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1. We
Held Hope For Us We held hope
for us
We believed in time
We didn't see, hear
A mother
Without love for us Lost in my car
Until I win you
Everyone thinks
Noone thinks
true
We all know
Love from the inside We don't know love
From life, from love
We don't know love We held hope for us
We believed in time
We didn't see, hear
A mother
Without love for us We walked away
There would be
Another way We played with dust
We talked every day
What we spoke of
I would like to say We held hope for us
We believed in time
We didn't see, hear
A mother
Without love for us ...
2. Together To Understand Together to understand
Together is hard to mend
Together to understand Together a touch in distance
Only met by seeing, listening
Clouded behind together
Shadowed
by together again Together to understand
Together is hard to mend
Together to understand Together to understand
Together is hard
to mend
Together to understand ....
3. My
Wait For You My wait for you
has never been hard to take
My wait through my wait, another need
I only cry for my understanding to be free
My wait for you has never been hard to wait I hear every touch of life on the planet
I read until my mind finds the truth
I look into every side of
the story
My heart, my eyes broken by you My wait for you has never been hard to take
My wait through my wait, another need
I only cry for my understanding
to be free
My wait for you has never been hard to wait I know I live for eternity
No one had to tell me for you
Reliving years isn't my only way
I place
my want in front of me My
wait for you has never been hard to take
My wait through my wait, another need
I only cry for my understanding to
be free
My wait for you has never been hard to wait My wait for you has never been hard to take
My wait through my wait, another need
I only cry for my understanding
to be free
My wait for you has never been hard to wait ....
4. My Life I Live To Live My life I live to live
My life of daylight
My life of darkness
My life I live to live I just want to live my life
My life I live to live
I just want to love my life
My life
I love to live
I just want to need my life
My life I need to live
I just want to want my life
My life,
I want to want my life My life I live to live
My life of daylight
My life of darkness
My life I live to live I just want to feel
my life
Feel my life I feel
I just want to care for my life
Care for my life I care
I just want my happiness
in my life
My happiness, my life of happiness My life I live to
live
My life of daylight
My life of darkness
My life I live to live ....
5. I Sure Am Sorry I would have sent love
If for life you found
Earth, world, time
All in place
As often
as I
I thought of you If anyone knows why
You know how
To understand sad I sure am sorry
I left our friendship
Appeared
never now I sure wasn't away
I couldn't be alone home
I was
always alone home
Alone home every day I sure am sorry
I left
our friendship
Appeared never now Perfect in thought
To only
understand how
How could I leave
Leave my life behind
Leave who I am now I
sure am sorry
I left our friendship
Appeared never now I sure
am sorry
I left our friendship
Appeared never now ...
6. I Don't Need A Broken Heart I don't need a broken heart
I need to wake into my arms
My home just for me My life touched by sadness
Now thrown into why to want
My love touched by happiness I don't need a broken heart
I need to wake into my arms
My home just for me My mind grown with wonder
I never reach beyond
Why I play the loser I don't need a broken heart
I need to wake into my arms
My home just for me I don't need a broken heart
I need to wake into my arms
My home just for me ..
7. Hypnotized Reason Hynotized reason
I can't change
Hypnotized in peace Always
with thought
Feelings to feel
I walk into
I try to hide
I am found again There never comes a time
To forget you
There never comes a way Hynotized reason
I can't change
Hypnotized in peace Made
to believe
Trees don't bleed Once a day
No more can I take
In my memory Once a night
It's enough to play
On my memory Hynotized reason
I can't change
Hypnotized in peace Hynotized
reason
I can't change
Hypnotized in peace ...
8. Ancient Memories Ancient memories
Ancient laughs
Ancient tears
Ancient memories Ancient times
Always around
Ancient lives Ancient
worlds
Of missing friends
Ancient hopes
To understand
Ancient feelings
To never leave
Ancient
born
Looking back again Ancient memories
Ancient laughs
Ancient tears
Ancient memories Ancient peace
To yet be found
Ancient cares
I won't forget
Ancient pairs
Of needs Ancient
memories
Ancient laughs
Ancient tears
Ancient memories Ancient
memories
Ancient laughs
Ancient tears
Ancient memories ..
9. Always Me Always me
Dreaming of playing the winner
Always me
Watching and waiting on the winner Thinking free
Handing to me is the winner
Backing away
At the same time from the winner Looking at why
More than finding the winner
Raising my eyes
Where is my time with the
winner Always me
Dreaming of playing the winner
Always me
Watching and waiting on the winner Hoping inside
Only talking
about being the winner Always me
Dreaming of playing the winner
Always me
Watching and waiting on the winner Always me
Dreaming
of playing the winner
Always me
Watching and waiting on the winner ...
10. Saving A
Dime, Spending A Dime Are my eyes only to see my sadness
Who writes
my life for me
Everyone around is only near for my sadness
My need for love isn't to be free Are my eyes only to watch for my sadness
Never do I break through my need
A writing is fine
for the end of my sadness
Only my sadness never finds my way to leave Saving
a dime, spending a dime
This is all I ever find How do I walk away
from my sadness
In my world of little or big things
I just want one time my ticket out of my sadness
What's
wrong with how I choose to think Saving a dime, spending a dime
This
is all I ever find Saving a dime, spending a dime
This is all I
ever find How do I walk away from my sadness
In my world of little
or big things
I just want one time my ticket out of my sadness
What's wrong with how I choose to think Saving a dime, spending a dime
This is all I ever find ... 11. My Sadness Are my eyes only to see my sadness
Who writes my life for me
Everyone around is only near for
my sadness
My need for love isn't to be free Are my eyes only to
watch for my sadness
Never do I break through my need
A writing is fine for the end of my sadness
Only my sadness
never finds my way to leave How do I walk away from my sadness
In
my world of little or big things
I just want one time my ticket out of my sadness
What's wrong with how I choose
to think ....
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11 Writings as of July 24
2017
No Other Memory I HoldThere is no other memory I hold
No more I can ask for, never
would
I can understand many sights to see
Thousands of places to be
All kinds of people to say something
But not many from my life
I can find many ways to explain
Look through every time of need
Feel part of tomorrow
may not be true
Look at today as if yesterday is here
There aren't many friends could touch
The words I heard
from you
Then I reminisce awhile
There is no other memory I hold
No more I can ask for, never would .......................................
Song Without Sight Song without sight tells me england
is still alive with you
Someone I would have to remember to see
I don't hear in any other show of time I can feel
If only the light of day could end this last night hello should change
To wait as long as I have to talk with you again
seems a crime
The same crime I spoke of when my tomorrow was stolen
Left to expect I should understand when I won't
Why was I removed from my life without any care to my life
Sure there are reasons I never got to make myself
My
need isn't to laugh away the best of my heart
I know to go over this every place I travel brings me down
I just
can't let clouds pave my way the same as then
I been on my own near all my awake hours no one to help
Not one person
to ask what can I do for you
Not one wave of the ocean's hand ever stopped to cry for me
So when song without sight
tells me england is still alive with you
Someone I would have to remember to see once again
I don't hear in any
other show of time I can feel
Song without sight tells me england is still alive with you ........................................
I Can't Believe DifferentI can't believe different
Too many years I trusted
Watched
clouds pass
Turned the sun into darkness
To find you
So tonight is almost over
I think of you a little
deeper
Look at last time I saw you
Feel the anger run through me
Know there isn't much I can do
To return
you to me
Only carry the loss again
Make my way the same
Keep the faith as I have
By some unknown chance
I'll run into you
As if the wind has a sense
I can't believe different
Too many years I trusted
Watched
clouds pass
Turned the sun into darkness
To find you ....................................
This Is My World I Grow This is my world I grow from lines
bring you to my eyes again
I know every past moment of my life I started to live
Every past thought I spent my mind
on to think
Where I came from, who I cared for, how I lost touch
I have no intention to change my direction for
anyone
All of the nights I used on a writing may one day reach you
The days I turned down yatchs of peaceful ocean
views
To hear nothing is fair isn't good enough for me to listen
I will fight to my very last breath to know what
you went through
I don't hold guilt, I am deep within who I am will stay the same
Every friend who was treated wrong,
you, the love I love to feel
This is my world I grow from lines bring you to my eyes again ...................................
Lost In A Sky Doesn't ExistLost in a sky doesn't exist
Certainly isn't right if a word is
lost in a sky doesn't exist
Lost in a sky doesn't exist
My life is to wait on the next tune you may send with me
in mind
How that tune fits into the ones when younger were ours
I probably wrote it long before tonight, but I count
on you
To bring that one last move I will understand true
Now it's time to rest for a day somewhere I may feel safe
in you
Lost in a sky doesn't exist
Certainly isn't right if a word is lost in a sky doesn't exist
Lost in a
sky doesn't exist .....................................
Sunday Night In the sound of your hold
I
can't make real again
My day to day drive as sweet
Yea I see for myself I don't need a dog lover for a friend
Run my life as everyone
else
Think the same to believe I think
I'm over the truth as nothing left Sunday night In the sound of your hold
I can't make real again
My day
to day drive as sweet
Yea I see for myself Then flowers appear the same on a tree
It's just a matter of time you're back with me
We will talk of how life never changed
Yea I can shade my colors from you Sunday night In the sound of your hold
I can't make real again
My day
to day drive as sweet
Yea I see for myself ....................
In The Back Of My MindIn the back of my mind you remained true
I don't need to know
the reason for my life
I carry every minute never at a loss for words
When time comes to find a way to look at you
I do with feelings I didn't let go for a new shore
I played with my shadows as gifts from you
Any thought I could
take as mine I used
Not one second went by without my love for you
Whatever I heard, any word to read woudn't stop
me
If I had to write the same line to reach a new one
In the back of my mind you remained true ....................................
You Sent Little Signs You sent little signs I couldn't
leave
So here I stay, here I stay
Way ahead of your life thought yet to come
Spent love right on you, saved
your heart for later
Payed a heavy price at times surprised I could
Let the sun go down, rise as if I cared
Sold
time to time, feelings as if real
True to you until your need would call
Written of the stairs chose only memory
Followed today nowhere you would notice again
You sent little signs I couldn't leave
So here I stay, here I stay ...............................
Today Still MeaninglessToday still meaningless unless I use today on you
A song more
than anything in the world
Reminds me of those few minutes we shared
Lost in the water of cold hearts thought was
alright
My life as theirs in harm would become who I loved
Until asked to forget I refused to listen again
Passed
through how many houses left behind
Watched hopeful wants turn into today still meaningless
Today still meaningless
unless I use today on you ..................................
I Won't Be With You Again I won't be with you again to get
by how real I am
No I don't exist to anyone but you
Oh for the love of my hands to touch yours
No one gives
a damn I won't be with you again
Everyone loves a smile is easier to understand
Talk to each other of how hard it
is to frown
Live my life for me as if I have no need to speak
Hope the same, go down the wrong day
Cause alone
isn't true to their want continues
On answers never to be found hidden around
Then I stand against the sky at it's
wish
I won't be with you again to get by how real I am
No I don't exist to anyone but you
Oh for the love of
my hands to touch yours
No one gives a damn I won't be with you again ......................................
Reminds
Me Of You Reminds me of you How I raised myself Still look for the same friends Not told
much about being a girl Found my way in
songs I learned I thought if a tune from you
I heard I wouldn't need a new song But as the years went by I understood A word or
two you sent again Reminds me of you ................................
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