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1. I Can Believe Anything I Please I can believe anything I please Trying to live
beyond day one
I never get further than where I am
Trying to love beyond day one
I understand, does anyone
else See life as more than walking on air
See love as more than
just being near
Trying to understand never again I can believe
anything I please Compassion has no feeling for me
One more excuse
on my way to be free
Don't speak if you don't know what to say
Don't live my life for me I can believe anything I please ...............................................
2. I Wake To Fall Down I wake to fall down
Thinking about
The way I used to live
Thinking about
The way
I live now How did I get
Get to where I am
How do I
Move
on from now Who talks for me
When I want to talk
Who chooses
why I wake to fall down
Thinking about
The way I used to
live
Thinking about
The way I live now I understand
My
reasoning
I just don't
Understand why When I could live
I don't
When I need
I won't
When I want
I just stand to watch I
wake to fall down
Thinking about
The way I used to live
Thinking about
The way I live now I wake to fall down
Thinking about
The way I used to live
Thinking about
The way
I live now .............................
3. In This World In this world
Two plus two equals three
What happened to me If I see one more truck drive by
My need for life in my eyes
I hear read of anything around
I say read of my own life awhile Warm in my thought is peace
I
know enough of how to dream
Who can be silent when I want
Who can speak how I talk In this world
Two plus two equals three
What happened to me One more count to one dollar
I never get any closer
To one more count of my dollar
Home
could be a fun walk for me In this world
Two plus two equals three
What happened to me ..................
4. Making Life Around To You Making life around to you
Turning life around to you
Watching life move around you
Feeling
my way through
Making life around to you
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5. Names Washed Away From Me Now Names washed away from me now
Were we to be together
From so many touches in my life
Loves
from thought of what is love
Is this why I waited so long
Names washed away from me now
Names washed away from
me now ..................................................
6. Waiting On A Real Friend Waiting on a real friend
Knows all about me Sitting
in a parking lot
I don't know where to go
Tired of this world I see
Tired of the world I've known I reach for somewhere new
Somewhere I live with me
Not always only
Looking at the trees Waiting on a real friend
Knows all about me Waiting
on a real song
I can feel love
Waiting on one smile
I enjoy true Day
to day, night to night
This never changes
Reason after reason
Excuse me away please Waiting on a real friend
Knows all about me Waiting
on a real friend
Knows all about me ...................................
7. Why Not Me Why not me
I remember
Only
When I want
Not
When I need Why not me
I want
What I have
Is easy
For me
Why for me Why not me
I live
The hardest
Life of all Why
not me
I hear
Only
How to fall Why not me
Why me
You visit
Then gone
We
Didn't talk
At all Why
not me
Why me Now
I won't hear
Now
Won't believe Why not me Why not me .................
8. Don't Breath My Air For Me Don't breath my air for me
I don't want to move
Until I move as I need Life does nothing for me
Until I live as I need Don't
breath my air for me Don't breath my air for me
I don't want to
move
Until I move as I need Don't breath my air for me ...................................
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9 Writings as of July 27
2017
Seems ImpossibleSeems impossible to write more thoughts of you
So I can know
today doesn't change how you feel
If I listen long enough again will we talk again
For the turn at love was who
I found in you
Seems impossible to write more thoughts of you
I count the stairs I climbed into my room
I could
only hear you in the songs were you
But the room doesn't exist anymore was true
I try to create as once should return
to you
Seems impossible to write more thoughts of you
Seems impossible to write more thoughts of you ................................
Two Special Boys Yesterday Two special boys yesterday are all
I can hold on to
Keep my life alive so I can think of happiness
As I come through the hardest times I had to live
Even when I find the same feelings I won't leave behind
If I write one new line I believe I say something new of
you
My only faith is I hear the right tune from love once true
Takes me back to where I was before I could speak
I wonder of today in music I can listen for you
Only today in music isn't we were friends I don't forget
Two special
boys yesterday are all I can hold on to
Keep my life alive so I can think of happiness .........................................
The End Of Another YearThe end of another year
it's clear who wins
Every song I
could feel
Where I'm going
Will depend on you
Doesn't mean I can't choose
Why I see life this way
Only have you on my mind
Summer to return
Signs to follow
I won't speak until
The end of another year .......................................
I Don't Have Time To Play Marriage
Games I
don't have time to play marrriage games
Life on the sea for travel everywhere my life away
I love so few moments
of my time on earth
I will bring those to life in the hours I can
Through wonders satisfied on hold for you
Return to the heart I belong or there is none
This is my want to carry on my eternity
I may not be happy all of
the time
I see why then watch rain as my sky
Must I remind you world is we make it apart
Together comes to
who needs together
So after a hard day a lonely night can be heaven
Without your troubles I can't write again
I don't have time to play marrriage games ...............................................................
The Love Of Entertainment From HomeBy the love of entertainment from home called love
Seems in
the same time gone to you
If my life is only to watch again for the truth
I have to live with how I feel the words
written are real
Next time I see you will the memory today hold you
But as I hear tonight comes soon don't know
what to do
So I laugh with I love lucy until the reruns are over
Can't find a new song I want to write along
Long for a real friend this year as all the rest I enjoyed
Isn't as easy as life appears new to bring illusion
So hard to let life of you go by another tomorrow
Caused by the love of entertainment from home called love
Yea
the love of entertainment from home called love .............................................................
Never Bothered Me Much Never bothered me much to miss you,
wait for a picture to fall
One hour twenty minutes to write a book
Of how my life was grown by your life in my time
so short
Where the very thought of you remains on my mind why
I keep my blinds closed for the way I see in your
darkness
After all the three very special needs I was to share
Now are what lets me listen to you near even though
still far
I know I may have been a copy to get you by I understand
Loneliness for you is the color of my land every
walk I stand
You would never ask me to crawl, I could take the empty hope
Today isn't real as you are when I'm not
in the cold to lose
I set you in front of me again on four seasons will come
Never bothered me much to miss you,
wait for a picture to fall .........................................
Real MiraclesReal miracles without change of mind or inner sound
Tell me how
many real miracles exist on earth
I know mine are a pleasure can't find a copy
True experiences define those for
my life
Oh yesterday let me explain tunes can't be replaced
Timed to find love on a different show
Melodies
from my universe I carry every new day
Rush through hours I can't pretend are over
Sure I forget to wish cause I
see I don't need a wish
I never had to dream then again if in a dream
So though a new day is never new it's my new
day
Also okay there isn't a heart on earth in many ways
Happiness for me are those strange real miracles
Real
miracles without change of mind or inner sound
Tell me how many real miracles exist on earth
Real miracles without
change of mind or inner sound .....................
A Frame Of Many Frames Yea a frame of many frames colder
than yellow red skies
The show is over into another tries to make me think of gold
Only how these toys hang on
for a dancer to call holds brown
Was I never to forget you anywhere I would go
It's a question often comes to mind
from the music of home
In that land when you were turned away I wasn't to learn
More than how does a memory keep
real who am I to you now
There is life at my door I won't open to not see you first
But why should I be so concerned
within a world isn't true to me
Yea a frame of many frames colder than yellow red skies ............................................
I Won't Be With You AgainI won't be with you again to get by how real I am
No I don't
exist to anyone but you
Oh for the love of my hands to touch yours
No one gives a damn I won't be with you again
Everyone loves a smile is easier to understand
Talk to each other of how hard it is to frown
Live my life for
me as if I have no need to speak
Hope the same, go down the wrong day
Cause alone isn't true to their want continues
On answers never to be found hidden around
Then I stand against the sky at it's wish
I won't be with you again
to get by how real I am
No I don't exist to anyone but you
Oh for the love of my hands to touch yours
No one
gives a damn I won't be with you again .........................................
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