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1. We
Held Hope For Us We held hope
for us
We believed in time
We didn't see, hear
A mother
Without love for us Lost in my car
Until I win you
Everyone thinks
Noone thinks
true
We all know
Love from the inside We don't know love
From life, from love
We don't know love We held hope for us
We believed in time
We didn't see, hear
A mother
Without love for us We walked away
There would be
Another way We played with dust
We talked every day
What we spoke of
I would like to say We held hope for us
We believed in time
We didn't see, hear
A mother
Without love for us ...
2. Together To Understand Together to understand
Together is hard to mend
Together to understand Together a touch in distance
Only met by seeing, listening
Clouded behind together
Shadowed
by together again Together to understand
Together is hard to mend
Together to understand Together to understand
Together is hard
to mend
Together to understand ....
3. My
Wait For You My wait for you
has never been hard to take
My wait through my wait, another need
I only cry for my understanding to be free
My wait for you has never been hard to wait I hear every touch of life on the planet
I read until my mind finds the truth
I look into every side of
the story
My heart, my eyes broken by you My wait for you has never been hard to take
My wait through my wait, another need
I only cry for my understanding
to be free
My wait for you has never been hard to wait I know I live for eternity
No one had to tell me for you
Reliving years isn't my only way
I place
my want in front of me My
wait for you has never been hard to take
My wait through my wait, another need
I only cry for my understanding to
be free
My wait for you has never been hard to wait My wait for you has never been hard to take
My wait through my wait, another need
I only cry for my understanding
to be free
My wait for you has never been hard to wait ....
4. My Life I Live To Live My life I live to live
My life of daylight
My life of darkness
My life I live to live I just want to live my life
My life I live to live
I just want to love my life
My life
I love to live
I just want to need my life
My life I need to live
I just want to want my life
My life,
I want to want my life My life I live to live
My life of daylight
My life of darkness
My life I live to live I just want to feel
my life
Feel my life I feel
I just want to care for my life
Care for my life I care
I just want my happiness
in my life
My happiness, my life of happiness My life I live to
live
My life of daylight
My life of darkness
My life I live to live ....
5. I Sure Am Sorry I would have sent love
If for life you found
Earth, world, time
All in place
As often
as I
I thought of you If anyone knows why
You know how
To understand sad I sure am sorry
I left our friendship
Appeared
never now I sure wasn't away
I couldn't be alone home
I was
always alone home
Alone home every day I sure am sorry
I left
our friendship
Appeared never now Perfect in thought
To only
understand how
How could I leave
Leave my life behind
Leave who I am now I
sure am sorry
I left our friendship
Appeared never now I sure
am sorry
I left our friendship
Appeared never now ...
6. I Don't Need A Broken Heart I don't need a broken heart
I need to wake into my arms
My home just for me My life touched by sadness
Now thrown into why to want
My love touched by happiness I don't need a broken heart
I need to wake into my arms
My home just for me My mind grown with wonder
I never reach beyond
Why I play the loser I don't need a broken heart
I need to wake into my arms
My home just for me I don't need a broken heart
I need to wake into my arms
My home just for me ..
7. Hypnotized Reason Hynotized reason
I can't change
Hypnotized in peace Always
with thought
Feelings to feel
I walk into
I try to hide
I am found again There never comes a time
To forget you
There never comes a way Hynotized reason
I can't change
Hypnotized in peace Made
to believe
Trees don't bleed Once a day
No more can I take
In my memory Once a night
It's enough to play
On my memory Hynotized reason
I can't change
Hypnotized in peace Hynotized
reason
I can't change
Hypnotized in peace ...
8. Ancient Memories Ancient memories
Ancient laughs
Ancient tears
Ancient memories Ancient times
Always around
Ancient lives Ancient
worlds
Of missing friends
Ancient hopes
To understand
Ancient feelings
To never leave
Ancient
born
Looking back again Ancient memories
Ancient laughs
Ancient tears
Ancient memories Ancient peace
To yet be found
Ancient cares
I won't forget
Ancient pairs
Of needs Ancient
memories
Ancient laughs
Ancient tears
Ancient memories Ancient
memories
Ancient laughs
Ancient tears
Ancient memories ..
9. Always Me Always me
Dreaming of playing the winner
Always me
Watching and waiting on the winner Thinking free
Handing to me is the winner
Backing away
At the same time from the winner Looking at why
More than finding the winner
Raising my eyes
Where is my time with the
winner Always me
Dreaming of playing the winner
Always me
Watching and waiting on the winner Hoping inside
Only talking
about being the winner Always me
Dreaming of playing the winner
Always me
Watching and waiting on the winner Always me
Dreaming
of playing the winner
Always me
Watching and waiting on the winner ...
10. Saving A
Dime, Spending A Dime Are my eyes only to see my sadness
Who writes
my life for me
Everyone around is only near for my sadness
My need for love isn't to be free Are my eyes only to watch for my sadness
Never do I break through my need
A writing is fine
for the end of my sadness
Only my sadness never finds my way to leave Saving
a dime, spending a dime
This is all I ever find How do I walk away
from my sadness
In my world of little or big things
I just want one time my ticket out of my sadness
What's
wrong with how I choose to think Saving a dime, spending a dime
This
is all I ever find Saving a dime, spending a dime
This is all I
ever find How do I walk away from my sadness
In my world of little
or big things
I just want one time my ticket out of my sadness
What's wrong with how I choose to think Saving a dime, spending a dime
This is all I ever find ... 11. My Sadness Are my eyes only to see my sadness
Who writes my life for me
Everyone around is only near for
my sadness
My need for love isn't to be free Are my eyes only to
watch for my sadness
Never do I break through my need
A writing is fine for the end of my sadness
Only my sadness
never finds my way to leave How do I walk away from my sadness
In
my world of little or big things
I just want one time my ticket out of my sadness
What's wrong with how I choose
to think ....
No Other Memory I HoldThere is no other memory I hold
No more I can ask for, never
would
I can understand many sights to see
Thousands of places to be
All kinds of people to say something
But not many from my life
I can find many ways to explain
Look through every time of need
Feel part of tomorrow
may not be true
Look at today as if yesterday is here
There aren't many friends could touch
The words I heard
from you
Then I reminisce awhile
There is no other memory I hold
No more I can ask for, never would ....
Song
Without Sight Song without sight tells me england is still alive with you Someone I would have to
remember to see I don't hear in any other show of time I can feel If only the light of day could
end this last night hello should change To
wait as long as I have to talk with you again seems a crime The same crime I spoke of when my tomorrow was stolen Left to expect I should understand when I won't Why was I removed from my life without any care to my life Sure there are reasons I never got to make myself My need isn't to laugh away the best of my heart I know to go over this every place I travel brings me down I just can't let clouds pave my way the same as then I been on my own near all my awake hours no one to help Not one person to ask what can I do for you Not one wave of the ocean's hand ever stopped to cry for me So when song without sight tells me england is still alive with you Someone I would have to remember to see once again I don't hear in any other show of time I can feel Song without sight tells me england is still alive with you .....
I Can't Believe DifferentI can't believe different
Too many years I trusted
Watched
clouds pass
Turned the sun into darkness
To find you
So tonight is almost over
I think of you a little
deeper
Look at last time I saw you
Feel the anger run through me
Know there isn't much I can do
To return
you to me
Only carry the loss again
Make my way the same
Keep the faith as I have
By some unknown chance
I'll run into you
As if the wind has a sense
I can't believe different
Too many years I trusted
Watched
clouds pass
Turned the sun into darkness
To find you ....
This
Is My World I Grow This is my world I grow from lines bring you to my eyes again I know every past moment
of my life I started to live Every past thought I spent my mind on to think Where I came from, who I cared
for, how I lost touch I have no intention
to change my direction for anyone All of the
nights I used on a writing may one day reach you The
days I turned down yatchs of peaceful ocean views To
hear nothing is fair isn't good enough for me to listen I
will fight to my very last breath to know what you went through I don't hold guilt, I am deep within who I am will stay the same Every friend who was treated wrong, you, the love I love to feel This is my world I grow from lines bring you to my eyes again ...
Lost In A Sky Doesn't ExistLost in a sky doesn't exist
Certainly isn't right if a word is
lost in a sky doesn't exist
Lost in a sky doesn't exist
My life is to wait on the next tune you may send with me
in mind
How that tune fits into the ones when younger were ours
I probably wrote it long before tonight, but I count
on you
To bring that one last move I will understand true
Now it's time to rest for a day somewhere I may feel safe
in you
Lost in a sky doesn't exist
Certainly isn't right if a word is lost in a sky doesn't exist
Lost in a
sky doesn't exist ....
Sunday
Night In the sound of your hold I can't make real again My day to day drive as sweet Yea I see
for myself I don't need a dog lover for a friend Run my life as everyone
else Think the same to believe I think I'm over the truth as nothing left Sunday night In
the sound of your hold I can't make real again My day to day drive as sweet Yea I see for myself Then
flowers appear the same on a tree It's just a matter of time you're back with me We will talk of how life
never changed Yea I can shade my colors from you Sunday night In
the sound of your hold I can't make real again My day to day drive as sweet Yea I see for myself ....
In The Back Of My MindIn the back of my mind you remained true
I don't need to know
the reason for my life
I carry every minute never at a loss for words
When time comes to find a way to look at you
I do with feelings I didn't let go for a new shore
I played with my shadows as gifts from you
Any thought I could
take as mine I used
Not one second went by without my love for you
Whatever I heard, any word to read woudn't stop
me
If I had to write the same line to reach a new one
In the back of my mind you remained true ...
You
Sent Little Signs You sent little signs I couldn't leave So here I stay, here I
stay Way ahead of your life thought yet to come Spent love right on you, saved your heart
for later Payed a heavy price at times surprised
I could Let the sun go down, rise as if I cared Sold time to time, feelings as if real True to you until your need would call Written of the stairs chose only memory Followed
today nowhere you would notice again You sent
little signs I couldn't leave So here I
stay, here I stay ....
Today Still MeaninglessToday still meaningless unless I use today on you
A song more
than anything in the world
Reminds me of those few minutes we shared
Lost in the water of cold hearts thought was
alright
My life as theirs in harm would become who I loved
Until asked to forget I refused to listen again
Passed
through how many houses left behind
Watched hopeful wants turn into today still meaningless
Today still meaningless
unless I use today on you ...
I Won't
Be With You Again I won't be with you again to get by how real I am No I don't exist to anyone
but you Oh for the love of my hands to touch yours No one gives a damn I won't be with you
again Everyone loves a smile is easier to understand Talk to each other of how hard it is to frown Live my life for me as if I have no need to speak Hope the same, go down the wrong day Cause alone isn't true to their want continues On answers never to be found hidden around Then I stand against the sky at it's wish I won't be with you again to get by how real I am No I don't exist to anyone but you Oh
for the love of my hands to touch yours No
one gives a damn I won't be with you again ...
Reminds
Me Of You Reminds me of you How I raised myself Still look for the same friends Not told
much about being a girl Found my way in
songs I learned I thought if a tune from you
I heard I wouldn't need a new song But as the years went by I understood A word or
two you sent again Reminds me of you ....
10 Writings as of November 24 2018
NYC, Hollywood, Friends And YouNYC, Hollywood, friends and you Every word written now gone
All those memories I play
Where I can't return for today
To hold until tonight ends again Surrounded
by any feeling
This touch of you I must give away
Call a travel I was born to create
A precious gift never
to forget
Over time tries to explain I
won't hear different than I can
Only look at you as when life began
My need to understand
Often would I change
hard to imagine
Another way should appear Then the sky turns lost in how I continue NYC, Hollywood, friends and you ...
Every Time We Found A Minute To ShareEvery time we found a minute to share our ways I spend another time to live a minute from you as then
When all of these steps
I counted continue the same
A memory breaks my silence to touch why I remember
Darkness I find is the loss of truth
we shared How tonight wants to remain
in my mind from your mind
Where a sentimental touch lingers to touch you again
Lost feelings call not to leave these
feelings you feel
I lived beyond any reach to reach you as life gives Every time we found a minute to share our ways You and Hollywood keep the stars alive above my need
Writing as my only way to try to hope
you understand
Destiny will rule your careful words I use care to hear Every time we found a minute to share our ways ...
Must I Follow You LostMust I follow you lost with want for rest
In words haven't appeared yet to
write this story continues
Only a hold of thoughts I don't think I will ever understand why tonight is here
From
missing stars I can't find were real in a second gone before I could live I try to explain this is how life can turn around my very world once true
Has a meaning
one day to show a chance to enjoy this memory
Darkness as the pleasure of my company to complete a need Must I follow you lost with want for rest
In words haven't appeared yet to
write this story continues
Only a hold of thoughts I don't think I will ever understand why tonight is here
From
missing stars I can't find were real in a second gone before I could live I look at ways to forget who may never return through my hands again
Inside of arms didn't
have to test my strength over a forever idea wouldn't last
Where our eyes meet how we believe love is how we believe
in tomorrow I travel today Must I follow
you lost with want for rest
In words haven't appeared yet to write this story continues
Only a hold of thoughts
I don't think I will ever understand why tonight is here
From missing stars I can't find were real in a second gone before
I could live ...
Life Is Just A Song Though I never said good bye to you
Lived my life with thought of you
Never without
hope lost of faith
I had to find the need to continue Life is just a song though
Just a song to follow you Yea life is just a song though
Just a song to follow you Everywhere is nowhere again
When you don't want to remember who I am
Sure
tell the story leave for another way
Change the day
As only something to say But Life is just a song though
Just a song to follow you Yea life is just a song though
Just a song to follow you Then take your mind from mine
See how to feel not to think of you Life is just a song though
Just a song to follow you Yea life is just a song though
Just a song to follow you ...
As I Try To Tell You As I try to tell you
Through nights don't leave
I know you think of me There isn't much more to say
Along these walks of our days
Together of
sounds on a page I listened for years
Returned to you there
Couldn't leave our touch As I try to tell you
Through nights don't leave
I know you think of me If you remember, if I lost memory
In Laguna Beach today
Life is the same
I hold on to our travel again Soon
I will leave this sky
Drive north for a new hope to see
Your longing continues to believe in me As I try to tell you
Through nights don't leave
I know you think of me ...
Another Century I Will FeelFor so many roof tops I see
Streets with sidewalks beside me
This sky blue
with grey
To walk by my way Hills
I don't need
Oceans on mountains of streams
Rocks below today
Hours to pass away Another century I will feel Empty silence leads nowhere
Black and white shown as real
Often this horizon disappears
In stories to tell Another century
I will feel
Another century I will feel Fo so many roof tops I see
Streets with sidewalks beside me
This sky blue with grey
To walk by my
way Another century I will feel ...
OddOdd how faces from yesterday can bring life to words once found to say then gone
In ideas of how
life reason held a need to carry on to play how will tomorrow care
If a feeling was real after my travel to return to
look at tonight was alive with you
Never was easy to set aside the season I shared as my favorite turn of want remains
There are however talks yet to read from you may break through so I wait
Could be one last mention in your longing
wouldn't let go within the sin of yesterday
Often takes years to experience again
Odd how faces from yesterday
can bring life to words once found to say then gone ...
Love Calls To Beware
Love calls to beware I could lose you
If I forget you now
Only walk
you until together again
So True to
the same dream I continue on my way
To you until my travel is through I don't care for a different day
I never wanted to live in the hills of any town
Sunshine
light up my living times Love calls
to beware I could lose you
If I forget you now
Only walk you until together again With memories behind us on our mind now timed
Then off to the future I find
holds you near
Life isn't clear Love
calls to beware I could lose you
If I forget you now
Only walk you until together again ...
Every Day Held A MeaningEvery day held a meaning doesn't want to pass by as the wind
Though older now
younger again walks through a place shouldn't leave
For new times of uncertainty yesterday was fine to remain I listen to your words as my own change how you feel as my feelings
Find this
night slow to move away after once will be true was you Every day held a meaning doesn't want to pass by as the wind
Though older now younger again walks through
a place shouldn't leave
For new times of uncertainty yesterday was fine to remain Only to finish this writing written different once thought to be enough
I can't
seem to break is this a dream or real life imagining Every day held a meaning doesn't want to pass by as the wind
Though older now younger again walks through
a place shouldn't leave
For new times of uncertainty yesterday was fine to remain ...
Torn Down By The Need Can't ChangeTorn down by the need can't change
It's hard to live through
When a return
of time waits to explain
How words want to speak
Every turn can be taken
Becomes the wrong way
Back
to love once was real
One year shows a memory
The next year plays with time
Together then another isn't clear
To hide behind an answer doesn't exist
Try to imagine tomorrow as I please
Torn down by the need can't change ...
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