
How many bitter hearts to survive
Will I for once walk free
From tonight is a low feeling
Today was a leave
of thought
The time to sit into peace
I don't know how or why
To talk about hidden skys
Running out of
space and then
How many bitter hearts to survive
Where will I be at Christmas
Where will I be on my birthday
How many bitter hearts to survive
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How Many Galaxies Exist Again
How many galaxies exist again
Learn how to fly, believe in spirit
No you can't let another have freedom
You
destroy the heart and soul
For you don't have your world
In aware you could never exist
How many galaxies exist again
You don't let the Lord breath
You don't take
time for a whole story
Only your need agrees
Peace is only to you for you, life and love
You can't understand,
no other should
You know all, no one else would
But how many galaxies exist again
For time and beauty go count them
Learn how to fly and believe
in spirit
No you can't let another have freedom
You destroy the heart and soul
How many galaxies exist again
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How Many Living Years Left
Don't get me wrong I have lived well
I
have received the most of my want
I have been handed love not many find
I have also learned so very much
But
how many living years left
I must ask
for my walk with you
I must read more from you
For how you keep my move ahead
For my understanding peace you
give
But how many living years left
For
the way you satisfy me
The way you hold just enough
For the so many years I have been through
For how many
living years left
I refused but had
to accept you
For age for to leave the next
For open pages I would never know
For memories I must react
But how many living years left
How
many living years left
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How Many Prayers Can One Summer Need
How many prayers can one summer
need
If birds to fly by isn't on my mind
Hills to climb, shores to walk again
I don't become surprized unless
from you
How the sky moves or stands
Clouds near but you are closer
Colors change but my feelings won't
Turns of time also don't touch me
Only you I could wrap your arms around
The same to look into your life
In
my way to live you now
You are above a dance along tonight
How many prayers can one summer need
May I find my always in you
Winter doesn't need to show
another spring
For how many prayers can one summer need
How many prayers can one summer need
To lay me down, lay me down, and under you
If you could
break the quiet I keep
How many
prayers can one summer need
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How Much Longer Must I Wait
How much longer must I wait
Why your love,
your life this way
I thought together we would remain
Not again this alone in pain
Why this price to pay
Whatever I do for you
Whatever you choose for me
Where next will we be
How much longer must I wait
Why your love, your life this way
I know I
write at times confusion
Then somehow to show meaning
Throw away again today
But how much longer must I wait
How much longer must I wait
Why your love, your life this way
How much longer must I wait
Why your love, your life this way
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How Many Words Have I Counted
Written by my thought for you
With
the world absent to my mind
Places travelled now absent to my eyes
How long have I been in love with you
In defense of my heart for life
You to play my picture sent
Never to let
anyone touch my feelings
Handed the time to ask from you
It takes a lot for me to remain silent
When I reach to hear you understand
Only you are not near, I never to speak
I could never forget, let anyone move me
No other could imagine my quiet
You would read my emotion, notice
How many words have I counted
Written by my thought for you
With the world
absent to my mind
Places travelled now absent to my eyes
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How Night Reigns
I moved aside of your life
I tried with my heart
How night reigns
My night is morning
How people sound
I can be the same
Taken by the regular mind
Not easy
at times to break
Rare to catch a glimpse
Why do I need
Admire of wrong
Known in many days
Answered by who
Shown by how
How night reigns
My night is morning
Remember well
How night reigns
My night is morning
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How Of Low
To start a day
End a night
Stand on right
Thought to find
Want of high
To carry where
I don't care much
I won't feel long
For life on water
Love on land
I won't time wrong
Wait on heart
To start a day
End a night
How of low
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How Often Do I Pray
How often do I pray
Laugh about my sadness
Look further away
When you leave me here
To care for myself
Why won't you see
You only
think of me as free
In my love is easy
Is earth forever to you
On some days
To take what is mine
This never seems real
In my life you think
Who may I be
Then how often do I pray
How often do I pray
Laugh about my sadness
Look further away
How often do I pray
How often do I pray
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How Quiet Should I Be Now About You
How quiet should I be now about you
For every
lonely hurt second by you
For every bit of trust I used on you
Every time I continued to believe in you
I waited
through the abuse of you
For every day to pass away from you
How would you be more true
I was sure with my
life tomorrow
For my peace more real on you
How quiet should I be now about you
To know I was to pray for you
To pray for your attention
To pray
to protect you
To pray to cleanse you
To pray to save you
To prepare you for the Lord
To hide you away
from his anger
To remove your sin from you
What am I to understand
How quiet should I be now about you
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How Real Care Understands
How many ways are there
To say I miss you
I know there is no way
To forget you
How many times to remember
How many days pass
today
How real care understands
How
many thoughts, sights
How many feelings once
How many houses
How many losses
How real care understands
How many why count
How I know life turns
How I know love well
I know
hearts and move alongs
How real care understands
How many wins
How real care understands
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How You Bring Me Down
I see there are clouds today
My life of clear sky
On
a foreign wind of way
How you bring
me down
Beside the shore of begin agains
I hear how to waste away
Into my hearts hurt
Stand only after memories
Nights of prayer or song
Until I see there are clouds today
My life of clear sky
On a foreign wind
of way
How you bring me down
A colorful sea, a personal tree
A live to the sun
Do you owe what you don't
own
As I see there are clouds today
My life of clear sky
On a foreign wind of way
How you bring me down
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How Young We Are Sometimes
How young we are sometimes
How old we believe to be
How we look at
life
How we think of love
How again to want to give
How then without care to receive
How little we are
at times
How big we seem
How we cry, how we laugh
How we want to live
How we need eachother
How America
stands inside of us
How the going is good, how sad
How the rough, how the bad
How the Lord then decides
How much you meant to me
How you were so my heart
How deep feelings carry on
How then we were never together
How then we had to part
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However Alone I Stand
However alone I stand
I won't want different
I will hear all changes in song
Never to feel real unless with you
I will refuse to believe in another
In
your hold as more than words
More than one day of our together
However alone I stand
I won't need different
Your innocence will always intrigue me
Your warmth of heart
The way you superseed everybody
For I have written more than enough
In longer days than
today have existed
In this seems to be my deepest hurt
For however I stand alone
I won't want different
For however I stand alone
I won't need different
However alone I stand
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However Forever Would Claim
My wait for you has been years
Turned down of so
offered to live
Never to think you won't see
Never to feel unwanted, untrue
Love of mine, my run to you
My want has remained
My hold of meaning to explain
Never to leave my peace
Never to disbelieve
However
forever would claim
My reason,
my reach is the same
My emptiness, my loneliness change
My walk alone continues
My only stop of day
My
heart never broken of care
My patience, my prayer
However forever would claim
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However Hurt
May be time to forget you now
Forget these thoughts
I carry
However hurt I become
Lost
in memory I won't want
What more can I choose
Too many years have moved by
To wait has been my only friend
Sure in song around
Enough to handle I no longer wear
May be time to feel this way
Run from this alone
However hurt I've known
Empty fortune
touch for me
Unreason in understanding, I look on
Against or with the impossible why
The fun of my love and
life
May be my need to learn
Not another day of unreal as wrong
However hurt I am now
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However I Feel
My years inside of your words
I waited until heard
As
photos aren't my fave
Boards or bulletin past times
Thoughts of you
These were my greatest wonders
Now
I don't know what is true
Given most places to be
Handed my hold on you
Look into all meant to live
I
don't know
Run upon satisfy of real
I don't know
Outside once seemed important
Now this is not so
I
expect tonight the same
However I feel
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However I Live My Life
However I live my life
The color of my dark may be bright
However I live my thought
I don't always walk on time
Beige may become my want
When my need is a love I carry
To learn language deserves respect
Appearance often reigns wrong
After
my mind is right
Would you notice my meaning
My feelings have travelled their ways
However I live my life
If this entertains me
I speak washed isn't all so
clean
Outside doesn't replace within
However
I live my life
My feelings have travelled their ways
However I live my thought
However I live my life
However
I live my life
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However I May Appear or Believe
However I may appear or believe
Sure some nights everyone appears
I can not become
someone I am not
Depends on why I might need to hear
Sure some days are long and hard
I continue to care as
I should
Never have I spent much time in the crowd
Never have I wanted to dance and wave
Listen to loud sound,
lights so bright
I can not say what I won't speak
However I may appear or believe
Sure some nights everyone
appears
Depends on why I might need to hear
Sure some days are long and hard
I continue to care as I should
However I may appear or believe
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However This World Turns
However this world turns
This life I live today
In my story way
With all touches
and holds
As anothers may be known
In the heart I remove evil
Tries of suffers to leave
Quiet to clean
my love
However this world turns
We all go through changes
I reach with my own
Now these feelings I move along
Should I think throughout night
Pray my day away
This life I live today
However this world turns
We all go through changes
I reach with my own
Now these feelings I move along
However this world turns
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However You Send Your Love
So hard I live today
However you send
your love
So hard I see this now
There will always be more
In my life or not
Your love sent to hold me
so bare
Yet you laugh with care
You try never to leave me alone
Never have I more than you
Never found
a home to belong
In this memory alive I must receive
I must receive you
I try to refuse only you return
Why must I so hard to live today
So hard I live today
For someone to make sense of me
Yes this is where I
sit with you
On so young of a child I can't regret
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How Old Will I Be
Left to forget who I am
Where I stand holds no meaning
I don't think to want another
way
How old will I be
Left to remember
from once ago
When will mankind disappear
I don't like to need another year
How old will I be
Left to long for quiet
Peace is a missing treasure
Movement may be laughter
How old will I be
Left to expect nothing
Heart has trust empty
The best I can hold together
How old will I be
Left on a back street alley
What could be better
I don't dream as everybody
How old will I be
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Home Has A Heart Somewhere
This moon is cold
An age grown old
I see only from sight
I don't watch in want
This life is dead
Hills and mountains of lead
This love of body
Mind
in need to keep alive
Home has a heart
somewhere
A mother and a father
Tears are for laughing
This sky is blue
A color not lost
What could be the reason
This sun and or set
Fallen leaves still to touch
What could be the meaning
Home has a heart somewhere
A mother and a father
Tears are for laughing
This feeling am I to feel
Who sells my evening
Tired of another evil day
Home has a heart somewhere
A mother and a father
Tears are for laughing
Home has a heart somewhere
A mother and a father
Tears are for laughing
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