12 Writings

Here Tomorrow, Gone Today

Here tomorrow, gone today
Screams into the unknown
I am happy with who I am

A motion of love
A touch of what might be
Let me understand love

My care with only my feelings
I am not in tears
To be someone else
Only the real, the unreal of you

Here tomorrow, gone today
Screams into the unknown
I am happy with who I am

The meaning to who
The meaning to why
Let me understand life

My care with only my feelings
I am not in tears
To be someone else
Only the real, the unreal of you

Here tomorrow, gone today
Screams into the unknown
I am happy with who I am

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I Been Writing Of You

I don't hear well
Are you telling me you love me
Is this the final wait
Are you again to reach for me

What do I need from you
I haven't received

I been writing of you
All of these years

I don't see well
Are you near again with today
Are you hear with tonight
I still love you, haven't forgotten

What do I want from you
Are you with me here

I been writing of you
All of these years

You may touch my tears
Not many people may hold these
Pleased for you as always

I been writing of you
All of these years

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Again To The Rescue

Finally the end to a long wait
Somewhere in time held me

Again to the rescue

English for my heart
Thought for my soul
Want for my love in peace
Water for this warm night

Absence in my true emptiness
Growth quietly personal

Again to the rescue

Should you know
My wait worth the joy
I have changed the world
Would I have held the cure

I walk without much care
I pass by the moon
I notice noone around me
I may have even quit my life

Again to the rescue

Save another day for me
Gave morning a future
Sent another evening a wonder
Shared with understanding
Faith to believe

There must be more
There must be more from you

Again to the rescue

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I Don't Deserve Today Without You With Me

I admired you , believed in you real
Anything I could ask I would find from you

I don't deserve today without you with me

I don't create a lie for you to live
I don't create a false love for you to love
I don't create a loss of faith for you

I don't create a tomorrow never to come
I don't send misunderstanding short of time
I don't ask anyone but god to answer right

I admired you , believed in you real
Anything I could ask I would find from you

I don't deserve today without you with me

I don't create hurt for the rest of your life
I don't create an untrue writing from heart
I don't send growth away, I keep you close

I don't want to remember you gone on earth

I admired you , believed in you real
Anything I could I ask would find from you

I don't deserve today without you with me

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What Next

I always knew there were many ways to see life
When you came along there were many ways to see me
I never could believe love would touch me
When you came along you surprized me
I thought there would be more for me
When you came along this was proven

Some days to come never seemed a day of truth
When you came along truth became my day
I can't always have my want on most nights
When you come along my want appears at an end
I can't always hear what I would like
When you come along I hear what I need to find

What next I can play with if I choose
I can venture down quiet, make sound new
What next from you will move me right
Want to place bets on eternity and now

To feel good about my sit in alone, in my silence
A hope on it's why would never stop from you

What next I can play with if I choose
I can venture down quiet, make sound new
What next from you will move me right
Want to place bets on eternity and now

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I'm Miles Away From You

When love has to be found through only song
Dream and wish is about life to be right
Without trust to turn into the one above
Stolen daily of need and want

I'm miles away from you
I'm still miles away from you

Seems time gets rougher every day
What's wrong continues down an easier way
Within how I know, who I know as me
My nights don't amount to anything

I'm miles away from you
I'm still miles away from you

Could be I'm too understanding at heart
Could be my trust in you never falls apart
Waiting never long though years now gone
Faith in you never meant to give away

even though

I'm miles away from you
I'm still miles away from you

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I Never Really Understand Love

Something leaves, something stays
Somewheres found, somewheres lost
Sometimes yes, sometimes no

I never really understand love
I make it through however life goes
No I never really understand love

Some yesterdays remain as today
Some todays never go away
Some pleasures only appear as real

I never really understand love
I make it through however life goes
No I never really understand love

Real stars to forget, to remember
Peace strong to return into weak
You want I turn dark into light
Meaning of time held to change

I never really understand love
I make it through however life goes
No I never really understand love

Everything only seems as everything
You want everything only seems as everything

I never really understand love
I make it through however life goes
No I never really understand love

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Names Never Meant Much To Me

Names never meant much to me
People I love, people I live
This is how I find my feelings

One man always had my heart
You knew most of his life for me
Warmth can't be found everywhere

We all share our hearts in some way
What is loss, I am earth
My forever can't be stolen away

Names never meant much to me
People I love, people I live
This is how I find my feelings

What is true is real, I know near
Until the right story is shown
Moving on could never be

The love between us hurt, the work
The time devoted given for why
You were my days, nights, my song

One man always had my heart
You knew most of his life for me
Warmth can't be found everywhere

Names never meant much to me
People I love, people I live
This is how I find my feelings

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If I Became Spirit Again

If I became spirit again
Choose god as my light
My shine of wonder
would still be for you

Looking into my day
Of writing my life away
On your love

I think to feel feelings
In the truth of my heart
You meant the world to me

If I became spirit again
Choose god as my light
My shine of wonder
would still be for you

Walking into your life
Within the song of my need
This continues to be my only peace

Finally to replace the sun with you
In my warmth of want

My color shown real to the clouds
This earth is only under me now
I didn't create the universe
I wouldn't before bringing you true

If I became spirit again
Choose god as my light
My shine of wonder
would still be for you

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When I Come To You

When I come to you
You know where I am
What I want, who I love
How I live
How I find my calm
Why I understand
Why I ask
When I need

When I come to you
Where I hide
Who I will hear
Why I listen
My time, why I think

When I come to you
My sunrise, my rage
My days move
My nights ease
My wait now
My way

When I come to you

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A Quiet I Seem To Play

My new house, my new book
My love from you
A meaning to love
Into my day

A quiet I seem to play

Until world moves away
My pleasant turns
Peasentry at times
I create new words of peace

You think life wrong
As often I the same
To eachother there is pain
Heartache and shame
I give in your take

My new house, my new book
My love for you
A meaning to love
Into my night

A quiet I seem to play

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Flying You

Flying you away from me
Flying you to remain true
Flying you to me

Flying you in the country
Flying you in front of me
Flying you believing one day

Flying you away from me
Flying you to remain true
Flying you to me

Flying you could never hurt me
Flying you to remain free
Flying you to never leave me
Who I am to love, my real life

Flying you away from me
Flying you to remain true
Flying you to me

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