79 Writings

If I miss anything at all
Entertained for awhile
The value of time
Quiet darkness in my mind

Lighthearted with easy
On this night I never leave
Held by only who I never held
Alive tuned warm and true

If I care for any feelings
Waiting on my number's day
For this comedy I play
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Pushed beyond care
How do I feel
What meaning is to share
I wonder who sees my tears

Quietly sitting amid the pines
Waiting on time to settle down
Feeling for my truest feelings of life
Listening to my thoughts reign for love

See to thank if I care
Resting my eyes, sharing my want
Holding my need, abused otherwise
Now is a change always to appear
Looking from my peace within

From change in want from others
I can't afford this world any longer
I can't think for tomorrow
To live today has become harder
To love my own way seems farther
From change in want from others

I will rest a bit longer
Listen to this quiet wonder
Become excited for tomorrow

My forever in call
To brighten my darkness
A need to remain
A wake a little longer

What began as a simple request
This has become a complicated day
What should be easy to understand
This has become a hardship on my way

What was once told a gift from god
This has become hurt in the lord
What was a world full of adventure
This has become a fear of forgiveness

What should be peace and trust
This is torn apart pain, loneliness
What was meant to be, explain again
Thrown by a cloud to this day

I understand how you live
What you go through for life
To see you as a person as I
Forgotten of earth forever
Everything shown is old
A way to forget true need

There is no care for me
In whatever I do
Held down by hurt to feel
Enjoy the pain

A life line keeps my writing alive
Only writing isn't all there is to life
Apologies don't change love or time
Love and time only remains
Feelings never change when real
Thoughts don't leave for different ideas

People find experiences along the way
The truth always wins the day
Scenery isn't everything to togetherness
Age plays with insight
Spirit and soul win all there is
Sound only means a share of the sight

For My Home As Mine

For my home as mine
Weakness brings feelings to write
For my home as mine

I'm trying to find my beginning to life
Use these memories for time of love
Listen to my thoughts, think for my wants
Never wonder again for why

I'm trying to keep my future alive
Use my belief as I decide
Leave where I won't need behind
Move on how I please I find

For my home as mine
Weakness brings feelings to write
For my home as mine

I don't like being told
How to live, how to love
How to stop then start again
My meaning to stand strong and proud

For my home as mine
Weakness brings feelings to write
For my home as mine

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Forgive Awhile

I will rest a moment
On your song
Today for a thought
For your love to be held

Forgive awhile
Until I remember
The losses, there are wins
Somewhere within

In the heart grows old
Changes in music, tones, tunes
Callous man you are

Forgive awhile
Until I remember
The losses, there are wins
Somewhere within

Where I left you
Never to return
Memory of everyone
Meaning of

Forgive awhile
Until I remember
The losses, there are wins
Somewhere within

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First Time I Change

I don't need music to say how I feel
I don't need to live different
I hold enough quiet and peace
To share thought I run through me

First time I change I'll let you know

A gift may need to surprize me
Choice often rules as its' own
Not true of choice to believe me

First time I change I'll let you know

Love from you isn't crazy
Likes for a care or two

Make life to listen
Make life to hear
Would you be less to me

First time I change I'll let you know

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Far From You

Far from you
I don't know more

Far from you
I don't understand
Forget the piano
Remember the notes
These thoughts

Far from you
I don't know more

I can hear you
Without spoken words
Repeat after repeat
One is the beginning
Emotions and feelings

Far from you
I don't know more

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Fail Above The Sky, Succeed Here With Me

Fail above the sky, succeed here with me
There are no forevers if right I see
Spend love on time if life to you
Then hold away alone if I miss you
For I won't hear but not if from you

Barely then survive how will you please
Post today upon I weaken you away
All for you I turn eachother wasn't made

Fail above the sky, succeed here with me

Fail above the sky, succeed here with me
Or finish why you had me I begin
To recreate our thought or follow the same
Newly believe our want or hidden to change
A manner had you taken I kindly mean

Fail above the sky, succeed here with me

Are you as I now in my again
There are no forevers if real you send
But never have I more than I continue

Fail above the sky, succeed here with me

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Faith On Opinions
Faith on opinions I can expect
Faith on opinions I can reject
Unhappy today at less of your love
Home isn't the same, life missing to want
How to feel remains, time given this worth
More to endure, more to understand
Depth of so many reasons loss can destroy
Faith on opinions never to hold
What makes for silence tears won't overcome
Faith on opinions never to run
Look at the world, you and I, us
In learn of your lessons, what is your life
Example what I may accept as excuse
Faith on opinions never to sense
What makes for noise, peace between us
Faith on opinions never to end
Faith on opinions I can expect
Faith on opinions I can reject
Faith on opinions I continue to live

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Fall To My Heart

What do you do for my love
When you need, you want
When your hold is cold
You feel broken and down

Fall to my heart

When your lullaby cleanses my eyes
Your strength relives my mind
Your hands change my day
On the way of the world
When you abuse your life
When you haven't said your prayers

Fall to my heart

What do you do with your promises
Again to turn to me
To get me through spring, summer
When you long for me

What do you do for my life
What do you do for my love

Fall to my heart

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Fallen Only For A Dream Incomplete

Fallen only for a dream incomplete
This is worse than having everything

Wishes on the best of how do I feel
Every new touch to send in where
Longings I carry so often of you
Hurt is a hard night to leave

Fallen only for a dream incomplete
This is worse than having everything

How I try to tell you and why
Grown in want to know your love
Life easy as the hold to heart
Never do I know tomorrow now

Fallen only for a dream incomplete
This is worse than having everything

Single once, single again to never move
Thought for my next thought from you
Should I say more or keep my peace

Fallen only for a dream incomplete
This is worse than having everything

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Familiar With Alone

Familiar with alone
I awake with my day
Familiar with my home
I sleep with the night

At peace within of enjoyment on the wind
At quiet in sight never to end
Not one wish do I use
Not one thought of a dream to live
My life is real as my love I use
How I feel only means to be true

Familiar with alone
I awake my day
Familiar with my home
I sleep with the night

My walk beyond now never one regret
My look behind now never a loss

Familiar with alone
I awake my day
Familiar with my home
I sleep with the night

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Fans Must Take Who I Am

Fans talk I understand
Fans love and need, fans care
Only so far to explain
When I look in
When I read, I hear
When I remember

Fans must take who I am

Fans dream, wish, and pray
Fans live every day
To share and enjoy
Only so far to explain
When I reach in
When I want who I am
When I turn away

Fans must take who I am

Real life, real night, real heart
I notice everything
Only feelings belong to everyone
Emotions and thoughts

Fans still must take who I am

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Fantasies Don't Entertain Me

I ask over and over
For the same love
I wait and trust
For the same life
I want and need
For the same touch

Fantasies don't entertain me

I think over and over
For the same thought
I keep over and over
For the same way
I stand over and over
For the same day

Fantasies don't entertain me

I wish if I must wish as always
I dream if I must dream the same
Real is my complete person

Fantasies don't entertain me

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Far Away From Home

Far away from home
Far away from home
People never change
Far away from home

Days go by slow
Thoughts remain

Far away from home
Love is the same

Far away from home
Far away from home
You not here today
You not here tonight

Far away from home
Life continues wrong

Far away from home
Far away from home
People never change
Far away from home

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Far From The Lord
In God to speak the truth
In God to speak to you
Of you, the pain in my heart
Of the life you care nothing for
Your stone house of cold
Far from the Lord
You don't care for anybody but you
Fortune I have good friends
To listen, to stand beside me
Remove your take of my peace
Stand in front of your shallow sea
Fortune for me today is upbeat
Don't know what I would do away
In God to speak the truth
In God to speak to you
Of you, the pain in my heart
Of the life you care nothing for
Your stone house of cold
Far from the Lord

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Far Removed But Not Blue
If you satisfy my lifes desire
I have been blessed for my loves calling
Think of something I hold silence over
Think of somewhere I think with meaning
Bring your gift I give to you
Far removed not blue
After all for my love for you
After all for my peace of mind in yours
Even around you believe you don't hold me
How wrong could you be
For had you once listened to me
I am never untrue for you far removed
Far removed but not blue
I have never come to you outside of
Far removed but not blue
Now too never to turn your wonder away
Never to harm you
My prayer for you remains as real
Far removed but not blue
Far removed but not blue
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Father I Sit Here Alive
Touched by lonely emotions
Broken is life
Beauty of love for my mind
What is the exchange for evil
How is evil removed from time
Why is the taste of togetherness
Weak and destined as loss
Father I sit here alive
There must be a forever freedom
Lust gone forever and hurt
There must be your need as mine
There must be your love
Father I sit here alive
Touched by lonely emotions
Broken is life
Beauty of love for my mind
As real as I have written
Why did I write this line
Father I sit here alive
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Father Sometimes You Could Have Known
Father sometimes you could have known
When you could have shown
You could have told me more
Under the walks I take
Through the life I make
About now how to live my ways
Where to have covered my heart
Not to become the loneliest one
Well inside but so thrown around
My only leave of you
Is yet not given with love
The only sight
Why you had to be you
I could only choose
These rivers and country lanes
Rails to my pined coned trees
Father sometimes you could have known
When you could have shown
You could have told me more
Father sometimes you could have known
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Fathers Don't Dream A Dime A Dozen
In punishment of emptiness
Loneliness of true love, what else
Memories of high, low thoughts at times
To just as soon die alone
Or in a rose will never die
Fathers don't come a dime a dozen
To wear what is, isn't my own
To understand who I am, you are
Mothers are even harder to find
Given good care, pawned or bought
Fathers don't come a dime a dozen
Noone, anyone, happy, not within
Large, small, medium, what of length
Taken of none, many gifts
Weight in where will you be one day
Your hand to hand touch, walk away
Fathers don't dream a dime a dozen
Look as well I need
Feelings, begging, silent prayer
Fathers don't dream a dime a dozen
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Fear Not These People Around Me
To finish my writings I live
To keep in touch with my thought
Follow my heart of truth
Love my life and love
To sit in peace with my quiet
To reach and find my way
Fear not these people around me
Out to sway how I feel
To remember my meaning to reason
To receive only my day
Wait as I would, want as I should
Carry my yesterdays pain
Color my scenery as I may
To finish my writings I live
To keep in touch with my thought
Follow my heart of truth
Love my life and love
To sit in peace with my quiet
To reach and find my way
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Feel For Me For You
February is near again
The same as when you win
Every time I hear from you
Every time I call to you
Only March passes by
With a wind to only remember
Feel for me for you
This is December
My November, January faith
September though was already cold
Feel for me for you
Have April return us together
Why must May seem separate
Then June my heart will break
July and August to ask
Feel for me for you
Feel for me in you
January is over before beginning
Feel for me for you
Feel for me in you
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Feels Of Poison Inside
To call my love away
To stop my life grown
To change my mind
My need to lay down
To stand hardened, not of a child
To long for time
Feels strange to understand
Feels of poison inside
Ways of loss to sleep at night
Never to be alright
Feels tomorrow to be wrong
Feels anothers quest not I
Feels of a turn I won't move
Feels of poison inside
To call my love away
To stop my life grown
To change my mind
Feels of poison inside
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Final Touches
For final touches
For time true to feel
To say how I feel
I don't hear to dream
In arm of love
I wait, I watch
For final touches of love
Easy to understand never over
Sure you would not always be here
Only near when you should
My way to live on, to belong
Never could you leave behind
Final touches with an end
Final touches of our memory
Final touches of thanks
My heart hurt for you to be strong
For final touches until
Final touches of real
For final touches
For time true to feel
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Finally
Finally
Finally I don't need to dream
Just in time I live living moments
Again from you finally
I keep trying to say
I share in everything from a man could be
On this earth for you only
There is no end to my love finally
As there your thought should not find care
Finally
Now empty is another story
Never to dance or sing
Finally I don't need to dream
Again you have sent my only need
To you may I ask finally
Finally as I have waited with my trust
Left alone yes finally, for your worth
For finally I don't need to dream
Finally, finally
Finally
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Find Me
Quietly into the Lord for you
Loudly spoken with truth
Driven always to understand you
To live on with how I feel
Listened, how did I know to hear
Never to ask unless to you
Find me as I find you
In love isn't easy sometimes
Trusted of heart, wondered of right
The meaning of time, the remains of wrong
The meaning of the man in you
In send of peace, in share of pain
Find me as I find you
Quietly into the Lord for me
Loudly spoken with truth
Driven always to understand me
To live on with how I feel
Watched, how did I know to see
Find me as I find you
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Find Me As I Find You
I still want us to be true
I still ask to talk together
Look for me as I do you
When I must read to pass time
I can't be with you
As you are who you may be
All so often in your love but not mine
As I never refuse you life
So many times I don't move in my life
Everywhere I go
Find me as I find you
I still want us to be real
I give away my joy
How long I sit on my mind
You will bring something new I know
If I run out of day or night
No other will notice me but you
Find me as I find you
I still want us to be true
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Find The Friend In You
Find the friend in you
Often a dream never to be true
This can be the best life to use
Time to spend away from hurt and pain
A way to lay in peace
When hard to understand the Lord
When hard to understand yourself
When hard to be who you are
I don't know how anyone thinks love is easy
I don't know how anyone believes somedays
Only I may share my feelings as I see
Only I may tell you what is real
To speak honestly, to wait
I never said always patiently
Find the friend in you
I happen to remember many tears
Many unfair people, unfair years
I continue to pray
Find the friend in me
Find the friend in you
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Fine Man Of Your Cruelty
Fine man of your cruelty
As long as I write something
As long as I am real
I am never near
Of when I could miss today
Though I touch my love
Only I am not seen
I then could not find for life
I still would not be with you
Then here is earth and man
Woman and the created want
To you I been chosen for what
Who may I never be again
Fine man of your cruelty
Fine man of your want
For the power of your hands
Are you lost at my thought
Fine man of your cruelty
Though I touch for my love
Only I am not heard
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Flowers From You
Flowers from you
Time to show true
Not to live left in tears
I can not play
What another may say
I can not change
Flowers from you
Never to die
Love and life as us
Flowers from you
Time to show true
Not to live left in tears
I can not play
What another may say
I can not change
Flowers from you
Never to die
Love and life as us
Flowers from you
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Flowers Weep Broken Charms Are Real
Flowers weep broken charms are real
For artificial links wish to feel
Then why don't you think I'm true
Or am I not to care
A story book needs to be read
Only this cartoon doesn't laugh
Try to grow when you can't
Are you running for my love to pretend
Can't you speak gifts await to give
Unanswered holds never refuse to live
Will you hear, won't you begin
An end may ask you I can tell
Flowers weep broken charms are real
Take for however long you stand
Whatever quiet I know so well
Whoever you must be
Flowers weep broken charms are real
For more than you could I exist
Flowers weep broken charms are real
For artificial links wish to feel
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Funny How Thoughts Play
Funny how thoughts play
What should be
If to hear, if to see
What makes hurt
Think old, feel young
To miss your hold
Forget my own
Funny how thoughts play
Quiet, names to change
Carry the same way
I don't have time for pain
Held togethers
Funny how thoughts play
Right and wrong
A song to sing
A love to believe
Life to need

Funny how thoughts play
Funny how thoughts play
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Funny How True
Funny how true
I am not just anyone to you
I try to speak
With winter never over here
Chilling freezing rain in the sun
Marks of time with meanings gone
Sparks of love not to exist
Anything to hold is a loss
To call of living gone
The country carries on
Funny how true
I am not just anyone to you
I try to speak
After you again I feel as I should
Walking on my thought, on these words
How funny how true
I am not just anyone to you
I try to speak
Funny how true
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Funny Rooms Never To Leave
Funny rooms never to leave
In emptiness never yet to end
Incredible places unable to see
Home for want, house for need
You and I, our retreat

Every time I seem to make my way
Into my quiet of today
I need not hear to understand
Where now my tomorrow has been
I think too much to be complete
Don't let life fool you, or love
Lies run rampid on this earth
Funny rooms never to leave
In emptiness never yet to end
Incredible places only for me
Home for want, house for need
You and I, our retreat
Funny rooms never to leave
Funny rooms never to leave
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Funny Who I Am
One day life runs smooth
Hearts then turned with the mood
Talk for hours to speak
Silence then so complete
Fear to lose love, win
Changes rapid to slow
Funny who I am
Funny who I am
One days life to run with
Lonely nights become morning again
To miss someone
To reach a wish
Prayer for peace, honest harmony
Remain in pain, eyes closed
Funny who I am
Funny who I am
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Funny, Some Things
Funny, the thoughts come to mind
Funny, what life means to me
When I watch how I was grown
Where I travel my eyes
Never to compete, only be who I am
Funny, some things
Funny, the people, places, times
Funny, how I may want, need
When I watch how I listen for love
When a day begins for me, ends
How I may never return, continue
How I may wait, why, experience
Funny, some things
Funny, the thoughts come to mind
Funny, what life means to me
Funny, some things
Funny, the people, places, times
Funny, how I may want, need
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Fear Your Own Hold
Fear your own hold
Leave me alone
Rare to demand
For when I speak
My heart to notice wrong
In life and love
Time for thought, hurt
Fear your own hold
Leave me alone
Noone will buy me
Noone will touch
Should I believe
Now please
Fear your own hold
Leave me alone
Fear your own hold
Leave mine alone
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For A Perfect Godly Place Once
Unless I see your love
Beyond my door I don't leave
The peace amid my thoughts
Unless I hear your love
A voice isn't enough to listen
It's not a good thing so strong
Made to understand
Unless I understand your love
For a perfect godly place once
You would ask the same
Security holds a funny way
Too many scenes are not us
You would need
Parents are then the only gold
For will I try
I want to know why
I deeply want to know why
Places aren't people, people aren't home
For a perfect godly place once
For a perfect godly place once
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For Another Thankyou
Another thankyou along my way
Led into my want
The right changes to come
Only again I must move on
Stop awhile to share a feeling
Use a memory, reach a choice
Ask for my love true, my life
Give my heart this gift
Another thankyou to rest within
The many ways to use
Words may be held
The better of my forever
Called back by who should call
Another thankyou along my way
Another thankyou along my day
Another thankyou to rest within
Now I must move on
I must move on
For another thank you along my way
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Follow The Distance
Beyond the drive
Beyond the reasons
Beyond our love
Life in you
Beyond us
Follow the distance
Of our hearts
As close as we are
I watch you leave again
Beyond how you fly
Beyond when
But not the pain inside
Follow the distance
Of our hearts
As close as we are
This remains
To leave behind
Once together
Follow the distance
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For Autumn To Return
For autumn to return
I will only agree
I again hear of me in your song
For autumn to return
From you as I need
Not only a memory
Grown to hear from you
I live my life, I use my love
I play with your mind always
I never like very much
The wrong sign of the truth
I scream and I cry
For autumn to return
In thought of you to understand
With doors and windows closed
For autumn to return
For autumn to return
I will only agree
I again hear of me in your heart
For autumn to return
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For Dreaming
For dreaming of you now
Watching poor folks walk by
In the truth of love
In you and I apart
Talking about my way
Waiting easily believing
Remembering where you may be
For dreaming
For dreaming of you now
When you may settle
How are you, how am I
Why is this the gift I receive
You unreal today
For truth, for my life
For dreaming
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For Me To Trust In You
For me to trust in you
Every time I go to turn away
How you bring me back around
Every time I ask from you a change
You find a new thought for me to live
Every time I fall short of a line
You bring along a bit of new time
Every time I begin to shed a tear
You walk in and stop me right there
For me to trust in you, in all to see
You are sure in today I remain
Even when I didn't believe in you
Though I waited anyway
You call me close, listen, listen
You know when I miss you
You understand how hard it can be
For me to trust in you
You continue to give your friendship
For me to trust in you
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For My Beverly Hills Wish
For my Beverly Hills wish
A sweep of my lamp post escape
You there for me would always be real
Upon the said and done, sea we stay
Of the togetherness to keep us close
Of a goodbye to forget, to remember apart
I know when I am loved, when I love
For my Beverly Hills wish
A sweep of my lamp post escape
Darkness of no thing meant to be
True and right for me I know why
In this life now, in this life over
Driven by the morning near
I would long to hear from you again
You would long to keep me pleased
For my Beverly Hills wish
A sweep of my lamp post escape
For my Beverly Hills wish
A sweep of my lamp post escape
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For My Only Love
Picture perfect friends
Closeness to speak
Complete forever friends
Motionless meaning
Warm I may grow, cold agrees
Empty ways, upons of time
For my only love, my only
My want to need, what of me
If too light, never so bright
To live together or apart
I recognize clothed fairs
Lost differences to hear
For my only love, my one
My want to need, what of me
Picture perfect friends
Closeness to speak
Complete forever friends
Motionless meaning
For my only love
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For Right Now
For right now I don't want to read
Then never when I don't recite
My love is only to write
In enough of my language to learn
For right now just as much
My influence to keep inside of myself
As well to watch into the day
How much I have left here of you
If I have lost any part
Yet never losing my weakness of heart
For right now with your life
For right now as I am real
When I move my time to speak
I choose to remind you
There isn't a different place
For right now where I should be
For what I should know
I will leave this up to you right now
For right now
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For The Girl You Love
For the girl you love
I write to who you give
You don't hear I exist
Life doesn't cease to hand to you
Of when I rest
I again send to who you give

For the girl you love
This is from my hard earned heart
Inside could never hurt more
Left without night for day
This too is unlikely to change
On a card
For the girl you love
I write to who you love
My feel for need
My quest for want
Until truly I have held enough
Should you see
For the girl you love
I write to the girl you love
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For The Love Of God
For the love of God
For my feelings, my emotions
For my night within peace
I don't ask for much
Only the love is mine
I don't live for more
Only the life is mine
For the love of God
For my feelings, my emotions
For my night within peace
When I begin my day
This is a so very little way
I don't hurt anyone
With my hands or heart
I don't reach unless mine
I don't give unless mine
I don't receive unless for me
For the love of God
For my feelings, my emotions
For my night within peace
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For You
How you gifted with love to free
My need of thought, life, peace
Never made to feel empty
How often I could see you ahead
How often I could settle my alone
How often you heard my hard call
For you I always reach goodness
For you I find my best of heart
For you my want of home
Breath of air between us fulfilled
You taught understanding to learn
You taught cry deep, pull hard
You taught prayers, time, being lost
For you I would walk earth forever
For you my sincerest thanks
My shine within the stars, without
For the silence you move into my arms
For you I will never forget
One day by you soon
For you I would be held
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Forced To Love You Again Here
Forced to love you again here
Don't take forced wrong
Only I was breaking away from you
As I had come to say my thanks
As I had given my prayer
As I had asked of you everything I held
I was sure finally I could leave you
When that one touch of yours was over
When that story came to its ending
I thought my amazement was over
You had heard me was enough
There to send my heart felt warmth
There to show the Lord his respects
There again to try to impress you
There for you to be first there
There for you then to always sleep well
Forced to love you again here
I know I don't always speak seems well
I do my best for you only and forced
Forced to love you again here
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Forever Evils Entice Me None
Fortune to have grown through life
Age, wisdom, learning of time
The Lord has been good to me
With understanding I write
Love means more than world
From any shelter, uncovers of holds
We all decide our envisions
Forever evils entice me none
I write my escapes, I write
My truth I write
At home in peace I write
My pleasures from you I write
Forever evils entice me none
Your way I don't need
Your voice I won't hear
I will accept this
Forever evils entice me none
My hurt as well I write
Forever evils entice me none
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Forget The Rain On My Heart
Leave the wind outside of my feelings
The truth of my life
The hurt of my love
Forget the rain on my heart
Leave God behind my thought
Leave alone the real hold I know
Touch me not, tell me right
Leave my today, don't return tomorrow
Forget the rain on my heart
Enough of my silence caused
Travel of what you might say
There will never be another you
I am well aware
This I must understand
Forget the rain on my heart
Leave the wind outside of my feelings
The truth of my life
The hurt of my love
Forget the rain on my heart
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Forgive Me Or Not
Forgive me or not I must state
Ideas are never given right thanks for
Real love is missing in people
Turned around meanings of needs in time
Thoughts to become never found
I look at the colors of houses
Inspired by my wish to desire
Not bad fit ins to discover
A pleasant morning for my eyes
Simple life blessings of amazing
Those nice quiets of mine
To believe noone as better
Forgive me or not I must state
Ideas are never given right thanks for
Only different to decide
As mistakes so easily to live
Fall into harms the same
Forgive me or not I must state
Ideas are never given right thanks for
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Forgiveness Is Asked For Loving Someone
Forgiveness is asked for loving someone
For trying to protect and honor
Good wishes to bring bad well to think
In stand with timing of the right feeling
The gifts so little to mean the most
To understand the limits of emptiness
Running on low tide or the high
The treasure of all of the laughs
Unawareness of touch to the real need
The learning of life, Lord between us
Refusals in any language to see
Despair isn't fair, to be there or not
Throughout the years of the struggles
I have waited longer than today
Always sure of you why should I stop now
Trust is trust playing in the dust
Of left behind memories, pennies to count
My deepness of sound, hold of the heart
In emotions raised true to be wanted
Forgiveness is asked for loving someone
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Forgiveness Isn't My Concern
Nothing wrong with a home from love
Inside of you all of these years
Forgiveness isn't my concern
You had to be a boy
You had to be a man
I know you listen
I know you hear
Let me express my tears
How ever I want
How ever I need
I have my reason without care
I may not live with you
I may seem strange to some
In whatever to conceive
Forgiveness isn't my concern
Nothing wrong with a home from love
Inside of you all of these years
Forgiveness isn't my concern
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Fortunate To Hold Who Holds Me
Setting aside my experience with life
I pause a few of my moments for love
In you as I often reach
Until using again all you have taught me
Fortunate to hold who holds me
Holding in my rage though at peace
Aware of your hand, I in my own
Aware you have been thinking of me
How far from you never seems so true
Yes, and in beyond this earths need
Fortunate to hold who holds me
Far too from any harm may come to you
Blessed many times and again for you
You as always go before me
You as always before myself
Wait, I wait long enough sure
I may then move on again
For too I have the greatest of friends
Fortunate to hold who holds me
Fortunate to hold who holds me
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Fortune For Me
I don't need to listen to you
To know who you are
How real and alive
I don't need to read about you
To know why you speak
What you feel you need
I don't need to see you
I don't need to find you
To know who I am
I know every person in and out of my life
Throughout my days, earth, and space
I don't need to try to understand
I don't need to ask again
Why is this sky grey
Why is tomorrows shade
Why is love absent or near
I don't need a blue book or a black
I don't need a new look or a last
Fortune for me a rainy day
Fortune for me the sun again
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Friends For A Long Time
Friends for a long time
Friends for a life time
Friends in the night
Never to leave the Lord behind
Our questions to him
Our answers the same
Our need to live and love
Friends pray together, remind
Pain in the harm of done
Friends for a heaven
Torments be gone
Respect in the way to learn
We look back at thoughts
Ahead for our silence
What noise now will we find
Friends for the missing
Friends for hurt to end
Friends for our after love
Friends for a long time
Friends close and far
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Friends Understand
Friends understand
Steps along, the growth
Why to begin, why to end
Friends do understand
You will please me or you won't
Life is this way between us
I will hear from you or not
As in the heart truth talks
Anything I ask is real
Anything to feel the same
Friends understand
Steps along, the growth
Why to begin, why to end
Friends do understand
I don't need to think
Friends understand
Steps along, the growth
Why to begin, why to end
Friends do understand
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From A Rest Together Or Apart
From a rest together or apart
Water was fallen
I was calling to you
In pennies of
I was wishing for you
Stepping stones tried to dance
I held in place
From a rest together or apart
This love I couldn't give to you
I couldn't move the trees
Life wouldn't turn it seemed
From a rest together or apart
I knew though missing you
I was true to feel
I knew though wherever you were
Your mind would reach me there
From a rest together or apart
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From Mexico
From Mexico, I wait again on your love
As asked of God, long before years now
From Mexico, you would understand
I write a true story of my life
Nothing unreal may be allowed
The people I call on to listen
The people I need answer
From Mexico, to love you
As loved from the Lord, I am
From Mexico, this is clear
I write a true story of my love
I know where you are and why
I only expect what is mine
I turn away if not my hold
From Mexico, I was sure of you
As asked of God, long before tonight
From Mexico, I wait again on your love
As asked from God, as I ask again
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From My Heart
From my heart
Can you not understand
I live every word from you
In you, Gods gift
What memories now I see
How close old friends can be
Lord, the past I love
From my heart
To wait this way
To want to hear you
What next to feel
From my heart
Held down by need
Hopeful in my always
What do I speak
What will I write new
From my heart
Can you not understand
I live every word from you
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From My Heart, From My Heart
From my heart, from my heart
I can not give my loves wishes
I hold no feelings of
I must apologize from my heart
To care without meaning
This would be wrong to you
Therefore I ask to remain distant
Silent where my need calls
Until believe me I have my reasons
You may not understand, you might
As in my lifetime
I promised to be honest with your life
Never to allow others to move my mind
To use my want between the Lord and I
From my heart where I live you

From my heart, from my heart
I can not give my loves wishes
I hold no feelings of
I must apologize from my heart
From my heart, from my heart
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From My Home To Yours
I don't want to share you
I live all to you
Feel well from you
I love all of you
Never come before God with you
Give in prayer of truth
Together or without need
Friendship to mean something
From my home to yours
Always within to know real
Heart of each other as should
If not, valueless to explain
From my home to yours
A follow of the Lord
However tomorrow falls
Tonight remains as today
From my home to yours
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From My Thank You For Your Life
There are genuine loves in life
Deep inside of your sleeping
Thoughts at times grown
No need to pray understanding
Held by the beauty of day
Held the same in nights sorrow
A shower from the Lord
From my thank you for your life
Your alive of how you call
To my I need you
Your lend of hand and heart
To be sure I recognize you
From my thank you for your life
From my thank you
For how old you are how young
In the shade of your care
How you watch over me
There are touches to your mind
For peace always be with you
From my thank you for your life
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From Out Of My Troubled Longings
From out of troubled longings I only know
When you aren't alive and to play your heart
I would not be alive today to receive love
I wouldn't know people are real I
My want to go on writing would be gone
Often it is hard to hold my need
From out of my troubled longings I know
You allow truth for my quiet mind
You set me in the rights hands I should find
Picture and understanding fall together
How mature I may always become
From out of my troubled longings I know
You hear everything I may ask for
More so you listen
About what together or apart I
From out of my troubled longings I know
I would not be alive today to receive love
I wouldn't know people are real I know
From out of my troubled longings
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From The Storm Of A Cloud
From the storm of a cloud
The sun is not without the sky
As leaves belong to a tree
Appears to how you belong to me
For what is love if not to need
The share upon the sand of the sea
From the storm of a cloud
The sun is not without the sky
The wind to roam in my warmth
Into you more and more I enjoy
The reason of your awakening
Life, the faint only you hear
To take the time to reach with me
From the storm of a cloud
The sun is not without the sky
As leaves belong to a tree
Appears to how you belong to me
From the storm of a cloud
The sun is not without the sky
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From Today
From today I will not hurt
Over how you have used me
From now what to need
From now what to want
For everywhere I live, I love
The hold I reach
The touch I use
From today I will not hurt
Over how you don't speak
Let the laugh one day be on you
From today those bad memories
Through the wrong I walk
Through my Lord for you
I awake from the cold of you
From today I will not hurt
Over how you have used me
From now what to need
From now what to want
From today I will not see you
From today I will not hurt over you
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From You Again
From you again
Warned not to touch
From you again
Warned by a friend
From you again
No need to explain
On this day of again
Where is your reason
Why must I remember or forget
Play these once word games
Why must I take your thought
Is this an ongoing love or over
From you again
Warned not to touch
From you again
Warned by a friend
From you again
No need to explain
From you again
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